First of all,
Christmas didn't turn out what i excepted it to be.
Guess i was wrong.
Anyway, there's nothing to share about it.

Shanzee did replied my mail.
I'm just glad that he's doing fine.
And Sharifah said it's interesting that Zee and I still send email to each other.
Well then Sharifah, sending emails is that only thing we could use to communicate.

Anyways,
Woke up early today.
Too early. Around 5 in the morning.
Washed my face and brushed my theeth.
Watched television. Watch this cooking programme on AFC Channel.
I love that channel. Full of cooking and food programmes.
It's fun watching chefs cooking and making delicious food. Well, for me it is.
Then watched this movie called "The Sisterhood Of Travelling Pants" on HBO.
Well, it's a great movie. It's about this four bestfriends.
Erm, i wouldn't want to spoil it. I'm sure they have it on DVD. Go watch it!

By the way,
School shoes are brought.
Now i got to find someone to buy me a school bag and stationaries.
Maybe Dad would it buy it for me.
Dad! Dad! Where the fuck are you?!?

assalammualaikum.
it's christmas tomorrow!
mom's gonna be at home, brother gonna be at home.
everybody's gonna be at home.
you know what that means, PURE BOREDOM!
mom's probably gonna watch TV the whole day.
bro's gonna spend the day making songs and rapping.
and my other bro's gonna annoy the fuck out of me the whole day with his ridiculous stupid faces and his ridiculous lame jokes.
yep, that's christmas alright.
pretty fun huh?

schools gonna be reopening soon.
and mom won't even buy me a school bag!
only school shoes are sponsored.
and i'm not even allowed to cut my hair.
RIDICULOUS!

oh and i've got a new layout.

.end.

finally! i'm done with sending Shanzee an email.
now i got to delete all 377 unwanted mails.
And yes, i do like keeping my mails.
even if they're junk mails.

it's has stop raining for the past two days.
that's a relief.
there's been a flood somewhere around Singapore. as usual.
and a girl was killed by a truck. and turns out, she lives on the same block as me but on the 9th floor while i'm on the 8th. and i kind of know her. we had never talked to each other. but i have been in the elavator with her for a few times. lets just says "a familiar face".

anyway,
friendster's fucking gay!
overlays aren't working!
this just ridiculous!


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it's ridiculously freezing out here!
it keeps raining 24/7!
i swore it's feels like winter down here.
minus the snow and santa claus. LOL

did nothing much these day since it kept raining.
i have to say, thunder and lightnings really freaks me out!
i know i've said that on the pervious post.

oh and finally. i'm finished with my overlay. check it out here.
friendster's new profile layout is really fucking me up!
might as well use an overlay.


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boo!
currently, still making my overlay.
i want it to be perfect so people would be jealous and stalk my profile.
like what i have done to the previous layout.

anyway,
woke up early today.
got distructed from mom.
then mom and bro left for work.
leaving me and my younger brother at home.
talked to Gracie when i came online untill she has to go.
she always makes me smile and laugh.
haven't seen christy online. kinda miss her.

so...
it's monsoon season right now.
you know, it keeps raining here, where the other side snows.
i don't mind the rain.
but thunders and lightnings really freaks me out.
luckily the drainage system here is not bad or Singapore would be flooded by now.

Gracie just told me that the new mcr video is out.
which is 'famous last words'.
one of the best song in their album.
speaking of Gracie, i got to flood her cbox.
well, she asked for it.


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hi again
went to this supermarket named "sheng siong" today.
ridiculous name isn't it? haha.
it's in chinese. that's why it sounds ridiculous.
uh, no offence.

moving on...
mom brought like 4 plants today.
it's so annoying for i have to water it every morning.
not only that. the housework is also my job.
might as well be a servent.
it would be a miracle if my mom hire a maid.

and what's up with people taking photo with the new my chemical romance album?
show off!
it's so annoying when you login in to friendster and the first thing you saw is a face and the my chemical romance album.
i mean what's up with that? showing off? just say it once and people will understand already.
and they make people feel bad too. for those who hasn't owe it.
i guess some people these days are so ridiculous!
and i can find a reason why i kept saying 'ridiculous'.
it's ridiculously annoying isn't it?

end.

busy day today.
got to make an overlay for my bro.
it's not that tough but it gets really annoying if u're working with a picky person.

anyway, check out this site. it has pictures of bunny suicides.
http://www.retrocomputing.net/racconti/umor/coniglio/pandora.beptuui.html
it's sure is ridiculous but hilarious.

Gennel from friendster just finished with her overlay and she even put up my pic in her profile and says that i actually make her happy and help her to be what she is right now.
isn't that sweet? love her so much! well, it's not only me. there's still a bunch of people. and one of them is Zacky. yeah, ZackymotherfuckingVengeance.

Ooh, i just found out that McFly just released a new album called "motion in the ocean"and their new video "Star Girl" is so hilarious.


argh! mom's nagging agian!

Woot!
hi again. i don't know why i love blogging these days.
usually i would ignore my blog for weeks or months then i'll post something.
haha. but now, i feel like posting something my blog even though i have nothing to post about.

anyway,
i've been listening to this band that i just got to know, Goodnight Nurse.
they actually made this song called "Milkshake", the one which Kelis sang like years ago, into a rock version.
and i'm loving it. well, check out the song. it's in my music player on Friendster.
here's the URL. www.friendster.com/ladyofsorrow
oh and i've been stalking Synyster Gates these few days and i can't get enough of it.

Viggo Mortensen, the guy who played Aragorn on LOTR, is the actor of the month for me. (the guy on the left)
last month was Owen Wilson. (the guy on the right) his nose might not be perfect. but hey! he's still cute. But Syn is still the best.
Aidil even called me "Sherry Gates" isn't that just ridiculous?
whatever it is, i still love it. Haha. "Aidil Vengeance"... what the heck? haha.
he is the one who asked me to call him that.

woah, ok! stop this madness. this is why i hate it when i have nothing to post about. i'll start talking about shitty stuff.
oh well, i got to go now.
mom starting to nag again.
so better stop it or it gets worst.

In The Month of December...

December... the twelfth month of the year. finally! someone's birthday is coming! KHALIL!!! Happy 14th Birthday Bro! anyway, it's already December and schools are reopening soon! can't wait to know the new teachers that will be teaching us. oh and i have a problem of making new friends! so that means i'll be the "quiet" girl this time around. haha. nah, i still have my previous classmates with me. so, that's not so bad. uh recently, i fall down from rollerblading and injured my leg! how stupid is that? now i'm stuck at home for a week or two! stupid me! here's what happen.

it was a bright sunny afternoon. the weather was fine. so i decide to skate at the multi story carpark. so i put on my skates, and went the top floor of the carpark alone. then switch on my mp3 player and started skating the around the carpark. there happens to be two slopes there. the first one was a success. i skate down safetly. then the second one, i lose control and fall down. i rolled and injured my leg! the next thing i knew was that i was lying down there. i rose and check on me. i saw blood running down my legs and scratches all over it. i tried to suck the blood but it's no use. too much blood is flowing. so i grabed my things and went back home. it was only 5+ in the afternoon. nobody's at home. i took off my skates and went to wash away the blood. i screamed while washing my legs because the pain was killing me. but! i didn't cry! i was like "wow! no tears? that's awesome!" ... whatever... back to the story. then mom came back from work. i showed her my leg. she kept asking me what happen but i kept quite. i then told her what happen after being yelled at. and my mom was like "ARE YOU CRAZY GOING THERE ALONE?!?! YOU SHOULD HAVE BROUGHT SOMEBODY ALONG WITH YOU! BUT NO! YOU INSIST ON GOING ALONE! WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU TRYING TO DO? KILL YOURSELF?!?!" and i was like "sorry! i was bored! and i don't have any friends here to bring along! besides it's not that painful! look! i didn't even cry! well, atleast i can still walk on my own!" then mom says "well, ok then. at least you're safe now. go clean up youself and put some ointment on your wound." i was like "phew, that was close!" of couse we spoke malay. i translate it in english or else people won't understand it. Haha.

anyway, that's what really happen to me. now i'm injure and stuck at home. but i do agree that it serve me right! well, i'm out! mom's starting again

Findings...

hey! so basically i'm still trying to find a suitable blogskin for me. i agree that i'm the "CEREWET" type of girl. or should i say picky. hahaha. i'm trying to find something purple and black 'cause that's obviously my two favourite colours. haha. anyway... i'll update more later.

i love you?

hey! it's been awhile since the last post. bussiness as usual. anyway, i'm getting bored with this layout and thought of making a new one. yeah, i do make my own layout check out my friendster profile. u'll be surprised. muahahah! so yeah...

anyway, i had this gathering at costa sands beach last two days ago. well i was only the guest. so it was obviously theirs. i always wanted to be one of them but i guess being left alone is way better! u might be wondering about the tittle there. well, here's my story. there's this guy called remah and it's obvious that he's into me. he kept saying "i love you" to me and even have my picture on his display in his msn. he's from egypt. and i don't fucking know where he gets my pic!he even asked me to marry him! and i was like "woah! dude! i'm only 14! and i don't even know who are u!" what a freak! and if u think it's cool to have a guy stalking u. think again! it gets very annoying and u will regret it forever. ok! enough of this madness! i don't even want to think about it anymore.i think i'll end this here. oh and i'll try to post something soon. very soon!

A Whole New Experience... Hell Yeah!

BooYa! sorry about late entry... busy as usual... school... exams... u know all that suff... anyway... what's up with the whole new experience? heh?... well um... i have to cut aidil's hair! so it's kind of a new experience for me... muahahaha... it was kecoh, kecoh. KECOH!!!! muahahaha... yeah it was!

anyway.... it's already my examination... so yeah... gonna be busy for these two week... it's geograhpy paper today... me and marwan were panic-king studying for our geography paper during flag rising... it was funny... actually... he's really a funny guy... that i can tell.... and MEREPEK! with his "sotong-ness" muahahaha... sorry wan! it's true you know... muahahaha! about the paper... it's no use studying for it because every information u have cramp it into ur brain wasn't even in there! and i left ALOT of question blank! argh!


and yeah... i've been thinking of changing this blog layout... but my friends seems to be denying it... hmm... i'll think about it... so yeah... i guess that's it... see ya...

23rd sept... when it all started...

ola!
sorry i didn't post anything these day...
that's because i don't think that my blog is that 'popular' like my brother's...
yeah... freaky z... for the record... freaky z is my brother...
shocked? u should be... for people who don't know who the hell is freaky z...
it's ok... u don't have to know him... haha... ok enough about him...
well... for me 23 sept is the happiest day of my life... sorry that i can't reveal my secret here...
but ZEE if u're reading this, u know what i mean... ;) ... haha...
well recently, Khalil got a present from the birds... haha...
it's was a sunny afternoon... we sat down on a table which was under a tall tree...
we were happily having our lunch when one of my 'member'(the crows... don't know... it's my favourite bird since young!) sent something to Khalil... you got that right! it's bird shit!
and i was like "(*laughing*) cool...(*laughing*)..." and he was like "(eeee... (*started running*) sial ar..." haha... luckly it wasn't me... coz ZEE would be laughing at me if he's reading this... haha...
err on 22nd sept... we went to a playground where it is located near a sewage... guess what we played there? blind mice! haha... it's the game where the catcher have to close his or her eyes and that person have to catch us...isn't that pathetic... haha... but who cares... atleast we had our fun... haha... then i went home with zurikh... it was a long walk...we had to walk through the sewage for the 'short cut'... boy, does the sewage smells... after walking through the sewage, we went our separate ways... rikh walk home and i have to take a bus cause my house was still far away... oh and we're having our final year examination in one week time... good luck guys!

Sudden Death...

haiz... sad day today... from the start of the day is already boring... my form teacher had made a sitting arrangements for assembly... and i have to partner with marwan... i was like "nah...it's ok...atleast i'm close to him..." but then the problem is... i and marwan to sit right at the front! where all the teachers and principles gonna be... then i was like "argh... whatever lah... it's just gonna take like half an hour or less...just to sing the nationl anthem, some announcement and reading..." then today when all of us have to line-up to our class... i found out that marwan was not in school! i was so pissed off for a while... then on our first period, we had our p.e lesson... and we have to re-take our NAFA test,2.4 km run, and i manage to finish at 20 mins... and i was like "shit! only two minutes late! argh!!!" but luckly my p.e gave us a chance to run again next week... then i told to myself "next week mesti pass! kalau tak... tak tahu lah ape nak cakap..." then during english period (which was after our p.e...) it was fucking boring... we have to do some stupid stuff in our groups... then it was our recess... i then got to know that aisha's father just passed away! when i went out of the class, my friends was crying!!!! and i type of person can't see a person cry... if they i cry i will start to cry... then i saw shafiqah cry so much that when i try to comfort her, i started to cry! i was like "sudah lah... tuhan dah nak ambik dier... aper kiter nak buat...betol tak?" then i inform my mother... this time i was crying so much! i was like "(*crying*) mak...kawan kakak nyer bapak meninggal..." then my mother was like "sudah lah...dah hajal dier...aper kiter boleh buat...sudahlah....bace aper yang kakak tahu k?" then i was like "(*crying*) ok..." then that afternoon we decided to visit aisha... but couldn't make it cuz she ask to come at night (we can't go out at night! how embarrassing...) ... so decided to tomorrow after... i'll update about this tomorrow or soon!


reply(s) on cbox:

sharifah: sembarang ar... malas ar nak cakap pasal dier tu...biarkan ar dier tu...btw... i'm wearing all black tau... u?... hmm...

A pirate's life for me...

woowhoo!!! finally i get to watch 'pirates of the caribbean, the dead man's chest.' man it was so cool...and i was like so excited... the movie was so good... but captain jack sparrow died in the end... and some of the crew of the black pearl on the previous movie are still alive!!! hahaha...(the guys who turn to a skeleton when the moon light shine on them..)... it was so supprising...u'll be supprised if you watch the movie... most part of the movie is funny... u can't just stop laughing... haha... luckly marwan didn't get irratated from my laughing... cuz i just can't stop laughing...haha... we went there as a group...but some of our people was not present so... it wasn't that fun enough... we actually wanted to take photos... but then we realised that we are short of money...haha... khalid is the one who brought all the fun... by just looking at his face... u can already laugh... man...he do kow how to make people laugh with his lame jokes...haha... anyways... people... i won't be replying ur comments on the cbox anymore... i'll just reply on any of my post... aite!... cool...


reply(s) on cbox:

sharifah: ok... stop talking about guitar!!! and talk about anything else... anything is fine for me... it's up to you... hmm... think about it!...

Just for the record, the weather today is slightly sarcastic with a good chance of: A. Indifference or B. Disinterest in what the critics say...

It's been awhile since the last time I've posted something on my blog... basically I've been SO busy that I don't have the time to 'spent' with my blog... haha... yeah... I'm STILL in touch with Shanzee (that dude from Habbo... remember???)... I've started my own diary (still have another 3/4 pages of the book to write... and again… I HAVE NOT TIME!!!)… I started to 'spent' time with my guitar...(even though the string is already a bit rusty... well... that's what happen of you let it lay there for some time...hehe...) not to forget my teachers are driving me nuts!!!

Here are the past events that I didn't get to post on the blog...hehe... :

3rd July 2006
On this day, we celebrated nurul's birthday... it was fun... we also 'sabo' she with flour... haha... but she got her revenge back on us... haha...we were as white as a sheet of paper (hmm... it's been awhile not using that pharse... haha...)... then we went to 'Sunplaza Park'... I even made one of the playground there my own property...

2nd July 2006

It's was a school day... so yeah... we went to school as usual... the usual stuff happens... teachers are chasing us for homework... making our life miserable... then after school, we headed to 'Sunplaza Park' again... it seems like that's our best place to hang out... and almost everyday we went there...

8th July 2006

The "greatest" the day of my life... my mother just won't shut her mouth! She keeps on nagging! She just can't stop it! Just because some money problem with my uncle...she scolded the three of us! (me, my elder brother and smaller brother.)... the whole damn night she keeps nagging and until she fell asleep! Omfg... if u were me, u couldn't even stand her for a minute! Argh! It's get fucked up around here... at home... have problems with my mom... at school... that fucking Mdm Zaleela made us act in front of the class just for a presentation of our stupid little group work... I wish I could kill and chop her onto many pieces then throw her body to the sea! I HATE HER!!!!


Well... that's all... I still have a lot of events taken place but I’m to lazy to type it...

sick!

sick!yes...i am sick...crazy...not that sick the other sick...the one with the coughs and fever...that sick....not the crazy sick...hahaha....and if i never get well soon by this friday... i will not get to watch omen...grr...maybe...coz haven't asked my mom... hope she's in a good mood... i have to find the right time ask her...if not...NO!...straight away...enough said... man...i really hope she's in a good mood this week...coz when she already make her decision...nobody can change it...well..the decisions on us...not no the other people... she not that bossy u know...hahaha...so... i really hope i get to go... oh and i have to save money for that... grr...

so long...

666 is the new favourite number...

666???hahaha...everyone knows about the new movie 'the omen'.... i haven't watch it yet lah... but soon!... have to start saving right now!... hahaha... actually i got nothing to post... kalau tak post aper2 nanti orang cakap...
"dier nie ader blog... tapi tak post aper2..."
hahaha....people surely say that one...hahaha... so yeah...still having school holiday... and it get worst and worst... my father... always like this... when it come to another new month... always buat perangai... always make my mother upset!... and that always spoils my mood... argh! fuck him! i hate him... always blame my mother for no reason... yeah... their divorce... sucks huh???... well... currently i'm staying with my mother...
yeah...i prefer my mother... but sometimes... i hate my mother... not just me... my sibling too... haha.... we siblings are a team!!!... my brother is a rapper... name Freaky Z... congrats if you know him... and my other brother... is just a loser...always stays at home and play ps2 games... me???haha... i'm a guitarist-in-training... hahaha...actually...i only wanted to talk about 666.... but i opened my story... hahaha... so... now you know my life... sucks huh???

so long...

The Reverend...

hey ya'll...i have nothing to do and found this video of The Reverend... so i thought of postin it here... who the heck is The Reverend??? he's the drumer from Avenged Sevenfold... enjoy...

ROCK ON!!!

The Wicked End

the wicked end???nah...it's nothing....hahaha...i didn't post anything yesterday coz i was out...i went to my class gathering yesterday at pasir ris park...man...it was fun alrite...it turns to be bored at first...hahaha...we had to take a long walk to our barbecue pit...it was way inside the park...i remember it clearly it was pit no. 19...so we have to walk all the way in...then we settle down when we reached our pit...nurul then went to rent some bikes at skates...i and small rode on a bike that has a two sits...it was fun but tiring...then nurul and small had to go and buy the food needed for the barbecue...so i and ain(aka suzi...hahaha) rode the bike...then it was time to returned to bike... ain and raudha went to help nurul with the things... i, narissa, sharifah and her cousin when back to our pit... we almost took half an hour to reached our pit...actually we took much more longer than that...our legs are tired that we couldn't walk anymore...so we decide to take a rest in a hut found along the path...then after a few minutes of rest...we contiuned to walk back to our pit...half way to our pit...we saw our other friends carring our stuff and tents...i asked them what happened...and they told us that we are on the wrong pit...it suppose to be pit no. 29 not no. 19...we were so pissed off...shafiqah made a mistake during smsing nurul...she accidently typed 19 instead of 29...but it's ok...we forgive her...then when we found our pit...we quickly settled down and took a rest...the chinese guys were throwing themselves into the sea...it was funny watching them...the malay guys helped setting up the tents...then the chinese girl made alot of water bombs...i was the first victim...hahaha...sharifah was the one who threw it to me...then she was also the one who threw flour on me...i was socked and white at that time...then as i was trying to clean up face...aidil pulled me to the sea...and i was so damn wet...thanks alot!... then we started to pulling each other into the sea...it was fun having ain, marwan, nurul, raudha, aidil, shahmi, hambali, khalil, mosadiq and two other malay guys which i haven't really know them yet...around 7.30...we started our barbecue...i then asked some friend to follow me to meet my cousin...and it turns out almost half of the malay guys followed...hahaha....then when we reached back to our pit...our teachers was still barbecuing the food...then our form teacher wanted to take pictures with us...it was ok...then it was 9... i and my cousin have to go home...it was ok if we didn't get to eat...atleast we had some fun...no...not some...ALOT of fun...hahaha...now...all my body is aching...my mom said it was becuase i haven't been playing rough for such a long time that's why now my body is aching...hahaha...craps... but it's true...for now...i have to stay home untill the ache is gone...haha...sucks...oh and that explain the wicked end...hahaha...lame...

ROCK ON!!!

I've found it!!!

finally...i've found it! i've found the emo rangers video...watch it! it's kinda funny but cool!...hahaha...enjoy...

this is just their first episode...thier second episode is coming soon...

Mistress Of All Guitarist...

alo...got nothing to do...and i found these cool videos of Synyster and Zacky...Synyster is the right handed...and Zacky is the left handed one...still dunno them??? thier guitarist of Avenged Sevenfold...so...enjoy...

check out Synyster... he got skills man!!!! rock on!!!!





Synyster and Zacky playing 'Bat Country'

GO! GO! EMO RANGERS!

wondering what is emo rangers???well..they kinda like the power rangers...it's the same.... five members and a villian...but they are way cooler because of thier emoness...where did i found them??? well...i was browsing through my friend's blog, isma.... she also wrote about these rangers too... she also put a link to their website... so... i decide to visit their website...and now i'm addicted to it... even my msn nick has emo rangers on it... and i even download their theme song! hahaha... wanna have a visit to thier site??? here's their address... http://www.emorangers.com ... i sure u will get addicted to them... EMO ROCK!!!!

Habbo Madness...

habbo hotel...the popular game in singapore right now...i guess...well...i started playing since last two when i was in primary six...yesterday night was a boring night...i decide to play habbo...then i meet this guy called Shanzee in habbo...we chatted together on msn... it was fun chatting with him... he's a nice guy too... hahaha... he's from california... and he just moved to singapore because his father had this bussiness thingy...anyway... this is where the madness begins... hahaha... when i looked at his picture... he looked just like Brendon... if you don't know who the heck is Brendon... well...he's the lead singer from the band Panic! At The Disco...he also told me that he had friend called Nelson who look like Frankie...and again...if u don't know who the heck is Frankie...he the guiratist from the band My Chemical Romance... and i was like "OMG! i can't believe it!"...hahaha... shocking huh??? no??? well... for me it is....he said he hate people calling him Brendon... but i keep calling him Brendon...hahaha.... sorry Shanzee...well now i have friend who look like Brendon and a buddy from california...all thanks to Habbo Hotel... hahaha... wierd huh???...well they always say "living is full of surprises"... hahaha...this is lame...


so long...

results,results,RESULTS!!!!

so...guess what! i just got my results on friday(26/5/06) er...i'm not quite happy with it...but i'm really,really happy for my history and art!!!i got a band 1 for both of that subjects...that shows me that i've improve on both of that subjects....evey good news always comes with a bad news right...so...here's the bad new...i failed two subjects too...but luckily i didn't fail my english subject...wanna know the two subjects???well...it's my math and geography...man...i used to be so good in maths but this time round i don't what happened...and i agree that i sucked in geography...so what....it's not my fault...it's the teacher's fault....anyway so...that's it...i've gotten my result...so now...time for holiday!!!

so long...

hi again

hey...it's been awhile since i post anything... so...here goes nothing... so yeah...i've made a few changes on my blog... the player...if it not working then sorry... i'll try to find out why it's not working... and i'll put in more songs... and i just finished my mid year... so yeah...i'm waiting for my results and wait for the school holiday in june to end... i can't wait to go back to school...hahaha...i'm like a nerd...but who cares... yeah..i guess that's it...oh and don't forget to tag me... so long...

what a tragedy...

last two days which on thursday,
i have my school annual bedok reservoir run...
hahahakz...
i run half way...
well...not even half...
i think it's just one quater...i think...
it started raining...
haha...
so i decided to take shelter under this small hut...
i went back to the starting line when the rain had stopped...
this is the part where the tragedy begins...
when i reached the gathering point...
our belongings was all over the place...
my school skirt was lying at a pile of skirts which belongs to the other students...
but my wallet was not found....
i tried to report it to my vice-principle but he scolded me for not taking care of my belongings...
i was like the what fuck!
how was i supposed to take care of my belongings when i have to run around the bedok reserviour...
then when i get home...
i get another scolding from mother...
if i come to know the person who stole my wallet...
i would torture him to death....
it's very unpleasent to take people wallet which contain my ez-link and money...
(*sigh*)
what a tragedy....

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