It's safe to say that Project 1 is finally over.

And all i have to say is, i had so much fun. These past 2 months have been a hell of a ride.

There was definitely my ups and downs. But i've learned so much. I've learn to love what i do, what i never expect i'm capable of. The past 2 months have showed me what reality is, who were my real friends, who i can trust, who i can rely on and who i should keep myself away from. D:

So P1 ended with PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE 1 award ceremony, and it was hysterical. It was the perfect ending after 2 months of a roller coaster ride. Harith organised the whole thing and even bought us gifts.

Yes, i won that. It's an inside joke between me and the EVDians and also Harith and Joshua. It's nice to be recognize for something. But seriously, i couldn't ask for anything else. I enjoyed myself so much. It was fun working with both Harith and Joshua. I treated Harith like a friend even though we have to call him Sir or Mr Harith. I don't know, i got used to calling them just by their name. And Joshua as well. It was an honor to work and present your design to a real architect. And it was nice to be complimented that we did better than what they expected.

Honestly, i didn't expect i did that well too. All i knew was i gave my best and alhamdulilla, i did well. I think? Right now, i'm trying to do my best and get good grades, so that it's easy for me to choose a path for my future career. I still haven't figure out yet what i really wanna do. Most of my friends have already set their minds to join the police force. But not me. I only know one thing's for sure, that design is my future. Fulermak!

Stone Sour

The girls on the streets look all sad in this gold encrusted little town
Why is that? Isn't this the town of dreams?
Yeah, but it comes with a price

It's a town that never does anything and takes all the credit
A place that promises so much and never has a thing to say
Or a care in the world
There is no memory here

No dream for itself but the dreams of others
And all over the world you talk about a place you've only seen in the re-runs
Immortalized by its vice and deified for its carnage
There's money in the air there


All you have to do is reach up and grab it.
In basements, garages, parking lots, empty lots, school yards, town cars,
Back rooms and more
Diamonds are fashioned from expectations and fortified on a steady diet,
Of simple lives and red carpets


The ejaculating zeitgeist in night vision
Culture is a punch line in a motionless blood in the water
The sharks here play games you can't fathom
But you flock here anyway
On college money and credit cards
Spend a week bullshitting yourself that it was all true,


All of it
Just to watch in horror as it all falls into pieces into the gravity of reality
The starry eyes fade as it dawns on you,
Nothing is guaranteed


You are a part of the great divide, the chosen, or the frozen
Now your miles away without an egg,
Your college money is a collage of debt
And your credit cards are all snapped in fucking half.


Time to wander a landscape in berethed of mercy
This is now the back lot of your failed movie
A waking dream re-written without your permission
The real luster, the soft focus, the soap opera vision
Is just the hindsight of a world who's just been lied to
Of sad surfs, and untouchable lords
You took a chance didn't you?


The chance didn't have a par for you this time around
Maybe next life.
And you can't even walk home
The girls on the street all look sad in this cardboard cut-out little town
No wonder, that's the only thing here that's real
The gold is for fools and paradise is lost
But the hungry have never bothered with the cost


Day by day they fall away like rose petals
Like ink that won't dry or fade
It just runs wild down cracks and crevices, grooves and folds
So I hope someone saves you, before you get cold
I really do.


Because the girls are on set in this little black book
If you don't believe me take a closer look.
If you can..?

-The Frozen

Pee 1

Hi.
I'm currently enjoying P1.
I think i'm on the right track.
I haven't had any break since the start of the semester.
My weekends and holidays does not exist.
I need a break. But in a way, i enjoy what i'm doing.
I'd rather be doing something than nothing.
Sometimes, i enjoy staying in school till late at night.
Sometimes, i don't mind not having to sleep before the day of submission.
'Cause i know, i'm not alone. All my course-mates are going through the same thing as i am.
And i love the atmosphere of the studio when everyone's all out and busy doing their work.
It's gives me the motivation to work harder.
Gonna work hard for P1.