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It's a cruel world you're living, my man.
Don't you know it already?!
So don't give me that fucking tone because, well, I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING DAMN.
Since day one you sit there and act like July will take forever to come.
And when the day comes, you act as if it's everyone's fault.
You were just too lazy to put in effort and always depended on people.
Well, i'm glad our time is over. 'Cos I'm sick and tired cleaning after you.
Goodbye.

Edgar Allan Poe

"In our endeavors to recall to memory something long forgotten, we often find ourselves upon the very verge of remembrance, without being able, in the end, to remember."

- from "Ligeia" - Edgar Allan Poe

I love his works. Especially his poems. I knew about him a few years ago, even bought a book on him. I've blogged about him once. Read here. But then, i just stopped reading his works. In fact i stopped reading for a long period of time. And I started to read again about 2 years ago. Completely forgotten about him until today. Thanks to Design History & Culture, i did a research on the Goth culture, i found him again.

Oh yeah, i'm currently doing Design History & Culture. After a day, I'm excited of what's to come. I think it's an interesting module. Firdaus lied to me about the whole RJ thingy. Sheesh! So yeah, our assignment is to do a research on a culture different from ours and the first thing that came right into my mind is the Goth culture. Though, i'm thinking of changing my idea because the Goth culture is too vast to be summarized. BUT IT'S DAMN INTERESTING!!! Tsk!


Go check Edgar Allan Poe out. Oh, he specializes on Gothic Literature. I only knew about that a few moment ago. Haha!
And no, Goth doesn't mean having to wear black every day. ..l..

Lady Gaga

K, I know this sounds fucking stupid but i'm not gonna lie. I'm terrified of her.
Yeah, fucking terrified of her. What with all her obvious Illuminati  symbolism.
Every single time i watch her videos/performance/pictures, i have this feeling that one day she's gonna dominate the world with her... Illuminati friends. Haha. WTF?!
But it's a shame though, she's talented. She really can sing. And she's one of those artiste who doesn't lip-sync. Unlike Brittney Spears.
But too bad, she chose fame instead.

Sarah

I wanna draw this. But the thing is, she hardly have any hair.
Haha. I cannot/hate drawing people with short/no hair.
Haiya, she's so adorable.

Avenged's latest album cover.
I don't know why the first thing that caught my eye was the 'foREVer' on the tombstone.
CANNOT WAIT FOR THE ALBUM!

You Only Live Once

Hi.
It's good to know i still haven't lost my touch with drawing.
I know, i know, you might be wondering, "Losing touch with drawing?! But you're in TP design school, leh!"
Number 1: Stop stereotyping Design students. Number 2: Well, my course only requires me to draw lines, lines and more lines. Oh and circles sometimes.
But I'm fine with it. Actually, I'm happy where I am. I know turning down NAFA was a mistake.
But it was a mistake i was willing to make. At least now I know I was eligible for NAFA.
Drawing and painting is something I love doing and it's not something i take for granted.
I can't force myself to draw or paint everyday. It's something that flows with my mood.
It's the only one thing that's keeping me happy and sane. Trust me. Living in this house, you'll need something to keep you sane - I wasn't kidding when i said i wanted to run away.
Doesn't mean i turned down NAFA, I've forgotten about my dreams. Hell no.
And fuck you, if you still think there's no future in Art.
Yes, I only think of myself. I'm selfish. So?!
..l..

:(

I miss this.

Where do we stand now?

CB

I don't know what have gotten into me these days.
Every single time when I'm blogging, half way through, I'll run out of words or things to say, I'll delete the whole post, and ended up posting stupid little updates.

Alright, so on Friday, i had an outing with a few of my EVD friends. Watched Karate Kid. OK movie. Typical storyline. Boy move away form home, boy gets bullied at school, boy got pissed, boy learn kung fu (don't know why they name it Karate Kid), boy become pro, boy fight bully, boy wins. That's about it. Oops, i just spoiled the whole movie. But it's worth the watch. The title threw me off at first and i refused to watch it but everyone took a vote and of course, the majority won. But hey, if you haven't watch it and planning to, go ahead. You know me, I'm an ass when it comes to movie. I always expect more.

Ah dammit! Youtube is distracting me!!! I'm gonna end here.

Ye Na?

Too tired to blog. Had and awesome day.
Will blog tomorrow. Or never.

T_T

Yesterday, I saw a limping cat, My heart sank.

Entourage

HELL YEAH! THE BOYS ARE BACK!
I freaking love this show!

Solitude

You know what, every time I think of home, I feel like running away.
I've been keeping quiet all these while and now, I can't anymore.
I'm tired. I'm fucking sick and tired of having to clean after everyone else.
I fucking hate sharing my room with my brother.
It's just too crowded. OVER CROWDED. I NEED order.
Every fucking day I'm breathing in cigarettes' smoke.
Don't you people know it's suffocating me?!
ARE YOU FUCKING DEAF THAT YOU CAN'T HEAR ME COUGHING MY LUNGS OUT?!
I think I would have gotten lung cancer by now. With you people smoking, that makes me a passive smoker.
Do you have any fucking idea how fucking harmful it is to me?!
Argh, I hate smokers. I FUCKING HATE SMOKERS.
I don't fucking care whoever I'm offending right now.

I want to run away.
I need to find solitude.