Teacher's Day

11:40pm

I seriously have no mood right now.
So don't fuck with me.

7:54pm

Ok, Entourage is really addictive.
I can't fucking stop watching it.

Back to study mode, tomorrow. Seriously.
If not, bad karma.

4:35pm

So teacher's day was such a downer.
There isn't much to say about it.
But it left me regretting the time i've lost which i will never get back.
Teacher's day this year wasn't that 'happening'
I just can't wait for 'O' to end.

Movie today was great.
Watched Year One.
And aku batal puase.
K dah.


Sometimes i just wish people would act their age.

People.

9:47pm

OMG!
I just read my older posts back when i was in secondary 3.
And you know what?
I want to fucking burn my face because i was ____________.
I don't even know what word to describe myself.
I'm pretty sure at that point of time people must have been laughing at me.

And i thought i was so hardcore and cool.
tsk tsk tsk.

8:58pm

Suddenly filipinos accent are so hilarious.
Stupid fuckheads.

A7X

11:09pm

Oh yeah, i still do love Avenged tho.

Now i'm thinking of dropping Malay.
But... tsk! If only i'm a genius in Combined Humanities.
I've planned to flunk my comb. humans. papers.
So... who cares?!


Note to Self:
Be careful of what you say to Ali.
He tells Abang everything. EVERYTHING!
dammit.

9:13pm

I'm starting to hate the song Unholy Confession by Avenged Sevenfold.
Why?
'Cause i used to love that song so much that i set it as my alarm. Now i just hate it when it rings every morning. Every fucking morning i pray M.Shadows would for once shut the fuck up.

So kids, never set your favorite song as your alarm. Sooner or later you will fucking hate it.

1:55pm



I WANT THAT BAG!
I WANT THAT BAG!
I WANT THAT BAG!
I WANT THAT BAG!

Oh and those stationary too!!!!!
Grrrrr....

Memories

12:33am

I hate it whenever i listen to a certain song and it reminded me of something.
It's like everything came back rushing in.
Right now, i'm missing that somebody.
And i'm not even sure if that person even cares.

Omg, why am i even posting about this?!
Guess everyone do have that 'sensitive' side.
Pfft, yeah right!

Vegan.

I have been a vegan for 10 days. It is suppose to be known only among my close friends. But you know, these kinds of things, it spreads like wild fire. I wanted to last for a month. But couldn't fulfill it. My mom keeps nagging about how unhealthy it is and some other religious issue. Not gonna elaborate much on that 'cause i'm not one to talk about religion. You get what i mean.

So yeah, I didn't expect it to last for that long. I know it's only 10 days, but fuck you, at least i know i made an effort. It was a bit difficult during the first few days 'cause for the whole of my 17 years of life, i have been consuming on meat. So it's a bit difficult to suddenly stop eating meat. But after awhile, you'd get a hang of it. Omg, people are so gonna talk about this. I just know it. But not bad, 10 days you know. Who would've thought?!

Ok, enough of that. As you know, I got a c6 for my Malay. And the only way to improve on my Malay is to speak, read and write Malay more often. So today, i decided to watch television with my mom as she was watching Suria. But i ended up mocking every single thing i saw on television. Mom was freaking pissed off with me. And i saw this advertisement about the national day rally, and PM Lee Hsien Long(however his is spelt) was in it. And he speaks fluent Malay. And he's a freaking CHINESE! Dammit sia!

Fasting begins tomorrow. Pretty psyched about that. But darn it! No cursing for a month. I'm sure Carmen's gonna be so pleased about that. Eh! I cannot show Fadj the middle finger!

FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!
FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!
FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!
FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!

Anak Melayu.

I passed my 'O' malay with a C6.
Fucking annoyed.
No choice but to retake.


FUCK!


Just when i got a burden off me.
It came back knocking on my door.
Now i have to read malay, speak malay, write malay.
The most torturing thing ever!



Eh, suddenly i want to play piano BADLY!

Maths.

8:36pm


OMG!
I FUCKING LOVE TRIGONOMETRY!
EHEHEHEHE!

Me.

Sometimes i hate it when my mom compares me with some other girls.
For one thing, I am me.
This is who i am.
Sherry Sharmila. How many bitches do you know have that fucking name?!
I am the only one.
I'm not the popular one. I don't stand out in pictures.
I know i'm different but who fucking cares?!
I'm happy with who i am.
And i definitely don't need some bitch copying me either.


It's all about originality, my friend.

Tired.

10:43pm

Aching back.
Tired eyes.
I think i'm gonna turn in early today.

I seriously have to stop watching videos on Youtube.

11:16pm

Guns don't kill people.
People with mustaches do.


I'm out!

I Hate You

6:32pm

I think i'm secretly hating someone.
Oooooh....

9:50pm

I'm freaking exhausted with Chemistry.
Not even sure if any of the things i've learn today will come out tomorrow.
FUCK!
I'm more afraid of Science than Maths. Totally agree with Carmen.

It's the same every year.

12:08pm

My mom's lying on my bed right now singing some old malay song just to piss me off.
She's so adorable sometimes.

I don't want to talk about National Day.

3:28am

I seriously need to go to bed or i'll fucked up my sleeping hours.
Shit. It's already fucked up.

Different.

10:19pm

My mom dragged me to Geylang today. Shit, i just hate that word. Ok, starting from today, i'm gonna refrain myself from going to Geylang. The fasting month haven't even begin yet and i saw people rushing grabbing stuff. Oh yeah, i'm not celebrating Hari Raya this year. So fuck off.

I don't know why i have so much hatred against my own people. I guess it was one person's bad impression that really fucked up my perception towards the Malay culture. Screw me!

I realised that i spent alot of my time on my laptop. Mind you, i do have a life. It's a pity my phone can only fit in a few hundred of songs. So i'm turning my laptop into a mp3 player. So most of the time i come online just to listen to music. I'm gonna start updating my blog every now and then. Like how i did with the previous post. I gonna start posting that way 'cause it's fun and way coooooler. I'm tried of being part of the majority all the time. I'm gonna fucking fuck your face with my fist if any of you try to copy me. If you know me really well, i think you might know who i'm referring to.

11: 15pm

I'm freaking bored. I think i'm gonna get those hit counters to see if people really read my blog. It's not really about the numbers. I'm just curious.

The chances of me getting an ipod touch is really low.
FUCK!!!!

12:33pm

I am still disturbed by the glassinmyass site. I read it's about a guy shoving a glass bottle up his ass and the glass broke. And there's a lot of blood. And some of the people who watched couldn't even get through to the end of the video. I want to watch it but i don't want to.

2:38am

Still awake. Currently downloading subtitles for the movies i have. My back hurts from lying in bed for hours. But, today is my lazy day. I can do whatever the fuck i want. I'm gonna be in study mode tomorrow. Pray that really happens. Did you know? You can learn A LOT from watching Youtube videos!

Good day

Happy Father(less) Day

9:13pm
I know Father's Day was like a month ago but this one reeeaalllyyy make me tear.
See for yourself.


I just started 'following' him on Youtube and i found this video. Man, i salute him.


SHANE DAWSON!

11:31pm

I am still on Youtube. How fucked up is that. I've been doing nothing but move around with my laptop. I need to get a life.
I think Carmen has Black magic. Once, she was sitting next to me and the next moment, she disappeared.

12:35pm

Still wide awake. I found a site, glassinmyass.com. No, it's not a porn site. I did my research, bitches. Actually i was on Youtube. Still am. And this other guy was vloging and he was going live on Youtube. So everything is recorded and he went to that site. And the reactions he did was pretty bad. I mean he actually wanted to cry. I heard it's gruesome. Gruesome than Saw. I'm thinking twice about checking out that site.

Be my guest and check out that site and tell me how it is.

Liar.

I never expected more from you.
The least you could do is tell the truth, fucker.
I'm taking back what i've said everything about you.

I mean it.


Good day.

Amazing Race.

Like i said earlier on, i shall properly.
So be prepared. It's gonna be a loooong post. Or not.
I might get lazy half way through posting and just cut everything off.
Here goes nothing.

School have been hectic as always. Datelines to chase, homework to be done and revising for the upcoming Prelim exams. Next Tuesday is already our science practical exam. And so far, i've only been practicing on maths. Still no progress on Science. As for combined humanities, i don't know what to say.

Speaking of Combine Humans, we had this History test on Wednesday. As usual, I didn't take it seriously. This is what i wrote. Good luck with reading my handwriting.

That is how i write when i'm lazy or when i'm being an asshole. Oh yeah, of course i didn't hand in my paper. I never really took Combined Humans seriously. I don't how my brother feels if he knows about this. Once, i showed him my report book, he nagged about failing combined humans and of course, Malay. He said history is easy. He was an express kid, what did you expect?! I never liked memorizing things. MEMORIZING!

"I'm telling you ah! Memorize! MEMORIZE! MEMORIZE!" - Mr Daniel

I laugh like hell when Mr Daniel said that during one of the history lesson. Then Farah joined. I cannot stand it. The way he said "MEMORIZE!" and with his face like that. Wah, until now i never fail to laugh whenever anyone says the word, memorize. And and and, there was this time during history lesson, Me, Farah, Kiwi were sitting together. Then we discovered that there was iron fillings on Kiwi's spectacle case. His spectacle case have this magnet to hold the case close and there was iron fillings on them. I was so stoked about it because the iron fillings that Mrs Lee always show in physics class is always in a case.

So, i was trying to get the iron fillings out. I tried and i tired but to no avail. You know, when you're so into something you tend to forget about everything around you. As for me, i tend to open my mouth(Carmen thought me that). So i was trying to get the iron fillings out and my mouth was open. Mr Daniel saw what i was doing and he was like, "Eh, what is that girl doing ah?!" I was so paisey siak. And then i started to laugh. Wah, i don't know why but i find it funny whenever he's scolding. Oh and for almost 2 years he teaches me History, he still doesn't remember my name. and he always calls me "that girl" or "girl". Haiyo....
But he's a great teacher.

On thursday we played Softball during P.E, Whoa, damn fun! Week after week i wanted to play softball and finally we got to play it. Me and Farah were 'feeling' Benchwarmers when we were playing. I swear i can go crazy playing softball because some of our classmates were new to it. But all in all, it was super fun. The last time i played baseball was years ago back in primary school. Good times.... Still fucked up for not having any P.E next week. Curse you mock exam!


I finally got to watch Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince today. The movie was quite disappointing. But the special effects were epic. I shall say no more.

Tom Felton is freaking good looking. I sigh every time he appeared on the screen. Hais...

Oh, here's what happened before the movie started. We die, die thought the movie starts at 11.30 am. So Me and Farah took our time to walk to Giant. Why we were at Giant? Because we wanted cheap snacks and drinks. Yes, we are indeed cheapskates. Upon reaching Giant, Stephanie called at 10.41am and told us the first movie starts at 11am. Farah told Steph to buy the tickets thinking that we could make in time. So we started running through the carpark and into Giant. We were practically still running in Giant because it is so huge. So we ran up the escalator and ran to find the crackers that Farah wanted. We ran and ran like crazy. I don't even run like that during P.E lah. So we were running and running and i think people might have thought we're crazy. When we got what we wanted, we went to the counter. The first counter that we when to was quite a long queue. So ran and find another counter. After paying, FARAH told me to take the stairs. So we ran to the door with an Exit sign. But the security guard told us to go down the other way. So we went the other way. Steph called again to tell us that the tickets were 10 bucks. So we said ok to it.

While we were breeze walking, and the elevator doors were closing. And i shouted to Farah, "Eh, take the elevator!" And she RAN just to press the button. SHE RAN. Sanggop sak! So the pathetic thing about it was, the elevator was damn huge, but there were only the two of us in it. Pfft. We continued running to the taxi stand and there was no taxi. So Farah started stuffing all the drinks and snacks into my backpack. We waited and waited until it was 11am. Losing our patience, we decided to run to IKEA's taxi stand. Still no taxi. So i was running with a backpack full of food. Pathetic like fuck.

When we look over, taxis started to line up at Giant's taxi stand. I started cursing and swearing like hell. Farah wanted run back but it was too late. So she waited at the side road and i was waiting at IKEA's taxi stand. And every time when i see a taxi approaching from the other side of the road, i would shout, "EH, TAXI! TAXI!" and Farah would start to run to the other side. But when taxi was hired, i would shout, "EH, MERAH! MERAH!" and she ran back. Wah, damn funny lor! We did that twice and finally we got into a taxi.

And the damn taxi driver have the cheek to read his sms while driving. The nerve of some people. We arrived and ran and ran and we made it to the cinema at 11.10++. Luckily we didn't miss the opening of the movie. It was an awesome day. What with all the running and laughing like pontianak terlepas. Oh and the whole time while running we would keep saying, "Eh, macam amazing race sia!(Eh, like amazing race sia)". How can it not be?! We were running and rushing everywhere we go. And i was running with a bag full of drinks and snacks. Wah, such an epic day.

Not bad, not bad.


Good day, my fellow earthlings!