Week 5

I'm freaking out!

I'm turning 20 in 29 days and it's bugging me.

The fact that i'm still schooling and not helping my mother financially.

And I'm always financially unstable.

Urgh. 

I'm literally starving myself just to save money for a gig i've been waiting for like forever.

Fucking pathetic.

And of all things, my one and only boots is starting to fall apart. T_T

Fucking patehtik.

I'm not ready to turn 20.

And i certainly don't feel like i'm 20.

Week 4

Borrowed this book just today and i'm already 1/3 done with it.
I want to marry the author can?!

I will see you in February.
I don't fucking care.

Lately my emotions have been taking over me.
Have been repulsive and just all over the place.
I don't know why and i don't like it.
I ended up crying, last night, for reasons unknown and it's ridiculous.
Maybe it's my self-esteem? My mood swings?
It's hard when you don't even know what's wrong with yourself.
I'm just sick and tired of social cliques.
Maybe it's school? Maybe it's you?
I don't know.

Evanescence is coming to Singapore on 27 Feb and i couldn't be more ecstatic.
The only problem is money and i'm doing everything that i could to raise money.
No matter what it is, i'm going. I have to go.
Waited 6 years for this.
I can't just let it pass.

Week 2

My kind of love story.
Read this just cause Christine Feehan told me to.
Love her books.