Why aren't these tears coming out of my eyes?!
Always is, never was
Monday, March 17, 2008
Fucking Monday.
I hate today! I fucking hate today! I was late for school today. But Mr. Wong let us off. So i was cool with that. Then i don't know what happened me, but i was sick. My whole body was aching so bad that i couldn't even sit up straight during malay lesson. I was freaking weak that i didn't even talk. I was damn quiet. Sheila and Syafiqah insisted me to go home.
But the lady in the office told me that i can only go home if someone fetch me home. I was like what the fuck sia. All of my friends who went home didn't have anybody to fetch them. And yet they were allowed to go home. Bullshit sia. But i didn't want to make any commotion, so i said it was ok. 'Cause i know my mom must be busy working.
I slept all the way during social studies period. And i don't even know a single thing about what Miss Hamidah taught. And i believe she finished teaching the whole of chapter 6 or was it 7. Gah... But you wanna know the worst part of today?
Somebody fucking stole my PSP. Fucker sia. Not only me, Farah pon. And i fucking curse that whoever stole my PSP will live his/her life a living hell. And fucking die in a fucking tragic accident. And when that person die, i'd go to their grave and shit on it. That's for stealing my damn PSP.
Fucking stupid sia. And i don't fucking care if that person is a guy or a girl. Or an aunty or an uncle. That person will live a living hell.
Went back home straight after school. I couldn't bare the pain anymore. I didn't even go for the damn study programme. Bad luck sia. And it's only the first day of school. Tsk.
But the lady in the office told me that i can only go home if someone fetch me home. I was like what the fuck sia. All of my friends who went home didn't have anybody to fetch them. And yet they were allowed to go home. Bullshit sia. But i didn't want to make any commotion, so i said it was ok. 'Cause i know my mom must be busy working.
I slept all the way during social studies period. And i don't even know a single thing about what Miss Hamidah taught. And i believe she finished teaching the whole of chapter 6 or was it 7. Gah... But you wanna know the worst part of today?
Somebody fucking stole my PSP. Fucker sia. Not only me, Farah pon. And i fucking curse that whoever stole my PSP will live his/her life a living hell. And fucking die in a fucking tragic accident. And when that person die, i'd go to their grave and shit on it. That's for stealing my damn PSP.
Fucking stupid sia. And i don't fucking care if that person is a guy or a girl. Or an aunty or an uncle. That person will live a living hell.
Went back home straight after school. I couldn't bare the pain anymore. I didn't even go for the damn study programme. Bad luck sia. And it's only the first day of school. Tsk.
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Be The One.
"You can be the one who just sits there and wait for it to happen, or be the one that makes it happen. And you have been waiting long enough."
And i think Maznah is right. But fuck, i don't even have the guts and the courage to do it. I was wow-ed when she said that to me. And i'm not even sure that there is such word as wow-ed.
Art have been quite fun. Of course with the gerek people around. But of course it is damn tiring. Played water with Hasyer yesterday. Perangai macam primary school sak. You know those water-gun-like bottles? The one where you pull the trigger and it will squirt out water. We use those to spray it on our paint so it won't be dryed out. But we play with it instead. Damn fun but stupid at the same time. Going for another art lesson tomorrow and that's it. I freaking need my break. I have been coming back home quite late these two days. I'm doing this for the sake of attendance lah siak!
Happy Stalking!
.e.n.d.
And i think Maznah is right. But fuck, i don't even have the guts and the courage to do it. I was wow-ed when she said that to me. And i'm not even sure that there is such word as wow-ed.
Art have been quite fun. Of course with the gerek people around. But of course it is damn tiring. Played water with Hasyer yesterday. Perangai macam primary school sak. You know those water-gun-like bottles? The one where you pull the trigger and it will squirt out water. We use those to spray it on our paint so it won't be dryed out. But we play with it instead. Damn fun but stupid at the same time. Going for another art lesson tomorrow and that's it. I freaking need my break. I have been coming back home quite late these two days. I'm doing this for the sake of attendance lah siak!
Happy Stalking!
.e.n.d.
Sunday, March 09, 2008
howdy! I'm blogging using my phone right now. Cool right? I know. Of course i am bragging.
I'm sure you know how it feels like sharing a computer with two other brothers. We'd argue among each other just because of a computer. And so i tried blogging with my phone. It's quite troublesome. But it's better than nothing, right? Right...
It's 'art day' tomorrow. Shit! It's only the first day of the holiday, already we have to go to school. Gah!
Meeting Hasyer at 10 tomorrow. The class starts at 9. But who cares? Damn early sey! Atleast we go rather than not going. I decided to go because of attendance. Haha. If not Miss Ong will send our names to the principle lah. Get a nag from Mrs Tang to drop our art lah. This lah, that lah. Troublesome you know.
I can't wait to get the Avenged Sevenfold sticker from Asy'ari. Dah ar! I have an early start tomorrow.
Happy Stalking!
.e.n.d.
I'm sure you know how it feels like sharing a computer with two other brothers. We'd argue among each other just because of a computer. And so i tried blogging with my phone. It's quite troublesome. But it's better than nothing, right? Right...
It's 'art day' tomorrow. Shit! It's only the first day of the holiday, already we have to go to school. Gah!
Meeting Hasyer at 10 tomorrow. The class starts at 9. But who cares? Damn early sey! Atleast we go rather than not going. I decided to go because of attendance. Haha. If not Miss Ong will send our names to the principle lah. Get a nag from Mrs Tang to drop our art lah. This lah, that lah. Troublesome you know.
I can't wait to get the Avenged Sevenfold sticker from Asy'ari. Dah ar! I have an early start tomorrow.
Happy Stalking!
.e.n.d.
Saturday, March 08, 2008
"The March Holidays" Pfft.
Howdy! I am so weary with school and art. I have been staying back for art everyday for the whole week. It was part of the damn Study Programme. I am not dedicated to my art that i stayed back everyday. I came because of attendance. If not must have letter from parents lah, that lah. Lame shit!
And the march holidays are not gonna be helping me in any way either. We still have school from mon-fri. Puas hati don't need to call it "The March Holiday" siak.
I am so not satisfied with my overall result. Although i passed all of my subjects, I am really not satisted. But i got a big shock when i passed my Combined Humanities. But it was an average pass. And i don't want to talk about my Malay. I got to work harder with my Combined Humanities and Malay.
Happy Stalking!
.e.n.d.
And the march holidays are not gonna be helping me in any way either. We still have school from mon-fri. Puas hati don't need to call it "The March Holiday" siak.
I am so not satisfied with my overall result. Although i passed all of my subjects, I am really not satisted. But i got a big shock when i passed my Combined Humanities. But it was an average pass. And i don't want to talk about my Malay. I got to work harder with my Combined Humanities and Malay.
Happy Stalking!
.e.n.d.
Saturday, March 01, 2008
I have a birthday too OK!
Howdy!
"Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to SHERRY!
Happy birthday to you!"
"Woo! Aku proud to be 4 years old lah siak!"
Those were the few lines they sang to me and made me realise that being born on the 29th Febuary is special. VERY special. And I am proud if anybody tease me that i am only 4 years old. But whatever the shit is, i now get to watch NC16 movies.
Ok lar. I got to admit. I have been watching NC16 movies even before i turn 16. But who cares. I think i'm old enough for it. :)
I had an kick-ass day, today. We had a girl's day out. Kinda. Sharifah got her boyfriend with her. Blah... They treated me to a movie. And it was awesome. We watched The Leap Years. And i cried like crazy. Suzy was too. The movie was damn sad and i just can't hold my tears. Seriously, me and suzy was crying like hell and they kept teasing us. They did cried. But not as bad as we did. It was crazy. We look so awful the moment we stepped out of the cinema.
Then we went to the Open Plaza and slack there for a while. I was busy playing my PSP that i didn't realise Suzy, Raudha and Nurul were gone. But they came back with a cake with them. I was so touched. And the best part is, there were only 4 candles. Cool lah siak! Then they sang me the birthday song. They were shouting not singing. People around us was looking at us. And i shouted,"Woo! I am damn proud to be 4" when they finished singing. And we took some pictures and we ate the cake.
Then i had to rush home and take a quick shower and change again. My cousin did this pit thingy for her birthday and our birthday happens to be three day in the row. 27(lisa),28(sarniyah) and 29(ME) Febuary. Cool right? I know. Lisa have a chinese blood, Sarniyah's an indian, and i am a javanese. Yeah, we are all mixed.
It had been a great day for me. And this is the best birthday so far!
"Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to SHERRY!
Happy birthday to you!"
"Woo! Aku proud to be 4 years old lah siak!"
Those were the few lines they sang to me and made me realise that being born on the 29th Febuary is special. VERY special. And I am proud if anybody tease me that i am only 4 years old. But whatever the shit is, i now get to watch NC16 movies.
Ok lar. I got to admit. I have been watching NC16 movies even before i turn 16. But who cares. I think i'm old enough for it. :)
I had an kick-ass day, today. We had a girl's day out. Kinda. Sharifah got her boyfriend with her. Blah... They treated me to a movie. And it was awesome. We watched The Leap Years. And i cried like crazy. Suzy was too. The movie was damn sad and i just can't hold my tears. Seriously, me and suzy was crying like hell and they kept teasing us. They did cried. But not as bad as we did. It was crazy. We look so awful the moment we stepped out of the cinema.
Then we went to the Open Plaza and slack there for a while. I was busy playing my PSP that i didn't realise Suzy, Raudha and Nurul were gone. But they came back with a cake with them. I was so touched. And the best part is, there were only 4 candles. Cool lah siak! Then they sang me the birthday song. They were shouting not singing. People around us was looking at us. And i shouted,"Woo! I am damn proud to be 4" when they finished singing. And we took some pictures and we ate the cake.
Then i had to rush home and take a quick shower and change again. My cousin did this pit thingy for her birthday and our birthday happens to be three day in the row. 27(lisa),28(sarniyah) and 29(ME) Febuary. Cool right? I know. Lisa have a chinese blood, Sarniyah's an indian, and i am a javanese. Yeah, we are all mixed.
It had been a great day for me. And this is the best birthday so far!
THANK YOU
- Sheila (to be the first one)
- Abang Ali
- Suzi & Raudha ( for the cute teddy bear and the moive and the cake.)
- Nurul (for being a kick-ass 'matair' ever and the cake)
- Carmen & Farah Fatin (for the wishes in the art room)
- Hidayah, Sharifah & Mira (for the cake)
- Nadia
- Dad and Aunty Aisha (for the cake)
I'm sorry if i have missed out your names. But to let you know, i thank you with my whole heart. :) Thank you!
Happy Stalking!
.e.n.d.
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