"Where did I go wrong,
I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life..."
- How To Save A Life - The Fray


Howdy! I made Shanzee mad btw. By mad i mean angry. Gah! It's all stupid. And ZEE if you're reading this, I'm oh so sorry. Ask me personally, kpos.

Right. We had this "important" maths class going on today. I love Miss Koh. But she's a very moody person. No offence. Woke my arse at 6 in the morning people! Took my morning shower and bla bla bla. It took me about an hour just to get dressed for school every morning. I'm fucking slow. That shows i have a two year old brain capacity.

Anyway, we met each other at Mcdonalds. The one at Tampines CC. Gates, Vengeance and Q'rah were the first one there. Then Madden and Ross. Followed by A.Keys then Baby. Small was that last one to reach there. But we didn't mind it. Don't we guys?

We feasted our breakfast untill we almost puke. Muahaha. We were fucking full that everyone was holding their stomachs while on the way to school. We walked through this market-like place and, Baby and Madden called it a "Mall". A mall for overaged people. By overaged i mean old. We had a pit stop at BK to buy some snack/food for the 3 hour class. It's so great of Miss Koh to let us bring food to class. Then walked to school. And we got shouted by Miss Koh the moment we step into the room. Why? We were late. 15 minutes late. Muahaha. It's sad that we have to sit separately. But it's better in that way. Gates, Madden and A.key were the "single" three at the back of the class. Meaning, we sat alone a table each at the back. We were the only three at the back. Raudha had to sit right at the fornt. And the funny part is when she got shouted by Miss Koh. And Madden got shouted for using the calculator. Muahaha. She thought Madden was using her handphone. Muahaha. Sin Cos Tan, betol.

Bla bla bla. It was our break. Wah seh, our table was like a party. Alot of food were displayed. Muahahaha. But, the break was only 15 minutes. (*sighs*) Why does everything have to be 15 minutes? Blah... Then bla bla bla again. We were released. Went home alone. Yes, alone. Gah...

I jump onto my bed the moment i stepped into my room. And slept my pants off without taking off my specs and switching off my Mp4 and was in my school attire. Gah... That's how tired i am.

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That's me along with my hand vandalizing the table.Credits to Madden. I envy her. She has a good anlge while taking a picture. Still, i don't know why she love taking pictures with food in her hands and her mouth wide open. Muahaha... Why, eh?

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Happy Stalking.
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CIP. The most fun experience i've ever had since about a year ago. I don't remember we doing any CIP last year. Muahaha. School today was ok. It got crazy during Malay & English class. Guess What Madden and Gates did during Malay? We observe the boys from our class then make fun them. Exspecially that 'muke puki'. Oh and the boy who did nothing. Seriously, Madden told me at first. And it was true. Madden, Sin Cos Tan! Muahahaha.

You know, it's fucking fun sitting with Madden and Nuul. You just can't stop laughing when you're with them. Muahahaha! Muke Puki!

Now, about the CIP thingy. Mdm Zulaiha kept laughing at me. Like, every i look at her, she will be there laughing her arse out. Haha. It's hard taking care of kids. This is why i never wish to have a baby sister. Muahaha. Oh, and i gave my only doll to this little girl. She got first prize for the dressing competition. Blah! Nuul and I dressed up Nabil up because (A) none of the kids from our group volunteer to be a dressed up, (B) Disinterest and (C) They looked "blur-sotong" when we explained it the whole contest to them. It's really, really hard when they get super, super active. Muahaha. So good luck to the Friday batch. I'm not goona typing it all in here. It will only spoil their excitement. Muahaha.

Exams are fucking here and i have 5 pieces of prep work i have to complete for my art exam in 3 weeks. Gah! Why oh why?


Now, tell me he's adorable. Muahaha!

Happy Stalking!
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I can play Synyster's solo!
But slow.
Who cares?
I still can play!

MUAHAHAHAHA!

"you take my breathe away...
but I'll never taste your lips
as fate keeps me locked away I
must close my eyes to see your face "
- Tilling the hourglass - Alesana

Howdy! I know i shouldn't be posting. But nevermind, for the sake of the fans out there, I have to sacrifice my studies. Blah.

Last night was fucking awesome. I wasn't expecting the others to be there. By others i meant Nuul and all the others. I saw Fuad along with Rashid riding on a bike. So i guessing the others must be around the beach. I got bored. So i started listening to Avenged Sevenfold and did some drawings. I heard someone called my name and was whistling trying to signal me. I looked up, and saw Nuul and Raudha. You don't know how happy i was to see them there. It's like i haven't seen them for ages. I ran and hugged Nuul like there's no yesterday. My mother thought i was exorcised. Or in malay slang, Sampok. Muahaha. It's all a long story and i don't have the time to type it all here. Ask me personally. Muahaha.

I almost stayed up the whole night. And the best part is i get to sleep right under the stars. And man! It was fucking awesome. We slept with bags as our pillow and no selimot. And when you wake up, you'll find fog on your glasses and and the wide open sea right infornt of you. The morning breeze, the fresh air, the cold atmosphere. Man, it was fucking awesome! But when it was 9 in the morning, the sun was fucking killing me. I'd kill the sun, if i could. It was burning me! Burning me like there's no other vampires to kill.

Reach home like about 12 in the noon. I threw my bag and straight away jumped on my bed. From 12 to 6 i was sleeping my arse out. And you believe it? I was fucking exhausted. Gah!

I have to attend school everyday now. Exams are coming! What do you expect? Blah!


Happy Stalking!
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"If I could start with words
Cause it's the only hope of feasting I got left
And everything I love about you is a mess
Smash the mirror and break the palm in his hand
I want to be better than I am"
- One and Only - Fall Out Boy


Howdy! I'm fucking back! But i'm saying goodbye to my stalkers out there. Because...because... I'm gonna fucking delete my fucking blog! Nah, I'm just kidding. I know some you was gasping. Muahaha. Well, exams are like weeks away. And i got to study for it and make sure i get an A* for my maths. And atleast a B for my History and Sosial Studies. Or that fucking Ms. Hamidah gonna call my parents or get me suspend from school.

I still can't believe she dares talk about my family problem! And she made me cry in front of Khalil! And of cause, my behaviour in class.

Me: (*shouting*)Pkm! Aku nyer pasal ar aku ade financial assistance! Yang dier nak cakap pasal tu kenape sia?! Pikir style pe?! Sial ar. Nak cakap, cakap pasal hal lain ar sia! Jangan cakap pasal family aku ar sia! Aku tahu ar bapak aku dah tak kisah pasal aku! Yang dier sibok2 kenape sak?!
Hambali: Eh! Gadoh! Gadoh!(* drinking water at the water cooler*)
Khalil: Eh, lek ar,Sherry!
Me: Eh, sial ar. Sape sia tak sedih!

This... this is the part when i started crying.

Khalil: Lek ar, Sherry!(*held my shoulder*)

I just fucking hate her. She's trying to make us all suspend. Raudha was already suspended. And A.keys was gonna be suspended but changed to detension. And Nuul, I'm not sure if she's gonna get suspend or just detention. The next gonna be me. Just wait and see! Can you believe that she compare us with a harlot? And by harlot I mean prostitute. She told us that the way we laugh, we talk and our behaviour is like a harlot. Can you believe it? I'm just waiting for Nuul to say this out loud to Ms Tan and get her sack out of the school! I fucking hate her! I just hope she fucking choke and die! Or better yet, die in a tragic car accident! Or, or get crush by a lorry.

So... I guess this is it. The next blog post gonna be a month later. Muahahaha. I'm just kidding. I'll try posting during the exams. If i can. Now, i got to go and cut my hair and a bbq to attend to. Muahaha. Goodbye my dear stalkers!


Happy Stalking!
.my father doesn't care about me!.