Always is, never was
Monday, January 24, 2011
P1 is getting more intense as the day goes by.
Color and Light is ending soon. Thank god.
Half happy, half sad.
I miss FarahF so much.
I won't be able to see her until March comes.
Gonna work hard for P1 once Color&Light ends.
P.S, FarahF lets have lunch at Seoul Garden when we see each other (if i have money ah).
Color and Light is ending soon. Thank god.
Half happy, half sad.
I miss FarahF so much.
I won't be able to see her until March comes.
Gonna work hard for P1 once Color&Light ends.
P.S, FarahF lets have lunch at Seoul Garden when we see each other (if i have money ah).
Friday, January 07, 2011
Thank god it's Friday.
I hate school. I hate color and light. I hate P1.
Sometimes i really feel like giving up. Sometimes i'm tired of learning.
Sometimes, I just want to sit and paint my whole life.
Color and light is not getting any better.
P1 is fucking confusing. At this point of time, i don't know what to expect.
I hate the feeling of having to drag myself for school every fucking day.
I used to look forward for school. But not anymore.
Maybe it's just a phase. Maybe eventually things will get better.
But having the sharing session with the year 2's just now, doesn't make anything any better.
I'm freaking out more than ever.
I hate school. I hate color and light. I hate P1.
Sometimes i really feel like giving up. Sometimes i'm tired of learning.
Sometimes, I just want to sit and paint my whole life.
Color and light is not getting any better.
P1 is fucking confusing. At this point of time, i don't know what to expect.
I hate the feeling of having to drag myself for school every fucking day.
I used to look forward for school. But not anymore.
Maybe it's just a phase. Maybe eventually things will get better.
But having the sharing session with the year 2's just now, doesn't make anything any better.
I'm freaking out more than ever.
Monday, January 03, 2011
Ah yes, school have official begun.
P1 starts tomorrow.
My elective, color and light, is pure physics knowledge.
Apparently i have to write a report stated in my subject brief for color and light.
I cannot remember the last time i wrote a report.
My English language have been deteriorating.
Elective: Year 1,2,3 are combined.
Only made 1 friend today. It's ok, i have Lee
Awkward ambiance.
Thank god, color and light, no group work.
But 7 freaking models to be done + Journal.
Seriously not looking forward for P1
P1 = Project 1 = MAJOR project = 2 freaking months/block.
No fucking around. No time to fuck around.
Weekends does not exist.
Need to be more organised.
Make a weekly schedule! *A MUST
Try to follow schedule. If not, fall behind.
Try not to spend that much money on food even if i have to stay in school till 11 or 12 pm.
Bank account is still bankrupt.
Need money to buy materials.
A lot of spending on materials for these 2 months.
REMEMBER: 3.5 GPA.
Need to tattoo this down in my head.
P1 starts tomorrow.
My elective, color and light, is pure physics knowledge.
Apparently i have to write a report stated in my subject brief for color and light.
I cannot remember the last time i wrote a report.
My English language have been deteriorating.
Elective: Year 1,2,3 are combined.
Only made 1 friend today. It's ok, i have Lee
Awkward ambiance.
Thank god, color and light, no group work.
But 7 freaking models to be done + Journal.
Seriously not looking forward for P1
P1 = Project 1 = MAJOR project = 2 freaking months/block.
No fucking around. No time to fuck around.
Weekends does not exist.
Need to be more organised.
Make a weekly schedule! *A MUST
Try to follow schedule. If not, fall behind.
Try not to spend that much money on food even if i have to stay in school till 11 or 12 pm.
Bank account is still bankrupt.
Need money to buy materials.
A lot of spending on materials for these 2 months.
REMEMBER: 3.5 GPA.
Need to tattoo this down in my head.
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