After having to sleep for merely 8 hours, i was awaken by the ringing of my phone. I thought the ringing would eventually stop when the person, on the other side, would get tried of waiting. But then i realise it wasn't a phone call. It was a message. I randomly pressed a button in order to stop the song from continuing. Barely opening up my eyes because of the sun casting its rays upon my room, i got a peek of the time. It was already 9.51am.
I got up and brushed my long and stringy hair with my fingers. And started to wonder who could it possibly be sending me a text message in the early morn. "1 new message" was display on my handphone screen. To my surprise, Miss Ong's name was highlighted in blue. It reads, "Bring both books so that you print at school the pages you all want". Still trying to figure out what she had wrote, I unintentional thought to myself the bad use of her grammar. Although it was an informal message between a teacher and a student, i was really having a tough time figuring out the message.
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Whao, that O level english composition book really have gotten into me. But all thanks to Miss Ong, my beloved form teacher, for lending me the book. And i was only kidding on the part,'bad use of her grammar'. For your info, she used to be an English teacher. It really made me want to write my essays like the way i did in the first two paragraph of this post. Nonetheless, i still think i must improve on it. The essays i have already read was way beyond my expectation. Thier essay was unbelievably good and out of this world. I only wish i could write like them.
Moving on.
Having only 10 points for my prelims, i have let myself down. I only wished i could do better. Naddy and Farah told me that passing the prelims meant that it was good enough and that i was ready for the n levels. Yet i thought to myself, what if i fail? What if i have to go to ITE? What if?! I literally cried in public, infornt of my cousin, in front of strangers when i thought about it. I was afraid. Afraid if i have failed myself. And most importantly afraid if i have to go to ITE. Not that i look down on those people.I don't have any grudge against that institution. But it's just isn't my kinda 'place'. That's what i thought to myself. But i'm gonna try my very best.
I think i'm gonna be on a hiatus. I think only.
Well, then. FAREWELL.
