"You can be the one who just sits there and wait for it to happen, or be the one that makes it happen. And you have been waiting long enough."
And i think Maznah is right. But fuck, i don't even have the guts and the courage to do it. I was wow-ed when she said that to me. And i'm not even sure that there is such word as wow-ed.
Art have been quite fun. Of course with the gerek people around. But of course it is damn tiring. Played water with Hasyer yesterday. Perangai macam primary school sak. You know those water-gun-like bottles? The one where you pull the trigger and it will squirt out water. We use those to spray it on our paint so it won't be dryed out. But we play with it instead. Damn fun but stupid at the same time. Going for another art lesson tomorrow and that's it. I freaking need my break. I have been coming back home quite late these two days. I'm doing this for the sake of attendance lah siak!
Happy Stalking!
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Always is, never was
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Sunday, March 09, 2008
howdy! I'm blogging using my phone right now. Cool right? I know. Of course i am bragging.
I'm sure you know how it feels like sharing a computer with two other brothers. We'd argue among each other just because of a computer. And so i tried blogging with my phone. It's quite troublesome. But it's better than nothing, right? Right...
It's 'art day' tomorrow. Shit! It's only the first day of the holiday, already we have to go to school. Gah!
Meeting Hasyer at 10 tomorrow. The class starts at 9. But who cares? Damn early sey! Atleast we go rather than not going. I decided to go because of attendance. Haha. If not Miss Ong will send our names to the principle lah. Get a nag from Mrs Tang to drop our art lah. This lah, that lah. Troublesome you know.
I can't wait to get the Avenged Sevenfold sticker from Asy'ari. Dah ar! I have an early start tomorrow.
Happy Stalking!
.e.n.d.
I'm sure you know how it feels like sharing a computer with two other brothers. We'd argue among each other just because of a computer. And so i tried blogging with my phone. It's quite troublesome. But it's better than nothing, right? Right...
It's 'art day' tomorrow. Shit! It's only the first day of the holiday, already we have to go to school. Gah!
Meeting Hasyer at 10 tomorrow. The class starts at 9. But who cares? Damn early sey! Atleast we go rather than not going. I decided to go because of attendance. Haha. If not Miss Ong will send our names to the principle lah. Get a nag from Mrs Tang to drop our art lah. This lah, that lah. Troublesome you know.
I can't wait to get the Avenged Sevenfold sticker from Asy'ari. Dah ar! I have an early start tomorrow.
Happy Stalking!
.e.n.d.
Saturday, March 08, 2008
"The March Holidays" Pfft.
Howdy! I am so weary with school and art. I have been staying back for art everyday for the whole week. It was part of the damn Study Programme. I am not dedicated to my art that i stayed back everyday. I came because of attendance. If not must have letter from parents lah, that lah. Lame shit!
And the march holidays are not gonna be helping me in any way either. We still have school from mon-fri. Puas hati don't need to call it "The March Holiday" siak.
I am so not satisfied with my overall result. Although i passed all of my subjects, I am really not satisted. But i got a big shock when i passed my Combined Humanities. But it was an average pass. And i don't want to talk about my Malay. I got to work harder with my Combined Humanities and Malay.
Happy Stalking!
.e.n.d.
And the march holidays are not gonna be helping me in any way either. We still have school from mon-fri. Puas hati don't need to call it "The March Holiday" siak.
I am so not satisfied with my overall result. Although i passed all of my subjects, I am really not satisted. But i got a big shock when i passed my Combined Humanities. But it was an average pass. And i don't want to talk about my Malay. I got to work harder with my Combined Humanities and Malay.
Happy Stalking!
.e.n.d.
Saturday, March 01, 2008
I have a birthday too OK!
Howdy!
"Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to SHERRY!
Happy birthday to you!"
"Woo! Aku proud to be 4 years old lah siak!"
Those were the few lines they sang to me and made me realise that being born on the 29th Febuary is special. VERY special. And I am proud if anybody tease me that i am only 4 years old. But whatever the shit is, i now get to watch NC16 movies.
Ok lar. I got to admit. I have been watching NC16 movies even before i turn 16. But who cares. I think i'm old enough for it. :)
I had an kick-ass day, today. We had a girl's day out. Kinda. Sharifah got her boyfriend with her. Blah... They treated me to a movie. And it was awesome. We watched The Leap Years. And i cried like crazy. Suzy was too. The movie was damn sad and i just can't hold my tears. Seriously, me and suzy was crying like hell and they kept teasing us. They did cried. But not as bad as we did. It was crazy. We look so awful the moment we stepped out of the cinema.
Then we went to the Open Plaza and slack there for a while. I was busy playing my PSP that i didn't realise Suzy, Raudha and Nurul were gone. But they came back with a cake with them. I was so touched. And the best part is, there were only 4 candles. Cool lah siak! Then they sang me the birthday song. They were shouting not singing. People around us was looking at us. And i shouted,"Woo! I am damn proud to be 4" when they finished singing. And we took some pictures and we ate the cake.
Then i had to rush home and take a quick shower and change again. My cousin did this pit thingy for her birthday and our birthday happens to be three day in the row. 27(lisa),28(sarniyah) and 29(ME) Febuary. Cool right? I know. Lisa have a chinese blood, Sarniyah's an indian, and i am a javanese. Yeah, we are all mixed.
It had been a great day for me. And this is the best birthday so far!
"Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to SHERRY!
Happy birthday to you!"
"Woo! Aku proud to be 4 years old lah siak!"
Those were the few lines they sang to me and made me realise that being born on the 29th Febuary is special. VERY special. And I am proud if anybody tease me that i am only 4 years old. But whatever the shit is, i now get to watch NC16 movies.
Ok lar. I got to admit. I have been watching NC16 movies even before i turn 16. But who cares. I think i'm old enough for it. :)
I had an kick-ass day, today. We had a girl's day out. Kinda. Sharifah got her boyfriend with her. Blah... They treated me to a movie. And it was awesome. We watched The Leap Years. And i cried like crazy. Suzy was too. The movie was damn sad and i just can't hold my tears. Seriously, me and suzy was crying like hell and they kept teasing us. They did cried. But not as bad as we did. It was crazy. We look so awful the moment we stepped out of the cinema.
Then we went to the Open Plaza and slack there for a while. I was busy playing my PSP that i didn't realise Suzy, Raudha and Nurul were gone. But they came back with a cake with them. I was so touched. And the best part is, there were only 4 candles. Cool lah siak! Then they sang me the birthday song. They were shouting not singing. People around us was looking at us. And i shouted,"Woo! I am damn proud to be 4" when they finished singing. And we took some pictures and we ate the cake.
Then i had to rush home and take a quick shower and change again. My cousin did this pit thingy for her birthday and our birthday happens to be three day in the row. 27(lisa),28(sarniyah) and 29(ME) Febuary. Cool right? I know. Lisa have a chinese blood, Sarniyah's an indian, and i am a javanese. Yeah, we are all mixed.
It had been a great day for me. And this is the best birthday so far!
THANK YOU
- Sheila (to be the first one)
- Abang Ali
- Suzi & Raudha ( for the cute teddy bear and the moive and the cake.)
- Nurul (for being a kick-ass 'matair' ever and the cake)
- Carmen & Farah Fatin (for the wishes in the art room)
- Hidayah, Sharifah & Mira (for the cake)
- Nadia
- Dad and Aunty Aisha (for the cake)
I'm sorry if i have missed out your names. But to let you know, i thank you with my whole heart. :) Thank you!
Happy Stalking!
.e.n.d.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Yes ar!!!
"A walking disaster
The son of all bastards
You regret you made me
It's too late to save me"
- Walking Disaster - Sum 41
Howdy! It's safe to say that the Common Test are finally over. I have to say, i am pissed off with the maths paper. The paper was not what i expected it to be. Like always, what i learned didn't come out. The paper was mostly on our secondary three topics. Dah ar, I don't wanna talk about it. But one thing for sure, I don't think i could pass the paper. That's for sure.
AND and and! I FUCKING pass my Social Studies. Yeah, i know. I couldn't believe it either. Never in my life have i ever pass Social Studies. I couldn't even get a 5/10 for any class work. But whatever it is, i am damn proud that i pass my Social Studies. I thought to my myself that i wasn't one of the 20 or was it 19 who passed. I was so sure that i couldn't pass the paper because i did not finish the paper. I was lack in confidence when Miss Hamidah annouced that out of 43 only 20 or 19 passes.
When Miss Hamidah was giving us back our papers, i was like, "Kimak, malu sia nak tengok paper!" And when i looked onto my paper, my eyes and mouth was wide open. The red ink written on the top right hand corner made me gasp in surprise and excitement. I was so god damn overjoyed that all i wanted to do is to shout and let the whole world know that i passed my Social Studies. I know ar, it's not that bigger deal for you. But this is my FIRST time that i pass my Social Studeis lah siak! Damn happy! Alhamdulillah...
The Chemistry and Physics paper was alright. Physics was easier compared to Chemistry. English was ok. Everything's fine except for Maths. Blah...
Apparently, there's this debate again. And i am relief that i wasn't nominated to be one of the speaker. Syafiqah however nominated me but i refuse. Tired of participating in these kind of 'stuff'.
.e.n.d.
The son of all bastards
You regret you made me
It's too late to save me"
- Walking Disaster - Sum 41
Howdy! It's safe to say that the Common Test are finally over. I have to say, i am pissed off with the maths paper. The paper was not what i expected it to be. Like always, what i learned didn't come out. The paper was mostly on our secondary three topics. Dah ar, I don't wanna talk about it. But one thing for sure, I don't think i could pass the paper. That's for sure.
AND and and! I FUCKING pass my Social Studies. Yeah, i know. I couldn't believe it either. Never in my life have i ever pass Social Studies. I couldn't even get a 5/10 for any class work. But whatever it is, i am damn proud that i pass my Social Studies. I thought to my myself that i wasn't one of the 20 or was it 19 who passed. I was so sure that i couldn't pass the paper because i did not finish the paper. I was lack in confidence when Miss Hamidah annouced that out of 43 only 20 or 19 passes.
When Miss Hamidah was giving us back our papers, i was like, "Kimak, malu sia nak tengok paper!" And when i looked onto my paper, my eyes and mouth was wide open. The red ink written on the top right hand corner made me gasp in surprise and excitement. I was so god damn overjoyed that all i wanted to do is to shout and let the whole world know that i passed my Social Studies. I know ar, it's not that bigger deal for you. But this is my FIRST time that i pass my Social Studeis lah siak! Damn happy! Alhamdulillah...
The Chemistry and Physics paper was alright. Physics was easier compared to Chemistry. English was ok. Everything's fine except for Maths. Blah...
Apparently, there's this debate again. And i am relief that i wasn't nominated to be one of the speaker. Syafiqah however nominated me but i refuse. Tired of participating in these kind of 'stuff'.
.e.n.d.
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