Saturday, October 27, 2007

Scream!

Howdy! I am fucking piss. Ei, is it wrong to call your step-mother 'Aunty'? I mean, I called her aunty. Is it wrong? Urgh! Forget it. I'm not in the fucking mood to talk about it. That will only spoil my day.

Moving on.

3 more fucking day! MY GOD I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT! I'm telling you, i'm buying that CD on that day it's self. Asy 'ari once asked why don't i just download it? Download it? Nah, tak gerek. If we own the CD, we can show off. Correct or not? Now, tell me who doesn't like to brag? Everyone does it kan. Remember the contest i posted on the previous post? Yeah, i've read more about it and turns out, it's only for those in the US. Damn! But that lowered my "jealousy meter". So, i guess it's not a bad thing, right? Alah, i just cannot wait lah.




Oh wait! Guess what? I'm in a debate AGAIN. All of them wanted me to be in it. Bagos sangat ke aku nie? Haha. :) And ironically, Farah is in the opposite team again. Just see, I'm gonna make her laugh like what happened on the previous debate.


The debate's about having problems influenced by our friends. My team is the opposition team. So yeah, kinda excited and nervous. I remembered, I went all shakey right after i did my speech on the previous debate. Eh, it takes alot of courage just to stand infornt of the class and presenting yourself. You think easy is it?






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I cannot wait like fuck!

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Friday, October 19, 2007

It's Coming.

"If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
Hello I'm the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry"
- Hello - Evanescence

That song reminded me of Farah Fatin and that incident. HAHA.


Howdy! I haven't been posting that much haven't i? I'm just plain lazy and busy working out with this new layout thingy. Yeah, new layout coming out this November. Chey... I thought of using it now. But i don't want to spoil the 10/30/07 'spirit'.

Speaking of that, there's this contest that we could crank out our own solo and upload the footage to YouTube. SYNYSTER GATES will judge whose solo is the best and the winner will receive a Synyster Gate's Signature Model guitar from Schecter Guitar Research, autographed by the full band, plus a pair of tickets to an upcoming Avenged Sevenfold show where WE will meet the band. At times like this, i wish i own an electric guitar. Man, i want to do this oh so badly! I'm still finding a way to get an electric guitar. Yes, i am that desperate. I mean, come on. It's AVENGED SEVENFOLD, bitch!

It's coming. IT'S COMING! Less than two weeks. :)



Zacky is back to black.
And Syn looked scary(macam tengkorak) and extremely HOT. :)
(and he has been wearing those shoes for years now)








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Saturday, October 13, 2007

I'm Not Dead.

"Pull the knife from my back,
To leave the one inside intact
Can't wait to return the favour"

- 4 Words - Bullet For My Valentine

Howdy! My blog is back, running like before so... Yeah... :)

My god i'm relief. :) I may get too dramatic here but i can keep it "un-exaggerating". The papers are over. But the pressure are still on, big time. I admit that i didn't study that much for those papers. And i did very badly for some of the papers. But it's too late to you know "pray" to god to make us pass with flying colours. Blah. Do Once, Do It Right.

I don't want to waste time bragging about the papers because i'm sure you had enough of it from other blogs out there. Right now, I'm tired and i need ALOT of sleep. Literally. I haven't got enough sleeps for the past 2 weeks because of the exams and preparing for Hari Raya. God, i hate it when exam collide with something else. Like this time around. It collided with Hari Raya. Or like the Mid Term papers. It collided with my brother's engagement. Gah!

Finally it's Hari Raya. I'm not in the mood to celebrate this year though. To tell you the truth, i haven't brought any new Baju Raya. Blah, it doesn't matter to me. My mom did wanted to buy me one but i refused. Because i know she have been working hard for us and i just want her to, you know, spent it on herself. She has been using all her money for our needs so i though i let her have this one. I get so left out whenever my friends start talking about their new baju raya like the colour or the price. And i'd always shrug whenever they ask what is my baju raye gonna be like. I mean, come on, this is Hari Raya. It's all about asking for forgiveness right? I don't care about the new baju raya or whatsoever. Besides, my father is being an asshole again not giving us any money. And i don't really need a new one because i know i'm only gonna wear it once and then let it stay in my closet forever.

This year it is just not 'happening', you know. I'd ususally be like,"Yes ar! BESOK DAH RAYE!!!" you know, with the triple exclamation marks. But this year it's not like that. I'd usually be all excited about collecting duit raye, jalan raye with my friends, makan kuih raye. But this year, the excitement just isn't the same. I don't even know why.

Looks like i'm not gonna get that PSP or electric guitar that i'm craving for. Blah. But there's only one thing i HAVE to own. I'm pretty sure you know what it is. :)







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He makes me drool. :)

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