ssst!

"And when it rains,
On this side of town it touches, everything.
Just say it again and mean it.
We don't miss a thing.
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole
And convinced yourself that
It's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore"
-When It Rains - Paramore


Howdy! Finally, my fingers are back dancing on the keyborad. :) My brother kept using the computer that i didn't get a once to use it. That's the reason why i haven't been updating. :) And i've been very busy with school. Sorry, my dearly stalkers. :)

The first day was O.K. But i hated it. But Farah make my day. Haha. She wanted to say 'stupid' but she ended saying 'ssst'. Haha. You should have seen her. I couldn't stop laughing. :) She's just awesome. The second day, wasn't good. Farah fractured her arm and had to go back home. She didn't want to go back, but Miss Ong insist her to go home. :( Nothing great happened on Wednesday. Thursday, Hasyer gave me this Avenged Sevenfold shirt. :)!!!! And i screamed and screamed and screamed and kept hugging it like Synyster was there. But this one is on the shirt. So yeah, i hugged the shirt like crazy. And i'm even wearing it right now. Cannot wait to wear it lah. Cannot is it?! :) Then after school, we went jamming. I wanted to ask Fiqah and the others to go with us but they didn't want to. :( It would really be great if they followed. At first, Suzi work on her vocal, i work on my solo, Aidil was on his rhythm and Khalil on his durms. Then we play I Won't See You Tonight by Avenged Sevenfold. It's a really, really hard song. but we manage to cover parts of the song. That makes my day, i guess so. Then i switched places with Khalil. I played the drums, he sat outside with Marwan. No lead this time but it was awesome. I can say that aidil played really good for a beginner. Ah, suke ar tu Fiqah! Haha. You should come with us you know, Fiqah. You should have seen him. :) Then i sang. :) See, i am talented. :) Chey, tak tahu malu betol. ssst. :) I can be quiet at times, but i can turn out to be this whole different person . Tak pecaye tanye Madden ngan A.keys. :) But you can hate me if you hit the spot. You'll get what i mean. I shouted at the band members once when we were jamming. And Khalil was like,"Eh, Sherry. Relek ar. Seram sak biler kau marah" :) The others gave that stoned face.
Friday, Yan finally came to school. I didn't saw him at first.

Sharifah: Eh, Sherry! Mataer kau!!!!
Me: (*gasp*) MANE?! MANE?!
Sharifah: TU!
Me: MANE?!
Sharifah: Tu! Tu dier!
Me: (*gasp*) :0 :0 :0!!!

I'm sure you remember that white kid i had a crush on. :) I wonder why Fiqah hate him so much? :)

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This is just another part of the blog. Read on if you want to. :)

Avenged Sevenfold

Synyster Gates, Lead.

M. Shadows, Vocals.

The Reverend Tholomew Plague, Drums.

Zacky Vengeance, Rhythm.

Johnny Christ, Bass.

Now, let me get this straight, I don't care how good they look or how bulided thier body are. I love this band because of thier MUSIC. Unlike some bitches, they only care about their look or how they do their hair. I hate talking to people who only talk about their looks. I love Synyster Gates because he plays the guitar really good not because of his looks or his muscular body. :) Yes, i AM angry about this issue. And so do A.keys. Kankankan? :) She hates it too.

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FreakyZ presents 65 & Hope

FreakyZ presents 65 & Hope – a three-hour affair of pure Hiphop, Singapore style.

Witness performances by the stars of Singapore hiphop: XS.1, Rauzan, Public Eyez, Psykes and many more, with special appearances by Bless, Ishaaq and Shade of Brown. Add a live set by DJ Ruxta throughout the evening and this is definitely an event not to be missed.The show will be hosted by funny man FreakyZ himself, so come on down and show some real love for your local talents.

FreakyZ is a Beats Society artist active in the hiphop circuit as both a performer and producer. He recently released an EP titled The First Draft, and is well known for hits like Papa’s Got a New Wife and Same Woman Again.

http://www.beats.sg/

www.myspace.com/mrfreakyz

Howdy! Firstly, I'm only helping out my brother. :) He doesn't know about it. But blah, he should bless me for i have a kind heart. :) I wanted to help him alittle bit. So i got an idea by posting the flyer on my blog. Neat huh? :) Yes, he(Freaky Z) and also the stars of Singapore hip hop will be performing.

Tickets $10 only then get CD some more. :) So yeah, that's what i have to say first. :) So i'm suggesting, all those hip hop lovers should turn up for this performance thingy. :) If that's what you hip hoppers call it. :)

Ah yes, i went to watch Fantastic 4; Rise Of The Silver Surfer. :) And it wasn't how i was expecting it to be. I thought it wasn't gonna be one great movie. And i thought i wasn't into these Fantastic 4 'gang'. You know, there's a X-men 'gang'. But i was wrong. :) I wish i was one of them when the movie ended. Like, you have this feelings that you have superpowers and you'd save the world from evil. When i was a kid, i remembered i always wanted to be a pink ranger. The Power Rangers were very popular back then. :D Or like when you watched X-men 3, you wanted to have powers like Jean Grey or Wolverine or whatever. Yeah, that's how i felt after watching Fantastic 4. :)

Ok, so i went to watch it with only Aidil and Khalil. Yeah, only the three of us. I didn't know what happened to the rest. :)

Oh yeah, about yesterday. :) We had this Maths remedial thingy. Finally me and Madden got to sit with each other in the IT Resource. Usually, Miss Koh would shout at the both of us and make us sit alone. We acted to be teaching each other so that we could sit together. And Madden was like, "Bukan macam gini, BODOH! Macam gini!", "Babi ar kau!"

Then blah bla bla, Miss Koh decided to let us go home early. Madden wanted to this ridiculous expensive drink from starbucks. And it was fucking hilarious. You should have seen her! There was this awkward moment the minute we stepped into the cafe. Haha. Then she made a fool of herself. Seriously. You should have seen the way she talked to the guy who makes the drink. I just kept laughing. Then we're off the Ayries to buy Narissa's birthday present. :) I spend like half an hour to choose which necklace to buy for Narissa. Then i went to the other side of the shop to buy these hair clips for school. Then we walk, walk, walk until we reached Old Chang Kee.

Me: Eh, cepat lah! Tuang chili sos pon lambat!
Farah: Oh, lambat eh? Abeh tadi kau choose clip lagi lambat!
Me: Eh, tu atleast aku shopping bende sak. Nie baru shopping MAKAN!
Farah: Haha, Babi!

Hah. Yeah, it was fun going out with Farah. :) Then, then! I pretended that my squid on stick was some kind of a sword. And i was like, "Draw you swords!!! Hiah!" :) Yes, i did that infront of everybody at the traffic light that we were crossing. But she ignored me. Haha. Shiok sendiri!

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My Bad.

"She reminds me of a one I knew
That cut up the negatives of my life
I couldn't take my hands off her
She wouldn't let me be anywhere but inside"
- Heart-Shaped Glass - Marilyn Manson


Howdy! I'm out of words! There's so much to tell. But nowhere to start. Gosh! Ok, ok. it started off like this. Madden and I decided to meet up at Tampines's small Mac. I was late. So it's my bad. But, i'm not always late ok. Being late is like suicide to me. :) That's why i woke up 5 am every morning for school. :)

Ok, so i was late. I saw Madden was smilling away on her seat. I thought she was crazy or something. Haha. She was text messaging me when i was in the bus and MRT! People was looking at like i was some kind of a freak, smilling away with her phone. I was smilling because she remembered me of the conversation we had last night. I can't possibly laugh out loud in the bus and MRT. That would be totally inappropriate. :)

We took 293 to Mac. The one at West CC. :) And we saw this oh so adorable kitten. I think it's a she. It's too small to identify. :) You'll get what i mean. And the people in there looked at us like they never ever saw girls playing with a kitten. Like a free show. Well, we ain't free. :) Kan Madden? Haha. Nage! :)

We waited for Vengeance and Baby. Then we had our breakfast. We had pancakes as planned. And i almost choked laughing with Madden. About this Hello thingy. Haha. Seriously, we laughed our pants off. People around us were looking at us. Arh, and my pancakes got sink again. Blah!

Then bla bla bla, we were off to school. Madden and Vengeance wanted to take the kitty to school. But i said no. :) I was like, "Eh jangan lah! Nanti kalau mak dier carik macam mane? Tak baik sak korang. Eh, jangan sia korang! Dose dari binatang lagi rabak dari dose biase sak!" After i told them about the sin thingy, they finally put that kitty down. Haha! PENAKOT! Sape tak takot dose sak? Gah!

Then i had some hasbrown and milo left overs. We decided to let the kitty have some. And surprisingly, 'it' only drank the milo. I guess cats don't eat potatoes. :) Lesson learnt. :)

Blah bla bla, we're done with the remedial. We went back home straight away. By we i meant Madden and I. :) K, you won't believe this. I fell asleep the moment i jump onto my bed. And i slept my pants off till my mother came back home from work. Whoa, that's like 7 hours of sleep. :) I didn't get to sleep last night because i was too excited to meet Madden. :)

Now i got to turn myself in for tomorrow's Math remedial. :)

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Ours!

Howdy! Ah yes, that was Farah Fatin. She also known as Madden. I'm sure you've seen her name on most my post. :) Oh yeah, We 'kinda' share the blog. :) She's always red and i'm purple. So don't get confused. :)

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This is me. :)

the bodoh conversation.

HI. i am farah fatin. you can find me here. and im chatting now with the owner of this blog. please read on if you want to know more about life with me and sherry. its amazing but dumb.




Dying is your latest fashion. :^) says:
kimak aku call rumah zee nage, hp pon same sak.

farah fatin(: says:
nage sape?

Dying is your latest fashion. :^) says:
nage lah. number busy.

Dying is your latest fashion. :^) says:
BODO!

farah fatin(: says:
nage ape siak!

Dying is your latest fashion. :^) says:
n-age

Dying is your latest fashion. :^) says:
alah

farah fatin(: says:
OH

Dying is your latest fashion. :^) says:
aku tak tahu lah.

farah fatin(: says:
N GAGE!

farah fatin(: says:
BODOH

farah fatin(: says:
KAU LAGI BODOH!

Dying is your latest fashion. :^) says:
hahaha

Dying is your latest fashion. :^) says:
aku memang tak tahu spell.

Dying is your latest fashion. :^) says:
:)

farah fatin(: says:
psl kau bodoh

Dying is your latest fashion. :^) says:
babi




ahh yes,so now you know why its dumb? most part of it is because of sherry. :D mcm cheebai nak action pandai TAPI bodoh. tsk tsk tsk! PLEASE EH. aku tahu spelling tak macam kau ah sherry. AND OPPS i hacked into her blog without her permission. sorry stupid ass! :D :D :D

okay. have a Good Charlotte day ya'll. thank you very much for reading.

farah fatin was here!

Fuckster. :)

"They tried to make me go to rehab but I said no, no, no
Yes I been black but when I come back no, no, no
I ain't got the time
And if my daddy thinks I'm fine
You's tried to make me go to rehab but I won't go, go, go"
- Rehab - Amy Winehouse

Howdy! I am so the lazy to login into my Friendster account. There's 5 comments waiting for my approval and my replies. God, i wish i could delete my account. But that's the only way to keep in touch with Shanzee and Christy. :) And i hate it when people would annoy the fuck out of me just to ask me to write them a comment. Gah!

I've got a question to ask. Can a white gown loses its' colour? I know it a metaphor. But... Nevermind. It just doesn't make sense. Blah. That's just me. :)

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"Sons of Gondor, of Rohan, my brothers!
I see in your eyes
The same fear that would the heart of me.
A day may come when the courage of Men fails.
When we forsake our friends and break all bonds of fellowship.
But it is not this day.
An hour of wolves and shattered shields
When the age of Men comes crashing down.
But it is not this day! This day we fight!"
- Aragorn, Son of Arathorn

Howdy! Guess what! I just spent my whole evening/morning watching Lord of the Ring: The Return Of The King. :) And it was fucking awesome. I actually cried watching the movie. :) The movie was freaking awesome! Literally! Ok, so i've watch it like a million times. I can never get tired of watching it again and again. :) And i just couldn't help it by posting Aragorn's picture and his lines. :) Yes, I AM that obsessive. :) Oh and Éomer too. He's that dude on the 'Quote' section. :) He is the nephew of King Théoden, Éomer is one of Rohan’s mightiest warriors and a captain among the ranks of their fine horsemen. :) Aragorn? He fights with passion and bravery, but also with wisdom, which earns him the respect and admiration of Théoden, King of the Rohirrim. He is also known as Strider. :) In the end, he became King of Gondor. Cool eh? I'm telling you, you have to watch it if you haven't. :)

Mom spoiled my mood again. I always pitied mom. She's always left alone. My elder brother would be at work all day long. My freaking annoying younger brother would spent his time playing this ridiculous game called Maple Story. Something like that. I don't know. Me and my elder brother find that online game, "lame". :) Anyway. I would be in my doing my "stuff". And mom would be all alone in the living room watching television. So i thought of joining her. It happened yesterday afternoon since it's already 04:20 in morning. :)

Mom: It's gonna be Father's Day soon. Aren't you guys gonna call him or something?
Me: I don't care.
Mom: Right. If HE is a father, he wouldn't do all these.
Me: Yeah. :)

I just hope he read this. So that he knows how we FEEL.


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"But I crumble completely when you cry,
It seems like once again you've had to greet me with goodbye,
Im always just about to go and spoil a suprise,
Take my hands off of your eyes too soon,

I'm going back to 505,
If its a 7 hour flight or a 45 minute drive
In my imagination you're waiting lying on your side,
With your hands between your thighs and a smile."
- 505 - Arctic Monkeys


Howdy! Finally! I got my fingers dancing on the keyboard again. It's hard sharing the PC. Especially with two brothers. But it's ok. I think i could survive on it. :)
I haven't even touch my school bag nor my homework. And there's only one week to go. I just wish i could quit school and continue with the band and hope to make it big. But blah! I need educations. I don't even know if we could be big. It will be a waste. Whatever.

So anyway, i found my long lost diary. I remember being in primary school, every girl used to have this pretty, scented diary and they would go around asking people to write their profile and at the end of every profile, there would be a section on M4U2C, Message for you to see, something like that. With shiny, colourful ink pens. That used to be popular. And now, thinking about it just make me feel so stupid. A diary is supposed to be something we should write about our feelings, our daily life
and so on. Not asking some random people to write thier profile on it. And mine wasn't even scented. I used an exercise book, and everything was in blue, black, green and red ink pens. I never afford to buy those nice stuff. Mom thinks it unnecessary. Even now, i use an exercise book for my personal diary. Yes, i do keep a diary. I cover it with a black construction paper and drew the Avenged Sevenfold's Deathbat on the front cover and names of my favourite bands on the back. What's a Deathbat? It's that skulled bat you see on you left. You know what to do to have a better view. :) I can never afford those thick colourful, pretty, scented diaries. They're awfully expensive. Oh, and those sets of shiny, colourful pens too. Well, i'm grateful to have an exercise book for a diary. :) It's better than nothing. Right?!

I'm sure you were gasping when i said that i kept a diary. :) See, i'm not always evil and bad. I can be nice and innocence too. :) Sometimes. :) Ask Madden if you want. Kan Madden! :{D
I even posted a picture of a Deathbat for you guys. That's nice right?! Gah!


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Hey Dad

"It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
It's not ok but we're alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now I'm writing just to let you know
I'm still alive"
- Emotionless - Good Charlotte


Howdy! Sometimes i get this weird feeling whenever i listened to that song. The hairs on your body just stand up and there's this feeling on your back. Then your eyes get all watery. And then you start to sob when you sing the song. Madden warn me that it's a sad song before she send it to me. 'Cause she knew it's something related to me. Like, their father left them when they were kids. And it literally happened to me too. She's just awesome. And i love her. :)


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Happy Birthday!

"Vampire kiss, so watch me burn
I raise my hands, I'm stained and shallow
Darkness, bloodless
Tempest hatred for the love that won't die"
- Of Masques and Martyrs - I Am Ghost

Howdy! First of all, Happy Birthday to Abang! :) What's the point posting it here? Well, he might read my blog. You'll never know. It funny when you planned to write this and that on your blog when you're doing something else. But when you're typing it out, it just disappear from your head. It's really weird. Or it's just that i have a short term memory. Check this out, i kept asking Madden about the homeworks like a thousand times and apparently i'll surely forget it the next few minutes. I tried to do the chemistry and physics homework that were given to us and surprisingly i've forgotten everything that were taught. Gah!

Anyway, i'm trying to hold a record of not going out for a month in MY book of records. :) Cool eh? :D I've been spending my holidays talking to Madden almost everyday. Whenever i came online, she would be like, "SHERMYLER!" or she would send me those annoying :) smiley. And it's really rad that we have alot of things in common. :) She's just an awesome friend. :)

Mom: Your father's birthday was two days ago.
Me: Oh yeah. Who cares?!
Mom: I wonder what would happen if your stepmother had a child.
Me: EEEW! I will never take care of that kid. Nor will i never call that kid my sister/brother.

I get really mad whenever anybody reminded me of my dad. Just don't get me started. I was helping mom out with dinner and it suddenly ruin my mood when mom started the conversation. Blah.


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NEW LAYOUT!
:)

i'll post something soon. :)


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"Take this rose, and break this bottle of aged pills

We will sleep tonight and all through December
Soon she'll grow
Angel, put me back together again."
- Pretty People Never Lie, Vampires Never Really Die - I Am Ghost

Howdy! People do come and go. So do memories. Pfft! What the fuck am i talking about here?! Grr... I really miss Amish Vamps! I miss you guys oh so badly! We need to jam! Literally! Argh, i hate it when i get all dramatic. :P

Can you believe that Aidil is moving?! (*gasp*) A.keys, he's moving! OMG! Did you know that? Yes, my brother is moving! Moving to Bedok! And i'm gonna be left here alone! That's it! I got to tell Mother to buy a house in Bedok. I love Bedok. Though the houses there are kinda old. Besides, most of my cousins lives there. So, the nearer, the better. :)

I love I Am Ghost! Awesome band. Listen to them if you're into Alternative music. I wonder why they write most of their songs about Vampires. I'm not stating that they shouldn't do that. I was just wondering. But whatever it is, Avenged Sevenfold is still on top in my list. So do Synyster Gates. :P

Hey, did you realise that i'm starting to use emoticons in almost all of my posts these days? You know, those faces you call smileys. Madden and i kept using those whenever we're on MSN. Blah, MSN is gay. Speaking of Madden, she's already off to perak. (*sigh*) Now, nobody will talk to me in MSN unless A.keys is online. :(

It's been two weeks already. And yet my arse is still stuck at home. Grr... Speaking arse, why do people spell arse, ass? Isn't it's supposed to be spelt A-R-S-E not A-S-S? Or both is acceptable. Blah. Now i'm talking shit.

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"One last phone call from you,
It wouldn't hurt much,
Just like to hear your voice and pretend to touch,
Any inch of you that hasn't said it all or read it all or sung
My life away"
- Stars And Boulevards - Augustana

Howdy! See, no curfews! Hey, you guys should listen to Augustana. They're awesome.

Gah! Lucia have been taking over me for the past few days. Who is Lucia? Oh, the other side of me. I hated her. But i assure you that i wasn't one of those split-personality people. It wasn't as if i'd show up for dinner and say, 'Hi! I'm Lucia. Where's the snake i ordered?' Blah...

Mother even got tired with Me, with the long faces Lucia pulled everyday. You know, always frowning not smiling. That angry, displeased look. Where your brows contract. Gah, just nod your head if you get what i mean.

I hate holidays. Now, i got nothing to post about. If only Mother would let me work. She's too protective since i am a girl. I'm not even allow to have a sleepover at my friend's house or even an overnight with my friends by the beach. Ok, even whatever i wear is not acceptable. Is wearing a black shirt, black skirt and sneakers not acceptable? Here comes Lucia... I mean, Come on! It's not like i'm half naked! Even a skirt that i design myself is not acceptable. My friends liked that skirt but all she said is that, it's horrible and she doesn't want to see me in those skirt anymore. Everything i do is wrong and unacceptable. Sometimes, i get so jealous that she always praises my younger brother. And i would be there rolling my eyes. That kid didn't even so the house chores! All he does is eat and go out and come back home at night. I was the one who kept the house clean. An yet i didn't get any praises! She only saw my bad deeds. And has to tell it to everybody. She'd call up my aunty and the both of them would start bragging about their daughter's laziness.

God! What is wrong with world? Parents put us to shame. Well, not all parents. I never told Mother about my problems. You know, like you see in movies. The daughters would go to their mummies and share their problems, secrets or even crushes. I have never done that. Because we never have a family time. Blah! Let's not talk about families, shall we?


.screw.the.world.