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TEEHEE!
First attempt at painting cats. Definitely have to improve A LOT.
The whiskers look ridiculous. I think it's time to get a new set of brushes.
But I no money. How?
I got a job proposition. But I'm thinking about it. It involves a lot of painting.
I'm still at my early stages. I ain't no pro yet.

I'm definitely excited about the whole MOE thingy. I'm doing everything to get what i want.
But sometimes I ask myself. Can i really paint? Can i really draw?
There's more than a billion people in this world. And it's so hard to stand out.
But I'm not giving up. Even if people are against it.
I'm the kind of person who always want to get whatever I want. And I do whatever to earn it by myself.
Because when I put my heart out on something, I really will work for it.
There's no point earning something from other people's effort or money.
You have no idea how great it feels to really work hard on something and earn it.
Trust me, there's no greater feeling than to earn something with your own hard work.
So my point is, hard work pays.

Whoa, i feel so wise all of a sudden. First this post, now this.
Must be because I'm turning 18 soon.
Eh, but I've always been the mature one. Right ArTits?!
MUAHAHAHA! ..l..

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OMGOSH! OMGOSH! OMGOSH!

My interview with the MOE is on the 3rd.
I got to start drawing and painting again.
I don't think my current portfolio will help.
I got to do better. I have to focus. I'm gonna earn it by myself.
I can't let anything be on my way.
Insyallah, I will make it.

Pray for me people.

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OMGOSH! OMGOSH! OMGOSH!

I got shortlisted for the Art teaching thingy!
Great, now I’m in a dilemma again.

Practice Makes Perfect

The drawings on the left were drawn last few years ago. I think i've improved a lot, no? Nah, i still got room to learn more. I'm still afraid to/can't draw/paint certain things. For example, i can't paint human faces. So yeah, the painting i did on Peter and Sylar is actually my first attempt at painting portraits - that's why it's taking me forever to complete the painting. For all these years, i've never painted faces. Not even in school. Whenever we're told to paint something, i refrained myself from painting faces. But i'm willing to learn even if it takes years to perfection.

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OMGOSH! OMGOSH! OMGOSH!

Luckily i decided to check my e-mail today.
I received an e-mail from the MOE people regarding the Art teaching scheme.
And they told me to submit my O’lvl cert and other art certificates.
I really hope i get it.
I want it so badly.
Pray for me people.