"One last phone call from you,
It wouldn't hurt much,
Just like to hear your voice and pretend to touch,
Any inch of you that hasn't said it all or read it all or sung
My life away"
- Stars And Boulevards - Augustana
Howdy! See, no curfews! Hey, you guys should listen to Augustana. They're awesome.
Gah! Lucia have been taking over me for the past few days. Who is Lucia? Oh, the other side of me. I hated her. But i assure you that i wasn't one of those split-personality people. It wasn't as if i'd show up for dinner and say, 'Hi! I'm Lucia. Where's the snake i ordered?' Blah...
Mother even got tired with Me, with the long faces Lucia pulled everyday. You know, always frowning not smiling. That angry, displeased look. Where your brows contract. Gah, just nod your head if you get what i mean.
I hate holidays. Now, i got nothing to post about. If only Mother would let me work. She's too protective since i am a girl. I'm not even allow to have a sleepover at my friend's house or even an overnight with my friends by the beach. Ok, even whatever i wear is not acceptable. Is wearing a black shirt, black skirt and sneakers not acceptable? Here comes Lucia... I mean, Come on! It's not like i'm half naked! Even a skirt that i design myself is not acceptable. My friends liked that skirt but all she said is that, it's horrible and she doesn't want to see me in those skirt anymore. Everything i do is wrong and unacceptable. Sometimes, i get so jealous that she always praises my younger brother. And i would be there rolling my eyes. That kid didn't even so the house chores! All he does is eat and go out and come back home at night. I was the one who kept the house clean. An yet i didn't get any praises! She only saw my bad deeds. And has to tell it to everybody. She'd call up my aunty and the both of them would start bragging about their daughter's laziness.
God! What is wrong with world? Parents put us to shame. Well, not all parents. I never told Mother about my problems. You know, like you see in movies. The daughters would go to their mummies and share their problems, secrets or even crushes. I have never done that. Because we never have a family time. Blah! Let's not talk about families, shall we?
.screw.the.world.
