"Sherry is a well-behaved student.
She was worked with care and interest
and has produced a good report except for
Combined Humanities. With consistent effort,
she is capable of even better results."
-By Miss Ong.

Howdy! That's the remarks i got from Miss Ong in my report book. I purposely underlined the combined humanities part so that people would really believe me that i don't do well for combined humanties for all this while. And i'm a well-behaved girl? Pfft. You'd hate me if you were in the same class as me. Gah!

It's been two days of holidays and i'm about to die. Die of boredom. Hell yeah. Mother have been alittle bit bossy for these few days. You know, with the house chores and stuff. Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my beloved Mother. I'm so sorry if i haven't got you anything. My pockets are dry. And to Father, I'm NOT wishing you a Happy Father's Day. I think i'm gonna sing that Emotionless song Madden sent me. :)

People, please ring me up if you got any plans. I was refering to A.keys or Madden or the other girls. Movies, jamming, barbecues anything will do. Man, i wish i have a plan. Grr.

See, this is another reason why i hate holidays. I have no plans. For examples, Madden has plans. Infact, she's going to perak in 5 days time. And i'm gonna miss her. And as for me, NADA! No plans. I was really hoping to have a jamming session but Vengeance haven't even called me since that night. I haven't heard from them since last Friday night. I hope everybody's fine. And i still wonder if A.keys still reads my blog. Gar...

Happy Stalking.
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"I'm sleeping my way out of this one
With anyone who will lie down
I'll be stuck fixated on one star
When the world is crashing down"
- 7 Minutes In Heaven - Fall Out Boy

Howdy! I remembered the other time when my English teacher, Mdm Zaleela, demand us to write an essay about the time when you were blamed for something that you didn't do. I remembered the story vividly. And it was all a lie. I've never experienced something like that. So it's better to lie then get a zero for the essay. And now i was blamed for everything. Everything that i didn't do. The computer got some kind of a virus and i was blamed for it. It wasn't me, seriously. It was my younger brother. He's too coward enough to admit it so i was blamed for it. Grr...

I should be celebrating right now. It's the holidays. And who does hate it? I hate vacations. i don't mind if it's only a week. But 4 weeks?! 4 weeks of vacation is fucking long, dude. You can say that i'm out of my mind. It's not true. Think about it. What are you gonna do for the next 4 weeks? Go to malls? Beaches? Yeah, if only they could. Teacher just can't see us together. They get jealous of it. Becuase of her, we can'thang out. Gah!

I fucking failed my Combined Humanities and i'm proud of it. Which is History and Social Studies. Both of the subjests are combined so that makes it one. I told Shanzee about it and he started asking me how the hell i can pass maths. Well, it's love. Haha. You got to love Maths, ZEE. Then you will pass. :P

Finally ZEE was online. And he was like," Hey, you're a smartass. That can help you go anywhere." To think about it, he's right. This is the first time i find him right. Hehe. :P And this is the first time he's so supportive. :) I never knew that kind of Shanzee exist. The positive one. hehe. :P

A few weeks ago, Issma and i were talking about the old, non stop. How close we were back then. We were 5. Our mothers would meet up everyday and have a long chat. And the whole clan would hang out at the playground. Oh yes, the playground was our headquarters. Hey, we were only kids. Ok, so the clan consist of Me, Issma(the one with no teeth. XD), Jeffery(the one with the Harry Potter glasses. 8D), Ikhtiari (the one with a chinese face -_-), Fatinah(the mushroom head kid. XD), Zeenath (the ugly one), Amelu(the one with an annoying name.) Syaaban(the black one), Haikal(the one with a clown face.) oh and my younger brother(the whitest one among all of us). A few days ago i saw Ikhtiari. Same old him. Except he was darker. Hehehe. Then two days ago, saw Jeff. Still wearing those Harry Potter glasses. Haha. I find that Harry Potter glasses suites him best. Hehe. :P

Happy Stalking!
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"Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
'Cause this is just a game"
- A Beautiful Lie - 30 Seconds To Mars

Howdy! Do you know how annoying it is when your internet connection suddenly slowed down? God, trust me you never want that. And those annoying advertisement. The ones with half naked girls and the ones with "Congradulation! You are a Winner!", yeah the one with the stupid flashy lights. It's so annoying whenever you're waiting for the site to completely load and suddenly these stupid advertisement or pop-up appear on your screen. Gah!

Now, i'm trying to get sick as soon as possible so that my mom could take me to the doctor to get me an MC. Yes, i didn't attend school today. And Madden told me that Mrs Tang wants to see us tomorrow. And I have no idea why. Blah!

Happy Stalking!
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"Father, can we start over?
Take me to the places that we lived
Before the days came and made us older
I wanna feel the way I did back then
Before my heart grew cold"
- Beautiful Place - Good Charlotte

Fish net gloves are so the in-thing. :)

Howdy! I remembered Madden and i wanted to buy those stripy socks and hand socks at 77th street at Hereen, but didn't have any money to buy it. Haha. We kept holding the socks whenever we saw it. And we were like, "I want these so badly." :P It's really cool that the both of us has the same taste. Like the genre of music and guitarist. She like Benji and I like Syn. She listens to rock, me too. Too bad she's not really into metal music. Blah... Oh, and i love A.keys for buying me those gloves. I own you one, dude.

Whoa, it's already 4 in the morning and i'm still up bragging about Madden and A.keys in my blog. This is why i love the weekends. No curfews. :) Just wait for the june holidays. You'll find me online at 4 in the morning. :P

Happy Birthday to Shalini! I don't know if i got her name right. :P K, I didn't get to wish her happy birthday to her at her party. So yeah, i think this is the right moment. Heh. Basically she's my cousin's cousin. But our mothers know each other since they were young. So they invited us too. So kind of them. As you all know i'm not a party kinda person so i was quiet and people thought that i am an arrogant person. Gah!

And fyi, I have an indian blood running through my veins. But i can't speak or understand Tamil or Hindu. But my mother can. How does she do that? Blah! I spent the whole night sitting on the couch watching this Tamil movie and reading the subtitles until and eyes hurt. Hey, it's their house. You can't just change the channel whenever you want.

Speaking of movies, better get your eyes rest on the TV screen tonight. Underworld: Evolution is playing on HBO tonight at 9. Madden, you must watch this one! :) This is the second part for Underworld. Vampires, Lycans and Hybrid, now we're talking. I just enjoy movies like those. :)

Happy Stalking!
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"He was always giving her attention
Looking hard to find the things she mentioned
He was dedicated
But most suckers hate it
That girl was fine
But she didn’t appreciate him"
- Dance Floor Anthem - Good Charlotte

Howdy! First of all, i passed my art! Yay 4 me! And i think aidil's artwork was the most ridiculous artwork among all of us. Sorry A.keys. Hehe. Art was fucking fun, as usual. Nuul, Aidil and me plus Khalil kept lauhing at people's work while Miss Ong was showing everyone's work to the whole class. Can't you believe it? She showed everyone our work. Miss Ong was boasting about how unsatisfactory our work was. When it comes to my work she was like,"Pots and Pans? All pots only ah? Where are you pans?" -_- Luckily Aidil was on my side and was being defensive. I love him! As a brother of cause. And the whole art period i was like,"Kawan ke Kakak? Kawan ke Kakak?" And he would be like,"AH! Adik ke Kawan? Adik ke Kawan?" See, brother's and sister's love. Blah...

It's has been three days we had this bussiness course thingy. It's modular something something. And today we were taken to Hereen. With us in uniforms. Yes, school uniforms. Embarrassing isn't it? Everyone had matching clothes. That's the stupid part. We when window shopping with black files in our hands and a pen in the other. You know, we have write down a few things that about bussiness bla, bla, bla. So, yeah. Nuul and I went hunting for white guys. Or in a more polite way, American guys. We would be like, "He's mine!" Yes, we were shouting and pointing at people in there. :) My favourite shop was HMV. And i would spent like a hundred bucks only on CDs! Gah!

You know what bothers me most? POSERS! Fuck them! Especially that hippo faced kid! Hey kid! if you're reading this, i have something to tell you. Fuck your morals! Be yourself, fucker! And thick eyeliners doesn't suite you, bustard! Don't try to be like some kind of a superstar. You're not fucking famous yet! And to all those emos out there. Fuck you! Emo is a genre not a trend. So quit calling yourself emo and get a life, fuckers! Especially Marwan! Muahaha! Emo shit!

Happy Stalking
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"You are a sell out
But you couldn't even do that right
So your price tag has been slash
And now you're chilling on a half priced clearance rack"
- Newport Living - Cute Is What We Aim For

Howdy! That's me there making sour faces when i was a kid. Adorable huh? :)

The art exam yesterday was great. My artwork turn out to be beautiful. And i'm proud of it. Hah! Seriously, i didn't know i could paint that well. Yes, i'm bragging about it. My final piece wasn't the same like the one on my prep work. And the colours too. It was totally different. Different but much more better. Haha :P

I just remembered that Madden wanted to borrow my Infinity On High CD. Haha. Sorry Madden. I forgot to bring to school yesterday. Tomorrow for sure.

Happy Stalking!
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Give me something to believe in

Cause I don't believe in you anymore

Anymore

I wonder if it even makes a difference to try

So this is goodbye

- Makes Me Wonder - Maroon 5

Howdy! I'm liking Maroon 5's new song, Makes Me Wonder. Nice song, but the concept of the video have nothing to do with the song. Haha. Been a long day, today. Tried to finish my art prep work but failed. So far i only have 2 prep work. And the other 3 have to be done by tomorrow. Or else major deduction for my art paper on Monday.

Did you know supportive my brother is? Which one? The famous one. He'll support me if i get into NAFA(Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts). Infact, he will take me there when my O' levels are over. Blah. Still a long time to wait. Everytime when i do my artwork, i have this feeling of becoming an artist. Ever since Miss Ong took us to that school, all i wanted was to be in that school. Haha. Finally i have a dream school to brag about. But sometimes i hate art because of it's prep work... Blah!

Happy Stalking!

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"Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene."
-Disenchanted - My Chemical Romance

Howdy! Do you know how ridiculous school is today? I'll tell you. You wake up your pants off at 5.30 in the morning. Then you get ridiculously wet on the way to school. You sit for your paper at 8 and it ends at 8.30. Then make you arse off home. How ridiculous is that?! I should be sleeping at home, fuckers!

Anyway, i get to spend my morning with my dear guitar. The exams drove us apart. Now we're back together. :P I meant me and my guitar. Do know how fucking hard it is to play Avenged Sevenfold's songs? This is why i worship them. :) Yeah, i do repect them. They are so far the best metal band for me. I know, i know. There are other metal bands who are much, much better then A7X like Dragonforce. But i still prefer Avenged Sevenfold. Die hard fan, i can say.

So yeah, really looking forward to our band jamming this coming tuesday. IF, there's gonna be one. Been listening to 30 Seconds To Mars, lately. They are awesome too. Just so you know, I'm still saving money for my dream B.C Rich electric guitar. Take a good hard look.









Now tell me they're gorgeous. Buy me any one of those and you'll be loved forever! :P Yeap, they are all from B.C Rich. Beautiful aren't they?

Right. Mother's Day falls on the 13th. What are the odds of that? Haha. Still have no idea what to get for mom. She wanted an Mp4 player. But the three of us already planned to buy it for her birthday which happens to be on the 29th. She hate cakes, jewelleries are too expensive. Handbag? Nah, she have too many of those. Oh yeah, we brought her a handbag for last year. Of cause it was her choice. Gah!

Happy Stalking!
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I am God’s gift but why would he bless me with
Such wit without a conscience equipped
I’m addicted to the way I feel when I think of you, woah
"There's too much green to feel blue"
- Fame < Infamy - Fall Out Boy

Howdy! Do you know how guilty i am for throwing food away? Like just dumping it in the trash. It's worse then lying to my mom that i was going to my friend's birthday party but i went to the Fall Out Boy concert instead. It's worse than that. Of cause i didn't do it on purpose. My elder brother make me do it. Yeah, the famous one. Don't ask. He didn't want to carry the sin that's why i had to do it. Gah! He's this crazy dude that always make me miserable. I'm just kidding. He's this ridiculously lame guy that keeps bugging me with he's lame joke.

Hello new phone! Yes! Finally a "REAL" phone! It's the Nokia 5300 mp3 phone! I've always wanted a phone with mp3 player and bluetooth connection. Just a few weeks back, i was bragging to Shanzee about my gay phone and how much i needed a new phone. Now, i got a new phone. Wow, it really works! I think i should brag to A.keys or Madden about my gay acoustic guitar so that i could get an electric one. :P

Finally! Shanzee came online! I was missing him. ZEE, I MISS YOU! you know. tag my blog sometimes. Muahaha

I don't know whether you realised this or not, but i haven't been bragging about how my exam was. Usually i would be all dramatic like, "You know that Chemistry paper? Sucks!" or like, "I wish i could kill the one who thought that History would make a really cool subject." I'm just tired of all that. Exams are always the same. Whatever topic i cramp it in my 2 year old capacity brain, wasn't even in there. Now tell me that's fucking retard. And i'm getting tired on bragging about it. Now i'm waiting for the results and get the band started. I really miss the band. We've been down like a month because of the exams. And hope we could start playing by this coming tuesday. Wish me luck. I don't want to get all nervous and shaky. I mean, hey, the solo is the important part right? Everyone knows that right. Right?! Muahaha!

Happy Stalking!
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"desire leaves me numb to all the pain surrounding me
storms will arise to condemn me
I will not die before her eyes...
it ends tonight"
- The Third Temptation Of Paris - Alesana

Howdy! Remember when i say that i hate posting while in a bad mood. Well, it's not it. It's the other side of me, my alter ego. I just realised that there's this other person that is totally the opposite of me.

The one who always has a frown on her face. The one who thinks that smiling is just a waste of time. The one who thinks that the world is unfair. Who thinks that her family hates her. The one who thinks that the world should end. The one who always thinks that pain is the best way to fix everything. The quiet one. The sombong one. Who thinks that posers should be fucked and raped till death. The one who is always in depression. She's always the one to think that happiness will not come knocking on her doors.
The one that people hate...

Then there's this whole other side of me. The merepek one. The one who always has a smile on her face. The one who people thinks she rocks. The one who is sabar. The one who is crazy about Synyster Gates. The one that love Maths and don't care about the other subjects. The cheerful one. The listener one. The noisy one. The kpo one.
The one that people love...

And i think i should name her. Name her with some evil. Something sinister. Something "devil-ish". Something like... Like, Shertan? That's what they used to call me when we were in Secondary 2. The two devils. Sherry and Aidil. Yeah, I'll call her Shertan. And it is pronounced with the American slang. Not the Malay slang. Get what i mean?

I hate it whenever my mother say i have my father characteristics. Or should i say, i behave like my father. Fuck that! I'm nothing like him! My mom would be,"She has my face but behaves like her father", to her friend or whoever that has no concern of knowing me. It's just not true! I'm not! I'm not! I'm not! OK?! And i don't fucking wanna hear his name anymore. That son of a bitch! Who ruin our life. Fuck him! Call me rude if you want to.

Screw the world!

Happy Stalking!
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Howdy! It's Saturday and it's another "Maths" day. Gah! I love maths but sometimes it's stressing me out. But i like solving problems. Like, you really have to crack your brain to solve a question. Just a question. Now, that's the best pain. Blah...

As pernomal. We met at McDonalds at 8. The one at the CC. And A.keys were the first one there. And i reach there at 8 o'clock SHARP! Not a minute late! Muahaha! And yes, I am proud of myself. I and A.Keys ordered our food first cause the others was late and told us to eat first. Ape lagik! Kite makan ar!

Pancakes were mine, Madden and Nadia's breakfast. AND! My pancakes were sinking! Yes, pancakes do sink, ok! FYI. Pancakes absorb honey and that makes the pancake heavy therefore it cause the pancake to sink. Ok, here's the whole story. Madden and i hate pouring the syrup on our pancakes. So, we were dipping our pancakes with honey which was in a some kind of a container. I was using my forks while Madden prefer using her hands. So, i was dipping my pancake in the syrup and it just so happens that my pancake fall into my syrup.

Me: ARGH! Pancake aku sinking!

It was crazy, man! Madden was laughing like crazy.

Happy Stalking!
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"Dust the apple off, savor each bite
And deep inside you know Adam was right
lust and power, indulgence, no fear
Left with his sins, how does this end?
We won't be here tomorrow,
hold on to me for one last time"
- The Wicked End - Avenged Sevenfold

The Reverend...

I just find him attractive. Don't you think so?

Blah...
Now, where are my wishes?

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"But I wanted more for you.

You can't go on this way.

And now I see it all fall through.

We pray for better days."

-Shattered By Broken Dreams - Avenged Sevenfold

those eyes...(*sighs*)

screw the world!
now, wish me luck or die, Motherfuckers!

die!die!die!

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Howdy. Before i splat out anything, I have to confess out something. I love Maths! Yes! Me! I love Maths. Sure, Maths can be stressing. But solving the problem is the best part. Not forgetting, movie tickets! Those tickets are mine, Madden! Mine, i tell you! Muahaha!

Ok, ok. Enough of all the Maths thingy. I kept on laughing to myself whenever I think of Madden. And my mom think i'm going bonkers. Blah.

It's Labour Day, Today! And i don't even know what Labour Day meant. Well, at least people have heard of Labour Day not like Earth Day. 8 years of my school life i've never heard of Earth Day. Gah!


Happy Stalking!
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