"Pull the knife from my back,
To leave the one inside intact
Can't wait to return the favour"
- 4 Words - Bullet For My Valentine
Howdy! My blog is back, running like before so... Yeah... :)
My god i'm relief. :) I may get too dramatic here but i can keep it "un-exaggerating". The papers are over. But the pressure are still on, big time. I admit that i didn't study that much for those papers. And i did very badly for some of the papers. But it's too late to you know "pray" to god to make us pass with flying colours. Blah. Do Once, Do It Right.
I don't want to waste time bragging about the papers because i'm sure you had enough of it from other blogs out there. Right now, I'm tired and i need ALOT of sleep. Literally. I haven't got enough sleeps for the past 2 weeks because of the exams and preparing for Hari Raya. God, i hate it when exam collide with something else. Like this time around. It collided with Hari Raya. Or like the Mid Term papers. It collided with my brother's engagement. Gah!
Finally it's Hari Raya. I'm not in the mood to celebrate this year though. To tell you the truth, i haven't brought any new Baju Raya. Blah, it doesn't matter to me. My mom did wanted to buy me one but i refused. Because i know she have been working hard for us and i just want her to, you know, spent it on herself. She has been using all her money for our needs so i though i let her have this one. I get so left out whenever my friends start talking about their new baju raya like the colour or the price. And i'd always shrug whenever they ask what is my baju raye gonna be like. I mean, come on, this is Hari Raya. It's all about asking for forgiveness right? I don't care about the new baju raya or whatsoever. Besides, my father is being an asshole again not giving us any money. And i don't really need a new one because i know i'm only gonna wear it once and then let it stay in my closet forever.
This year it is just not 'happening', you know. I'd ususally be like,"Yes ar! BESOK DAH RAYE!!!" you know, with the triple exclamation marks. But this year it's not like that. I'd usually be all excited about collecting duit raye, jalan raye with my friends, makan kuih raye. But this year, the excitement just isn't the same. I don't even know why.
Looks like i'm not gonna get that PSP or electric guitar that i'm craving for. Blah. But there's only one thing i HAVE to own. I'm pretty sure you know what it is. :)
To leave the one inside intact
Can't wait to return the favour"
- 4 Words - Bullet For My Valentine
Howdy! My blog is back, running like before so... Yeah... :)
My god i'm relief. :) I may get too dramatic here but i can keep it "un-exaggerating". The papers are over. But the pressure are still on, big time. I admit that i didn't study that much for those papers. And i did very badly for some of the papers. But it's too late to you know "pray" to god to make us pass with flying colours. Blah. Do Once, Do It Right.
I don't want to waste time bragging about the papers because i'm sure you had enough of it from other blogs out there. Right now, I'm tired and i need ALOT of sleep. Literally. I haven't got enough sleeps for the past 2 weeks because of the exams and preparing for Hari Raya. God, i hate it when exam collide with something else. Like this time around. It collided with Hari Raya. Or like the Mid Term papers. It collided with my brother's engagement. Gah!
Finally it's Hari Raya. I'm not in the mood to celebrate this year though. To tell you the truth, i haven't brought any new Baju Raya. Blah, it doesn't matter to me. My mom did wanted to buy me one but i refused. Because i know she have been working hard for us and i just want her to, you know, spent it on herself. She has been using all her money for our needs so i though i let her have this one. I get so left out whenever my friends start talking about their new baju raya like the colour or the price. And i'd always shrug whenever they ask what is my baju raye gonna be like. I mean, come on, this is Hari Raya. It's all about asking for forgiveness right? I don't care about the new baju raya or whatsoever. Besides, my father is being an asshole again not giving us any money. And i don't really need a new one because i know i'm only gonna wear it once and then let it stay in my closet forever.
This year it is just not 'happening', you know. I'd ususally be like,"Yes ar! BESOK DAH RAYE!!!" you know, with the triple exclamation marks. But this year it's not like that. I'd usually be all excited about collecting duit raye, jalan raye with my friends, makan kuih raye. But this year, the excitement just isn't the same. I don't even know why.
Looks like i'm not gonna get that PSP or electric guitar that i'm craving for. Blah. But there's only one thing i HAVE to own. I'm pretty sure you know what it is. :)
more days :)
He makes me drool. :)
Happy Stalking!
.19.more.days.to.go.
