Wednesday, December 30, 2009
RIP
I am of course completely devastated.
I was totally dumbstruck when Farah told me about the news over the phone.
She was expecting me to know about it. But i didn't.
I then found out that i got the news on my email yesterday.
Why the fuck didn't i read my messages?!
I'm completely lost for words. It's very hard for me to believe this.
I...
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
This is LOVE to me.
I’m gonna do what i love. Art or Music.
I don’t fucking care what you think or say.
I don’t want to live my whole life and wonder, “what if…?”
If there’s no future here, i’m pretty fucking sure there’s one somewhere else.
I will work my way up. Nothing in this world is fucking free.
I don’t need lots of money. I don’t need branded things.
I just want to live this life with no regrets.
Say what you want to say. I will stand my ground.
God gave me this gift not to misuse it.
Maybe it is meant for something great.
So kids, never throw away your talent for money.
Your talent is more valuable then money.
Do what you’re good at and follow your heart.
This is your life, everyone else comes second.
Take my words for it.
2009 is coming to an end and i can’t wait what 2010 have for me.
Monday, December 21, 2009
AVATAR again.
This is my brother, Tsu'tey. Fierce sia! Oh yeah, we consider everyone in our tribe as our brothers and sisters. ^^
This is me, Neytiri. HAHAHAHAHA! Pathetic fuck. Maybe in the future Planet Pandora will really exist and everything will fucking change. I know that will never happen, but it won't hurt to dream big. James Cameron did that, look where he is now. K, i'm talking bullshit.
ARGH! Watching it again tomorrow. I'm an obsessed bitch. You don't know meh?
Saturday, December 19, 2009
AVATAR
Hello netizens. I finally have something to blog. Be aware that i’m gonna brag a lot in this post. So just bare with. If not, then fucking leave. It’s not like i brag almost everyday on my blog , no? KK, let me really update my blog for once.
Brace yourself, this is gonna be a long one.
Wednesday, 18/12/09
Woke up to my elder brother’s message about that night’s plan.
First up i met Nad to go for a job interview. I must say, yesterday was the first time i sat in Starbucks doing nothing for hours. While waiting, my mom called to ask me to run by some errands at home. After Nad was done with her briefing, i finally had my interview. I really had high hopes for this job, but only to be told by the manager that she had no vacancies there. So she offered to help me submit my resume to other outlets that needed employees. And i told her that i’m fine with that, however, the location of the outlets that needed people are ridiculously far. I’m fucking screwed again.
NO JOB = NO MONEY = NO PARAMORE GIG
T_T
Then we took 16 to bedok. I wanted to continue my journey home by train but decided to take 168 with Nad. After Nad left, i’m still left with quite a few more stops to go. So i thought to myself that i’m gonna be home on time before my brother arrive to fetch me. But, the moment Nadd left the bus, he called and told me he will be reaching in 15 mins time. So i started freaking out because i was still in the Tampines area. By the time i reached Ikea’s stop almost 15 minutes were up. You know what i did? I fucking ran/breeze walk. I was taking really huge steps while breeze walking until i decided to just run from Ikea to home. Why i ran? 1) AVATAR! 2) I had some errands to run by. So when i almost reached home, i was expecting my brother’s car to be there waiting. I was so relieved that he wasn’t there yet. So i run up home and did my errands which was to cook rice and clean my uncle’s room. –.-
After i’m done with my errands i ran to the nearby bus stop to meet him. Upon reaching the bus stop, i thought i forgotten to switch on the rice cooker. So i called my brother and ask him where he was. Luckily he was fetching Ali in the pasir ris area. So i ran ,yet again, back home only to find out that i have switched on the rice cooker. Double –.-
So i ran back down again. Only to find out that my brother was still not there.
Banyak kau punya 15 mins eh.
Not long after, we were on our way to Cineleisure. I was pretty psyched in the car. AVATAR SIOL!!!! Laughed to some jokes, parked the car, walked to Cineleisure, collected the tickets that were booked before. I had no clue we were watching Avatar in 3D. I only find that out when me and my brother was in the line to get in the movie theater. So i was pretty much fucking excited. My first 3D movie sia. AVATAR SOME MORE! Jakon ah cb!
Long story short. The movie was fucking …….
I was speechless. I actually wanted to cry when the movie ended. I never wanted to leave Planet Pandora.We were watching in 3D and i felt like i was in Planet Pandora the whole time. It was that good. It was… Hais… No words to describe. Seriously. It was worth my 2hrs 42 mins. The visual effects are freakin’ crazy. Every thing looked…. it’s just crazy. James Cameron is a freakin’ genius! Oh and the lead actor, Sam Worthington, is amazing. His avatar is freakin’ hot. I know it’s only a blue creature but… My problem ah to say whose hot or not.
OMG! JAMES CAMERON MAKE MORE MOVIES PLEASE!
I think he is one of the best directors around. Just look at what he did in Titanic. And now Avatar? Tsk tsk tsk.
People who said it’s a stupid movie, fucking watch the movie than we’ll talk. I stand my ground and say it’s a fucking good movie. Heck, i already knew it’s a good movie from the beginning. What say you, bitches?
By the time Avatar ended it was already12+am. My brother and his friends decided to go for sheesha. So i tag along. Finally Sheesha after a month after O levels. So we sat and had sheesha and talked about the movie. We were talking about movies until we jump to topics like iphones, history, documentaries, race and religion. And then we realized that there was a message behind the whole movie. Mother Nature. Go watch the movie and find out yourself.
We left the place at 2+am. By the time my brother sent all of his friends home, i reached home at 3+am. Came home, showered, watched Jersey Shore, slept at 5+am. My mother woke me up at 9+am. And now i’m here. And i’m still thinking of Avatar. That’s it i’m watching it again. Who’s with me?!
Oh yeah, my mom bought me huge rolls of papers. And i was thinking of doing a really huge painting of something to cover up my wall. And i think i know what i wanna paint. EHEHEHEHEH! Lets see what i can do.
GO FUCKING WATCH AVATAR, BITCHES!
K, i'm done bragging. For now.Friday, December 18, 2009
16/12/09
Forgive me for not updating my blog. I never have the mood to blog these days. ‘Cause i have nothing to do these days. However, Me, Nadd and Farah had a small ‘picnic’ on Wednesday.
It was fun until the weather ruined our day. But it’s alright. We had fun anyways. Pls read all about it here.
Not that i’m lazy to type it all down here.
I’m just lazy to think of the words to type.
A-VA-TAR tonight!!! YES AH!
Sunday, December 13, 2009
What I’ve Been Doing
basically nothing.
still no phone calls.
jobless.
i sit at home almost everyday.
i tried to go job hunting, but that will only make me more depress.
everyday my Hindi vocabulary is increasing.
i understand Hindi way better than fucking Malay.
i am proud that i have an Indian blood.
the only fun i’m having so far, is calling Khalil, Kiwi, Pudding or Alon and hang up on them.
and vice versa.
i’ve been watching Jersey Shore and now i am afraid of Italians.
i can’t fucking wait for Avatar.
i’m not accomplishing anything.
i’m left with $31.01 in my bank account.
oh yeah, i’m “living the life”.
FML.
Monday, December 07, 2009
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
Fuck you.
I’m fucking sick and tired of being rejected.
I’m fucking sick of filling in forms.
I’m fucking tired of having the feeling of hope every single time i fill in a form.
In the end, i don’t even get a fucking phone call.
..l..
I think imma disappear for a while.
Goodbye world!