N levels

"I loved you, you made me, hate me. You gave me, hate, see?. It saved me and these tears are deadly. You feel that? I rip back, everytime you tried to steal that.You feel bad? you feel sad? Im sorry, hell no f**k that! It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife. This strife it dies, this life and these lies. And these lungs have sung this song for too long, and its true I hurt too, remember I loved you!"
- Black Dahlia - Hollywood Undead

Greetings! These few days have been quite depressing for me. The N levels are freaking killing me. I have no idea what i wrote for my malay composition. After reading it over and over again, i still have no idea what i was writing. Paper 2 was... i can't even say if it's easy or difficult. That's it for malay. I have no hope of getting a 4 for malay.I know i should aim higher. But i only got a 5 for my prelims. So, the chances of me getting a 2 or 1 is NEVER.



Yes. This is how i studied for my Social Studies. I don't have a huge whiteboard. So i turn the floor in my bedroom into a huge whiteboard. Yes, i do believe that we can remember things better by writing it down rather than trying to memorising it. Wah, semangat giler belaja Conflict in Sri Lanka and Northern Ireland. In the end, none of it came out on the SEQ section. And i did the SBQ badly. Again, no hope of passing Social Studies. English was alright. I used up the whole of 3hr 45mins finishing up both papers. I dare not sleep. Wah, i don't want to talk about my N levels. It only spoils my mood.

.e.n.d.
p.s i am loving HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD!