RIP

The Reverend Tholomew Plague.
I am of course completely devastated.
I was totally dumbstruck when Farah told me about the news over the phone.
She was expecting me to know about it. But i didn't.
I then found out that i got the news on my email yesterday.

Why the fuck didn't i read my messages?!

I'm completely lost for words. It's very hard for me to believe this.
I...

This is LOVE to me.

Ok, i have made my decision.
I’m gonna do what i love. Art or Music.
I don’t fucking care what you think or say.
I don’t want to live my whole life and wonder, “what if…?”
If there’s no future here, i’m pretty fucking sure there’s one somewhere else.
I will work my way up. Nothing in this world is fucking free.
I don’t need lots of money. I don’t need branded things.
I just want to live this life with no regrets.
Say what you want to say. I will stand my ground.
God gave me this gift not to misuse it.
Maybe it is meant for something great.
So kids, never throw away your talent for money.
Your talent is more valuable then money.
Do what you’re good at and follow your heart.
This is your life, everyone else comes second.
Take my words for it.
2009 is coming to an end and i can’t wait what 2010 have for me.

AVATAR again.

So you guys now right i'm head over heels about Avatar. And finally people are accepting the fact that it's a good movie. Pudding argued with me about the movie blah bla bla. And now that he already saw the movie and know what i have been talking about, we can't help but to feeling Avatar. We're decided to join the Omaticaya tribe and be one of the Na'vi people. I know lame ah, but fuck you. We even decided on our Avatar names. HAHAHAHAHAH! Lame sia! Shut up ah!

This is my brother, Tsu'tey. Fierce sia! Oh yeah, we consider everyone in our tribe as our brothers and sisters. ^^

This is me, Neytiri. HAHAHAHAHA! Pathetic fuck. Maybe in the future Planet Pandora will really exist and everything will fucking change. I know that will never happen, but it won't hurt to dream big. James Cameron did that, look where he is now. K, i'm talking bullshit.

ARGH! Watching it again tomorrow. I'm an obsessed bitch. You don't know meh?

AVATAR

Hello netizens. I finally have something to blog. Be aware that i’m gonna brag a lot in this post. So just bare with. If not, then fucking leave. It’s not like i brag almost everyday on my blog , no? KK, let me really update my blog for once.
Brace yourself, this is gonna be a long one.

Wednesday, 18/12/09
Woke up to my elder brother’s message about that night’s plan.
First up i met Nad to go for a job interview. I must say, yesterday was the first time i sat in Starbucks doing nothing for hours. While waiting, my mom called to ask me to run by some errands at home. After Nad was done with her briefing, i finally had my interview. I really had high hopes for this job, but only to be told by the manager that she had no vacancies there. So she offered to help me submit my resume to other outlets that needed employees. And i told her that i’m fine with that, however, the location of the outlets that needed people are ridiculously far. I’m fucking screwed again.
NO JOB = NO MONEY = NO PARAMORE GIG
T_T

Then we took 16 to bedok. I wanted to continue my journey home by train but decided to take 168 with Nad. After Nad left, i’m still left with quite a few more stops to go. So i thought to myself that i’m gonna be home on time before my brother arrive to fetch me. But, the moment Nadd left the bus, he called and told me he will be reaching in 15 mins time. So i started freaking out because i was still in the Tampines area. By the time i reached Ikea’s stop almost 15 minutes were up. You know what i did? I fucking ran/breeze walk. I was taking really huge steps while breeze walking until i decided to just run from Ikea to home. Why i ran? 1) AVATAR! 2) I had some errands to run by. So when i almost reached home, i was expecting my brother’s car to be there waiting. I was so relieved that he wasn’t there yet. So i run up home and did my errands which was to cook rice and clean my uncle’s room. –.-

After i’m done with my errands i ran to the nearby bus stop to meet him. Upon reaching the bus stop, i thought i  forgotten to switch on the rice cooker. So i called my brother and ask him where he was. Luckily he was fetching Ali in the pasir ris area.  So i ran ,yet again, back home only to find out that i have switched on the rice cooker. Double –.-

So i ran back down again. Only to find out that my brother was still not there.
Banyak kau punya 15 mins eh.
Not long after, we were on our way to Cineleisure. I was pretty psyched in the car. AVATAR SIOL!!!! Laughed to some jokes, parked the car, walked to Cineleisure, collected the tickets that were booked before. I had no clue we were watching Avatar in 3D. I only find that out when me and my brother was in the line to get in the movie theater. So i was pretty much fucking excited. My first 3D movie sia. AVATAR SOME MORE! Jakon ah cb!

Long story short. The movie was fucking …….
I was speechless. I actually wanted to cry when the movie ended. I never wanted to leave Planet Pandora.We were watching in 3D and i felt like i was in Planet Pandora the whole time. It was that good. It was… Hais… No words to describe. Seriously. It was worth my 2hrs 42 mins. The visual effects are freakin’ crazy. Every thing looked…. it’s just crazy. James Cameron is a freakin’ genius! Oh and the lead actor, Sam Worthington, is amazing. His avatar is freakin’ hot. I know it’s only a blue creature but… My problem ah to say whose hot or not.
OMG! JAMES CAMERON MAKE MORE MOVIES PLEASE!
I think he is one of the best directors around. Just look at what he did in Titanic. And now Avatar? Tsk tsk tsk.
People who said it’s a stupid movie, fucking watch the movie than we’ll talk. I stand my ground and say it’s a fucking good movie. Heck, i already knew it’s a good movie from the beginning. What say you, bitches?

By the time Avatar ended it was already12+am. My brother and his friends decided to go for sheesha. So i tag along. Finally Sheesha after a month after O levels. So we sat and had sheesha and talked about the movie. We were talking about movies until we jump to topics like iphones, history, documentaries, race and religion. And then we realized that there was a message behind the whole movie. Mother Nature. Go watch the movie and find out yourself.

We left the place at 2+am. By the time my brother sent all of his friends home, i reached home at 3+am. Came home, showered, watched Jersey Shore, slept at 5+am. My mother woke me up at 9+am. And now i’m here. And i’m still thinking of Avatar. That’s it i’m watching it again. Who’s with me?!

Oh yeah, my mom bought me huge rolls of papers. And i was thinking of doing a really huge painting of something to cover up my wall. And i think i know what i wanna paint. EHEHEHEHEH! Lets see what i can do.

GO FUCKING WATCH AVATAR, BITCHES!

K, i'm done bragging. For now.

16/12/09

Forgive me for not updating my blog. I never have the mood to blog these days. ‘Cause i have nothing to do these days. However, Me, Nadd and Farah had a small ‘picnic’ on Wednesday.

It was fun until the weather ruined our day. But it’s alright. We had fun anyways. Pls read all about it here.
Not that i’m lazy to type it all down here.
I’m just lazy to think of the words to type.

A-VA-TAR tonight!!! YES AH!

What I’ve Been Doing

basically nothing.
still no phone calls.
jobless.
i sit at home almost everyday.
i tried to go job hunting, but that will only make me more depress.
everyday my Hindi vocabulary is increasing.
i understand Hindi way better than fucking Malay.
i am proud that i have an Indian blood.
the only fun i’m having so far, is calling Khalil, Kiwi, Pudding or Alon and hang up on them.
and vice versa.
i’ve been watching Jersey Shore and now i am afraid of Italians.
i can’t fucking wait for Avatar.
i’m not accomplishing anything.
i’m left with $31.01 in my bank account.

oh yeah, i’m “living the life”.
FML.

Fuck you.

I’m tired.
I’m fucking sick and tired of being rejected.
I’m fucking sick of filling in forms.
I’m fucking tired of having the feeling of hope every single time i fill in a form.
In the end, i don’t even get a fucking phone call.

..l..

I think imma disappear for a while.
Goodbye world!

Rawr!

Meeting Pudding in a while.

JJAAAMMMMING!

Update soon.

Lover I Don’t Have To Love

I need some meaning I can memorize
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind
But you,
You write such pretty words
But life's no story book
Love's an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt.

TP AH! FAVOUR AH!

I want to update on TPrawks but i am pretty sure you have come across to a lot of blogs posting about it.

So basically i had a lot of fun during TPrawks. I still can’t believe that it is actually over. I got so attached to TP even if it was only for 3 days. Hais… TP ah next year! But right… I don’t think my face can get into TP sia.

Look at that fucking face! I tell you ah, one look TP will definitely turn me down one. Hais.
But yeah, kids taking olvl next year, make sure you go for TPrawks next year. Seriously, you’ll regret if you never go. I guarantee you it will be damn fun and happening. Plain Sunset was there for this year and it was freaking awesome. Free gig sia! Plain sunset some more! So that was fun. I get to head butt some people. But most importantly Bengis ah sia! Hais… So fun. That was my first time seeing Naddie in a gig. She even asked me what to do. And i told her to just jump around. HAHAHAHA!

Sleeq was there too. We only sat around during their set. Sleeq are not my thing and i’m too used to their performance. Mass dance was the most happening event. I enjoyed myself so much. We did a lot of chicky dance. They taught us some hip-hop moves but i sucked. In case you don't know, i cannot dance for nuts. So most of the time i was dancing like crap. But it was fun. On the second day we had this Rawker's Challenge thingy. It was something like Amazing Race but there was way more obstacles.And i’m telling you, i haven’t run this much after ‘months’ of no PE lessons. Wah, i was sweating like never before. I was pretty much drenched in sweat because the sun was scorching hot and we were practically running all over TP under the sun. But overall it was fun. No sweat no fun. We were also showed around Design school. Hais... Speechless.

There was Jam and Hop on the third day. Plain sunset did their set first then it was straight up clubbing. Haiyo... Again, not my thing. I did nothing but stand around because i don't dance. To end the day, we did the Mass Dance, Chicky dance and we also danced to TP school song. Cool sia their school song got dance step! Hais... There's a Temasek in Me, there's a Temasek in you...

Too lazy to upload the pics. Go browse around.

WATCH ROCKET SCIENCE.

WTF?!

Triskaidekaphobia
[tris-kahy-dek-uh-foh-bee-uh]

–noun
fear or a phobia concerning the number 13.

BORED!!!

Fuck You, Malay.

Reading some Malay phrases for tomorrow’s papers.

AND I DON’T UNDSTAND A FUCKING THING!
FUCKKK!!!!

Not understanding your own language is not funny.
ARGH! How to pass?!

Msn.

I just realized something.
For the past hour i have been online, i didn’t log into my msn account.
Usually, the first thing i do when i switch on my laptop is to come online.
I’m pretty fucking sure that you do that to, right.
Confirm the first thing you do is to log into msn, right?!

Don’t fucking deny it.
After msn, CONFIRM, log into facbook lah, myspace lah, friendster lah, or tagged.
If not, CONFIRM check blog (for those who have one).

That one i quite understand.
I fucking admit that i always log into msn and  then check my blog.
But i don’t fucking understand why people can fucking stand being in Facebook for a long ass time.
I seriously don’t get that. To tell you the truth i don’t really log into Facebook that often. Only when there’s comments or messages to reply.

Another thing is PET’S SOCIETY.
Yes, i do admit i have a pet called, Sommer (cute right? i know).
I do play it SOMETIMES. I only log in once every blue moon.
But i don’t fucking get it when people play it everyday. EVERYDAY.
K, i understand you have to feed your pet, play with our pet, make your pet happy, buy things for your pet.
If small kid i can understand ah.
But people above the age of 20++?!

Oh, believe me.
I’ve got an aunty(paternal) whom i don’t talk to anymore.
And she has a pet named, SeXyHoRnY. HAHAHAHA! I know right.
Don’t fucking ask me what’s up with the name. I think she was horny when she wanted to name her pet. HAHAHA!
K, rude much? I’m so dead if she reads this. AHAHAHA!

Not only that, some even with level that’s so high that  leaves me wondering,  how many houses they have to visit everyday just to increase their experience points in order to level up.
TSK TSK TSK!

Actually there’s still a lot of things i want to rant about.
But lazy ah.

Fuck Off.

Oh God.

I am happy that the O’lvls are coming to an end.
But i’ve been thinking.
I seriously got to do very well for my Malay papers.
’Cause that’s the only subject that can help me pass my O’lvls. I depended on Art so much and come to think of it, I don’t think i’m gonna get at least a B3 for art. I never got to finish my artwork during that 3 hrs.
Now I’m scared. ISH!

I tried so hard but there’s no way i’m gonna get at least a B4 for my malay. Heck, i’ve got no idea how i got a 4 for N’lvls. Now,now. That was only the N’lvls. O’lvl’s like 10 steps away. There’s no way of getting a 4.
When i look at people passing malay, you have no idea how jealous am i. Even those who got a 3 or 4 is retaking it. I don’t know about them but i’ll more than happy if i were to get a 4.

It’s just so demoralizing.
I’m scared.
I have to pass O’lvls.
If not.
I’ve just wasted a year for nothing. I will let my mother down.
I can’t let that happen.

I have to pass O.
HAVE TO.

I WANT ONE!!!!!
T_T

Our Maths teacher.

Farah: Cher, then they use what to send our papers? Airplane?

Mr Sim: No, No. PIGEON!

…

My mother just called me just to ask me to wake my brother up.
And she’s only in the next room.

-.-

MOM

I will fulfill my mother’s only wish.
Just you wait and see.

I will build a roof just for you.
i will and i promise.

…

I will not watch entourage.
I won’t, I can’t, I promise.

Officially

Tomorrow marks the official last day of my secondary school life.
You have no idea how long i have been longing for this day.

Miss Ong said i can make it and wished me good luck through texted message just a while a go.
It breaks my heart to leave her.
And the people i love.
You know who you are.

The Nerve Of Some Singaporean!

I was on my way to school this morning and the moment i stepped into the lift.
Some ignorant fool peed in the lift.
I had to make three trips, down, up and down again.
Because when i was on my way to the bus stop, I realized that i forgotten something.
I don’t know why, but at these kind of situation, it felt as if it took the lift forever to reach the 8th story.
I almost puked by the time i had to take the lift for the third time.
It smelled like piss.

WHY ME?!

Dead.

Bugis on a Sunday = Bad idea.

Mom wanted to go to bugis. I have no choice but to give in.
Now i have to live with the guilt knowing that i didn’t get to study enough.

Die ah! Die ah!

Saw

THERE'S SAW VI!

OMG!
MUST WATCH!

15!

I need that sense of urgency
to wake the fuck up
And that tight slap on my face
to remind me that the Olvls
are only 15 days away!

I NEED TO WAKE THE FUCK UP!
FUCK!

Khaliul.

Currently on Live Writer.

And chatting with Khalil.
Rikh and I was talking about about him earlier on.
I suddenly miss him.

I remembered in sec 2 we were the top 2 maths students.
Hais…
Good times, my friend.

Wah…

I just updated my Windows Live Messenger and i got this Windows Live Writer.
What it is about?!
It basically allows you to post on your blog – blogger, livejornal, wordpress – in a very convenient way. And i’m actually testing it out right now. You don’t even need to directly login to blogger or what ever site you’re using. I don’t know how to describe this shit. Just update your Windows Live. Then you’ll know what i’m talking about.
I’m so jakon about this.

 

So the whole point of this post is actually some random shit that i think you ought to want to know.
Have you watched the video i posted on the previous post?
Damn hilarious right?!

Like Uhmm...

I fucking laughed my ass off watching this.
But, poor guy.
I wonder how long the interview lasted.

WHY?!

I don't know why must you lie to me when telling the truth would have been so much better. Guess you only think of yourself then.

This is war, kid.

Exhausted

Going out to study with the fuckers later.
For these few weeks, got to study all the way.

JIA YO PEOPLE!~

blah.

EH EH EH!
I GOT PARAMORE'S, BRAND NEW EYES, ALBUM!
NOT BAD!

And today is only the 26th.
Let's just say i got my own way of getting it. tee hee!

Zombie Kampong Pisang was MEREPEK! OMG!

A Crack In The Line.

You are a go-ahead young marketing executive. A bachelor. It is Saturday morning and you are off to do your week's shopping. About to get into your car you decide to go back and check that you locked the door. By going back you miss a minute later and miss the parking space you would have found at the supermarket and are forced to park in a nearby street instead. There are parking meters in this street, but drivers are only allowed to leave their cars for thirty minutes at a time. While you are placing your ticket inside the windscreen someone calls your name. It is a friend you haven't seen for a while. The friend introduces you to a neighbour of his, to whom he has given a lift into town. Call the neighbour, Helen. You and Helen are mutually attracted, but as she's married you part company. Or you don't. Two possible scenarios present themselves.

Scenario 1: Having left the friend and Helen you go to the supermarket, fill your trolley and join a queue at the checkout - a longer queue than the one you would have joined if you'd parked in the car park instead of the street. By the time you get back to the car you find a sixty-two year old recovering alcoholic ( a traffic warden) writing a ticket. You have a go at him, ruining his day. When he gets home after work the traffic warden takes it out on his wife. His wife have been feeling very put-upon of late and her husband's cruel words are the final straw. She packs her bag and goes to stay with her sister two hundred miles away. In the weeks that follow, the lonely traffic warden starts drinking again. He takes booze to work and loses his job. One night at home, very drunk, he decides to do himself a fry-up. The frying pan catches fire, the fire spreads, the house is gutted. So is the ex-traffic warden. His widow collects on insurance and passes the rest of her life in comfort, praising his memory.

And all because you went back to check the door.

Scenario 2: Instead of saying goodbye to Helen in the street where you park your car, you go and have a coffee with her. You still get a parking ticket, but you don't mind because you really got on with her. Over the next few weeks you and Helen meet regularly. You start an affair. Helen's husband finds out and comes after you. He attacks you. Defending yourself, you lash out. He falls and crack his head open. You are arrested, tried, and sentenced to four years in prison. By the time you get out you've lost all ambition and confidence and have no job. You very nearly fall to pieces, but instead got to the island of Santorini in the Aegean, where you spend everyday walking along the beach looking for coins dropped by tourists. One day you meet an attractive American student on vacation. She thinks you have a cute accent and runs her fingers through your fat beard and offers to share her sleeping bag with you. It's not until she returns to Boston that she realises that she's pregnant. She writes to inform you of this, but by the time the letter arrives you've move to another island, so you never learn of the pregnancy. In due course she gives birth to a boy and doesn't call him after you. Time passes. The boy becomes a man. He meets a girl. They choose not to marry, but they bring three children into the world, the eldest of whom becomes an accountant, the second a roofing contractor, and the third an Elvis Presley impersonator. The youngest is also a serial killer who over a two-year period butches twelve teenage girls, who between them, in time, would have given birth to 29 children, who between them would have co-parented 68 children, who would have brought 176 children into the world. This one hundred seventy-six would have fathered or mothered 442 children altogether, two of whom - female twins - would have been the first living beings to be emailed to Alpha Centauri, opening the door to human settlement in other parts of the galaxy.

And all because you went back to check the door.

mega mcspicy

OMG!
I'M FUCKING CRAVING FOR A FUCKING MEGA MCSPICY!
DAMN IT!

It's all Fadzlon's fault!

Oh fuck!

Do not expect a proper post from me anytime soon.
O levels in a month. FUCK!

Oh yeah, raya was awesome.
Not much collection but definitely different since grandma passed away.
You know, ever since my late grandma passed away, raya have never been that shiok.
But this year's was alright. Don't know why.
Maybe having my brother and sister-in-law. Maybe.


I'M FINALLY FUCKING DONE WITH MY FUCKING ART!


I will try to make little posts when i have the time.

I Can't.

I'm gonna make you feel like the way you used to make me feel.
Hell.



I don't forgive and forget. Hell no.

Machine Guns.

6:19

My mom said the songs i listen to sounds like machine guns.
-.-


I think she was talking about Slipknot. Not Avenged.
Or are they both the same? Geez...

Art art art

4:25am

Art is the reason why i am still awake right now.

K, now i gonna eat my sahur and watch Mortal Kombat.
HEHEHEHEHE!

Still can't believe Carmen doesn't know what Mortal Kombat is.
Tsk tsk tsk

Tired

10:07pm

I'm tired.
I'm freaking TIRED!
T_T

I just want art to be done and over with.

entourage

2:28am

My twin made me listen to Misteri Jam 12.
T_T


12:57pm

Digimon the movie is not real?!
CHEATED MY FUCKING FEELINGS!
..l.. to that guy who made the video.

So, what did we learn today?
That not all videos in Youtube is 100% real.

Shane Dawson on the other hand is... hmmm...

11:58am

NO ENTOURAGE THIS WEEK!
GRRRRR.......

Movies.

2:17am



Freaking epic!

K, i seriously need to stop watching Youtube videos.

1:46am



Mortal Kombat!
I freaking love this movie.
EHEHEHEHE!


1:36am

DIGIMON?!



GOT JUSTIN CHATWIN!
MUST WATCH!
Somehow, the song at the end made me laugh.

Fuckheads.

2:42am

THEY SAY UR ATTITUDE DETREMINES UR LATITUDE says:
*hmmmm am i makin it worse by goin all notty on u
*:(

Sherry says:
*look man. if u're so horny why don't you go to alamak.
i'm sure there's plenty of girls who would love to talk to you.
i'm sorry but you won't get anything from me.
*I'm not that kind of girl
*I'm not trying to be rude here.

THEY SAY UR ATTITUDE DETREMINES UR LATITUDE says:
*okay
*i got it
*do u have frens who are the type im lookin fer

Sherry says:
*go fuck yourself.

It's times like this that makes me feel like i'm the mature one. And he's 21. And i have no idea where the fuck he got my email add. tsk tsk tsk. Grow up kid.

Walk.

9:38pm
Did you know? I subscribe to a channel on Youtube about these two cats. Sparta and Loki.They're freaking adorable!


I want one.

6:29pm

I just walked to Giant and walked back home just to buy croissant.
I know. Damn pathetic. But right, the croissant damn nice.
Cannot take my mind off of it since the other time i ate it. Back when i was a vegan.
Now i get to eat it in approximately 40 mins. HEHEHEHE
So happy.

Stakat sia!

You know, i planned to leave my house and walk to Gaint at 5.30 and take my own sweet time. I thought if i take my own sweet time and delay, - because the distance from my house to Gaint is quite far - by the time i reach home it's time to break fast already. You know what time i arrived home?

6.10 pm. O_O! I don't want to wait! Grr... I tried to walk slow, damn slow. But it's not my nature to walk slow. While i was walking, i remembered the time Farah and I went to Giant. Made me laugh inside. I was standing at the side to wait for the green man and i was smiling away. But eventually i crossed it without the green man. I can't believed i ran and left Farah behind. HAHAHAHA! Kesian Farah.

Good times.

..l..

12:43am

I recommend you to watch Rocket Science.
Handsome sia main actor dier! Omgosh.

Seriously watch the movie.

9:55pm

CRUNCHIEEEEEEE!
I just gave my brother the middle finger.
Wah, damn satisfied!

Photoshop.

10:10pm

I freaking need a visa or master card!
Dammit. Waited for 8 hours for that FREE 2 DVDs guitar lesson and i have to pay the shipping with any of those cards.

I'm gonna get those when i start working.
For real.

6:16pm

I need my brother!
I need that free Photoshop!
CB!

Life.

1:55am


This, my friend, is what you get for not having enough sleep.
I look like a freaking drug addict.

3:36pm



The reason why i love them.


11:55am

They say in life, there's always ups and downs.
Just like a roller coaster. I couldn't disagree more.
In fact life have nothing to do with roller coasters. Yeah, we do have our ups and downs.
But we get to decide whether to ride it or not.
And eventually once the ride is over, it's over. No strings attached.
And once you're safely back on solid ground, you're rushing off to join the next ride.
You get off from the ride.

You can't get off from life. In fact, you have no choice but to move on. Things happen even if you like it or not. You can't decide what things you would want to happen.
I know it's only a metaphor. But...

Ok, i'm not making any sense here.

Teacher's Day

11:40pm

I seriously have no mood right now.
So don't fuck with me.

7:54pm

Ok, Entourage is really addictive.
I can't fucking stop watching it.

Back to study mode, tomorrow. Seriously.
If not, bad karma.

4:35pm

So teacher's day was such a downer.
There isn't much to say about it.
But it left me regretting the time i've lost which i will never get back.
Teacher's day this year wasn't that 'happening'
I just can't wait for 'O' to end.

Movie today was great.
Watched Year One.
And aku batal puase.
K dah.


Sometimes i just wish people would act their age.

People.

9:47pm

OMG!
I just read my older posts back when i was in secondary 3.
And you know what?
I want to fucking burn my face because i was ____________.
I don't even know what word to describe myself.
I'm pretty sure at that point of time people must have been laughing at me.

And i thought i was so hardcore and cool.
tsk tsk tsk.

8:58pm

Suddenly filipinos accent are so hilarious.
Stupid fuckheads.

A7X

11:09pm

Oh yeah, i still do love Avenged tho.

Now i'm thinking of dropping Malay.
But... tsk! If only i'm a genius in Combined Humanities.
I've planned to flunk my comb. humans. papers.
So... who cares?!


Note to Self:
Be careful of what you say to Ali.
He tells Abang everything. EVERYTHING!
dammit.

9:13pm

I'm starting to hate the song Unholy Confession by Avenged Sevenfold.
Why?
'Cause i used to love that song so much that i set it as my alarm. Now i just hate it when it rings every morning. Every fucking morning i pray M.Shadows would for once shut the fuck up.

So kids, never set your favorite song as your alarm. Sooner or later you will fucking hate it.

1:55pm



I WANT THAT BAG!
I WANT THAT BAG!
I WANT THAT BAG!
I WANT THAT BAG!

Oh and those stationary too!!!!!
Grrrrr....

Memories

12:33am

I hate it whenever i listen to a certain song and it reminded me of something.
It's like everything came back rushing in.
Right now, i'm missing that somebody.
And i'm not even sure if that person even cares.

Omg, why am i even posting about this?!
Guess everyone do have that 'sensitive' side.
Pfft, yeah right!

Vegan.

I have been a vegan for 10 days. It is suppose to be known only among my close friends. But you know, these kinds of things, it spreads like wild fire. I wanted to last for a month. But couldn't fulfill it. My mom keeps nagging about how unhealthy it is and some other religious issue. Not gonna elaborate much on that 'cause i'm not one to talk about religion. You get what i mean.

So yeah, I didn't expect it to last for that long. I know it's only 10 days, but fuck you, at least i know i made an effort. It was a bit difficult during the first few days 'cause for the whole of my 17 years of life, i have been consuming on meat. So it's a bit difficult to suddenly stop eating meat. But after awhile, you'd get a hang of it. Omg, people are so gonna talk about this. I just know it. But not bad, 10 days you know. Who would've thought?!

Ok, enough of that. As you know, I got a c6 for my Malay. And the only way to improve on my Malay is to speak, read and write Malay more often. So today, i decided to watch television with my mom as she was watching Suria. But i ended up mocking every single thing i saw on television. Mom was freaking pissed off with me. And i saw this advertisement about the national day rally, and PM Lee Hsien Long(however his is spelt) was in it. And he speaks fluent Malay. And he's a freaking CHINESE! Dammit sia!

Fasting begins tomorrow. Pretty psyched about that. But darn it! No cursing for a month. I'm sure Carmen's gonna be so pleased about that. Eh! I cannot show Fadj the middle finger!

FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!
FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!
FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!
FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!

Anak Melayu.

I passed my 'O' malay with a C6.
Fucking annoyed.
No choice but to retake.


FUCK!


Just when i got a burden off me.
It came back knocking on my door.
Now i have to read malay, speak malay, write malay.
The most torturing thing ever!



Eh, suddenly i want to play piano BADLY!

Maths.

8:36pm


OMG!
I FUCKING LOVE TRIGONOMETRY!
EHEHEHEHE!

Me.

Sometimes i hate it when my mom compares me with some other girls.
For one thing, I am me.
This is who i am.
Sherry Sharmila. How many bitches do you know have that fucking name?!
I am the only one.
I'm not the popular one. I don't stand out in pictures.
I know i'm different but who fucking cares?!
I'm happy with who i am.
And i definitely don't need some bitch copying me either.


It's all about originality, my friend.

Tired.

10:43pm

Aching back.
Tired eyes.
I think i'm gonna turn in early today.

I seriously have to stop watching videos on Youtube.

11:16pm

Guns don't kill people.
People with mustaches do.


I'm out!

I Hate You

6:32pm

I think i'm secretly hating someone.
Oooooh....

9:50pm

I'm freaking exhausted with Chemistry.
Not even sure if any of the things i've learn today will come out tomorrow.
FUCK!
I'm more afraid of Science than Maths. Totally agree with Carmen.

It's the same every year.

12:08pm

My mom's lying on my bed right now singing some old malay song just to piss me off.
She's so adorable sometimes.

I don't want to talk about National Day.

3:28am

I seriously need to go to bed or i'll fucked up my sleeping hours.
Shit. It's already fucked up.

Different.

10:19pm

My mom dragged me to Geylang today. Shit, i just hate that word. Ok, starting from today, i'm gonna refrain myself from going to Geylang. The fasting month haven't even begin yet and i saw people rushing grabbing stuff. Oh yeah, i'm not celebrating Hari Raya this year. So fuck off.

I don't know why i have so much hatred against my own people. I guess it was one person's bad impression that really fucked up my perception towards the Malay culture. Screw me!

I realised that i spent alot of my time on my laptop. Mind you, i do have a life. It's a pity my phone can only fit in a few hundred of songs. So i'm turning my laptop into a mp3 player. So most of the time i come online just to listen to music. I'm gonna start updating my blog every now and then. Like how i did with the previous post. I gonna start posting that way 'cause it's fun and way coooooler. I'm tried of being part of the majority all the time. I'm gonna fucking fuck your face with my fist if any of you try to copy me. If you know me really well, i think you might know who i'm referring to.

11: 15pm

I'm freaking bored. I think i'm gonna get those hit counters to see if people really read my blog. It's not really about the numbers. I'm just curious.

The chances of me getting an ipod touch is really low.
FUCK!!!!

12:33pm

I am still disturbed by the glassinmyass site. I read it's about a guy shoving a glass bottle up his ass and the glass broke. And there's a lot of blood. And some of the people who watched couldn't even get through to the end of the video. I want to watch it but i don't want to.

2:38am

Still awake. Currently downloading subtitles for the movies i have. My back hurts from lying in bed for hours. But, today is my lazy day. I can do whatever the fuck i want. I'm gonna be in study mode tomorrow. Pray that really happens. Did you know? You can learn A LOT from watching Youtube videos!

Good day

Happy Father(less) Day

9:13pm
I know Father's Day was like a month ago but this one reeeaalllyyy make me tear.
See for yourself.


I just started 'following' him on Youtube and i found this video. Man, i salute him.


SHANE DAWSON!

11:31pm

I am still on Youtube. How fucked up is that. I've been doing nothing but move around with my laptop. I need to get a life.
I think Carmen has Black magic. Once, she was sitting next to me and the next moment, she disappeared.

12:35pm

Still wide awake. I found a site, glassinmyass.com. No, it's not a porn site. I did my research, bitches. Actually i was on Youtube. Still am. And this other guy was vloging and he was going live on Youtube. So everything is recorded and he went to that site. And the reactions he did was pretty bad. I mean he actually wanted to cry. I heard it's gruesome. Gruesome than Saw. I'm thinking twice about checking out that site.

Be my guest and check out that site and tell me how it is.

Liar.

I never expected more from you.
The least you could do is tell the truth, fucker.
I'm taking back what i've said everything about you.

I mean it.


Good day.

Amazing Race.

Like i said earlier on, i shall properly.
So be prepared. It's gonna be a loooong post. Or not.
I might get lazy half way through posting and just cut everything off.
Here goes nothing.

School have been hectic as always. Datelines to chase, homework to be done and revising for the upcoming Prelim exams. Next Tuesday is already our science practical exam. And so far, i've only been practicing on maths. Still no progress on Science. As for combined humanities, i don't know what to say.

Speaking of Combine Humans, we had this History test on Wednesday. As usual, I didn't take it seriously. This is what i wrote. Good luck with reading my handwriting.

That is how i write when i'm lazy or when i'm being an asshole. Oh yeah, of course i didn't hand in my paper. I never really took Combined Humans seriously. I don't how my brother feels if he knows about this. Once, i showed him my report book, he nagged about failing combined humans and of course, Malay. He said history is easy. He was an express kid, what did you expect?! I never liked memorizing things. MEMORIZING!

"I'm telling you ah! Memorize! MEMORIZE! MEMORIZE!" - Mr Daniel

I laugh like hell when Mr Daniel said that during one of the history lesson. Then Farah joined. I cannot stand it. The way he said "MEMORIZE!" and with his face like that. Wah, until now i never fail to laugh whenever anyone says the word, memorize. And and and, there was this time during history lesson, Me, Farah, Kiwi were sitting together. Then we discovered that there was iron fillings on Kiwi's spectacle case. His spectacle case have this magnet to hold the case close and there was iron fillings on them. I was so stoked about it because the iron fillings that Mrs Lee always show in physics class is always in a case.

So, i was trying to get the iron fillings out. I tried and i tired but to no avail. You know, when you're so into something you tend to forget about everything around you. As for me, i tend to open my mouth(Carmen thought me that). So i was trying to get the iron fillings out and my mouth was open. Mr Daniel saw what i was doing and he was like, "Eh, what is that girl doing ah?!" I was so paisey siak. And then i started to laugh. Wah, i don't know why but i find it funny whenever he's scolding. Oh and for almost 2 years he teaches me History, he still doesn't remember my name. and he always calls me "that girl" or "girl". Haiyo....
But he's a great teacher.

On thursday we played Softball during P.E, Whoa, damn fun! Week after week i wanted to play softball and finally we got to play it. Me and Farah were 'feeling' Benchwarmers when we were playing. I swear i can go crazy playing softball because some of our classmates were new to it. But all in all, it was super fun. The last time i played baseball was years ago back in primary school. Good times.... Still fucked up for not having any P.E next week. Curse you mock exam!


I finally got to watch Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince today. The movie was quite disappointing. But the special effects were epic. I shall say no more.

Tom Felton is freaking good looking. I sigh every time he appeared on the screen. Hais...

Oh, here's what happened before the movie started. We die, die thought the movie starts at 11.30 am. So Me and Farah took our time to walk to Giant. Why we were at Giant? Because we wanted cheap snacks and drinks. Yes, we are indeed cheapskates. Upon reaching Giant, Stephanie called at 10.41am and told us the first movie starts at 11am. Farah told Steph to buy the tickets thinking that we could make in time. So we started running through the carpark and into Giant. We were practically still running in Giant because it is so huge. So we ran up the escalator and ran to find the crackers that Farah wanted. We ran and ran like crazy. I don't even run like that during P.E lah. So we were running and running and i think people might have thought we're crazy. When we got what we wanted, we went to the counter. The first counter that we when to was quite a long queue. So ran and find another counter. After paying, FARAH told me to take the stairs. So we ran to the door with an Exit sign. But the security guard told us to go down the other way. So we went the other way. Steph called again to tell us that the tickets were 10 bucks. So we said ok to it.

While we were breeze walking, and the elevator doors were closing. And i shouted to Farah, "Eh, take the elevator!" And she RAN just to press the button. SHE RAN. Sanggop sak! So the pathetic thing about it was, the elevator was damn huge, but there were only the two of us in it. Pfft. We continued running to the taxi stand and there was no taxi. So Farah started stuffing all the drinks and snacks into my backpack. We waited and waited until it was 11am. Losing our patience, we decided to run to IKEA's taxi stand. Still no taxi. So i was running with a backpack full of food. Pathetic like fuck.

When we look over, taxis started to line up at Giant's taxi stand. I started cursing and swearing like hell. Farah wanted run back but it was too late. So she waited at the side road and i was waiting at IKEA's taxi stand. And every time when i see a taxi approaching from the other side of the road, i would shout, "EH, TAXI! TAXI!" and Farah would start to run to the other side. But when taxi was hired, i would shout, "EH, MERAH! MERAH!" and she ran back. Wah, damn funny lor! We did that twice and finally we got into a taxi.

And the damn taxi driver have the cheek to read his sms while driving. The nerve of some people. We arrived and ran and ran and we made it to the cinema at 11.10++. Luckily we didn't miss the opening of the movie. It was an awesome day. What with all the running and laughing like pontianak terlepas. Oh and the whole time while running we would keep saying, "Eh, macam amazing race sia!(Eh, like amazing race sia)". How can it not be?! We were running and rushing everywhere we go. And i was running with a bag full of drinks and snacks. Wah, such an epic day.

Not bad, not bad.


Good day, my fellow earthlings!

Friday.

It's mooooovie night!
Just finished watching What Happens in Vegas on Star Movies.
Why do every movie have an ending that will make you cry?!
Dammit!
Not sure what movie to watch next.


CANNOT WAIT FOR TOMORROW!
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH!

..l..

Sial ah!
I swear to god i cannot fucking stand her.
Fucking feels like punching her in the fucking face.
I couldn't even finish viewing the whole fucking video lor....
Stupid fuck.


I'll post properly by this weekend.
I promise.

Good day.

Lost

Shit!
I lost my Amy Lee's voice.(prasan)
Got to find it back!

Suddenly everyone's ganging up on me.
Tho, I still prefer being blind than deaf.
..l..

good day.

PMS.

I just got scolded for singing from my mother.
How fucked up is that?!

PMS much!

Movie Night.

Before i begin, i would like to say,
Happy Birthday to Carmen Tan Xiao Wei

It's finally Friday!
This week has been very hectic.
I'm just glad the weekends are here. But only for 2 days. Boo!!!

It's movie night, tonight.
And i just finished watching Marley and Me.
It wasn't how i pictured it to be.
I thought it will be some crappy movie about a man and a notorious dog.
Turns out, I cried like crazy.
..l..
I totally recommend you people to watch it if you haven't.

From now on, every Friday night shall be my movie night. :)
I'm off to watch another movie.
Good day to you.

Fever.

Temperature rose to 39.4°C last night. Mom dragged me to the doctor this morning. Got one day MC. Thinking twice about not going to school. I'm having my English prelim oral tomorrow. I don't want to postpone it. 'Cause i will have to do it with the Sec 4 express. Eee....

Feeling quite better now. And my guitar is falling apart. I guess it's time to get a new one.

Still no progress on art.

..l..

Good day.

Twin.

Woke up this morning with a sore throat and a temperature of 37.9°C. Took Panadol Extra right away. Skipped breakfast, watched FRIENDS instead. Mom made porridge for lunch. Thank God the fever has reduced. Cigarette smokes' making my throat worse. Oh, to make it clear, I don't smoke.

I can't afford to get sick nowadays. Prelims are way too near. And soon it will be the O's. I'm not a hundred percent prepared. Got a message from Miss Ong this morning. Have to have 5 to 6 boards of prep work. I only got 4 and it's not fully covered and it's in black and white. Let's just say, i'm not a colorful person.

I have come to a conclusion that Farah Fatin is not a human. She didn't fucking cry when watching PS I Love You. She's a robot i tell you. Even Optimus Prime have a heart. ..l.. I'm not crazy.

I'm doing everything to make this fever go away.
In the meantime, laugh ourselves off with these...


I thought the school's gonna put our Sec 5 photos but instead they used our Pri 6 photos. Yes, that was me, my friend. Laugh all you want. I have to admit, i cannot stop laughing myself. Miss Ong didn't freaking believe that was me. I wanted to make a new one but to think back, where will i ever get this picture? Right?! Oh yeah, this was the face when i was a rebel. Believe me.

AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!


This is freaking hilarious! One glance and i laugh straight away. My brother, ladies and gentlemen.

We look like twins meh?!
If only laughing would make me feel better.
And they said laughter can cure anything.
Screw whoever said that.
K, back to study mode.

Good day, my fellow earthlings.

Stupider

I'm losing every knowledge i have.
Everything. Maths, Chem, Physics.
It's eating me alive.
and Olvl is only 3 months away.

.......

Behind Time.

Suddenly,
I feel so left behind.





I need that little sparkle to bring me back to life.

Good day, my fellow earthlings.

HIStory

I suddenly want to study Social Studies and History. But it's a bit too late, isn't it? I don't know why, but, i paid attention during our Combined Humanities periods which i usually don't. Social Studies and History are interesting, buuuuuutttt, we have to memorize lots and lots of information. Dammit. I hate memorizing.





History is repeating itself, kids.
So beware.
Good day.

R.I.P

He's really gone.
Shit! I just realized that this morning.
I got all teary. I didn't know it was that bad. I guess that's the reason why i refuse to watch his memorial.People gave the "WTH?!" faces when they found out about it.
Trying putting yourself in my shoes, dammit.
Right now, i have to stay clear of his songs.
This is only M.J. What if it was Syn?!

Wednesday is hell.
Three periods = 1hr 45mins of physics.
I swear to god whenever she say something i begin to feel sleepy.
It's always like that during her lesson. Hypnotic breath.
It's a freaking torture just trying to stay up during her lessons.
Two more periods of physics tomorrow. FUCK!
If this continues, I think i'd die before my o'lvls.
My brain was freaking DRY sia.
As usual, two periods of art is never enough.
Miss Ong started the lesson with a topic on bras. Don't ask me why.

K, i think im gonna start blogging in point form. Too lazy to put it all in sentences.

Good day.

A Year Older.

Happy birthday, love.
Yeah, i know he can't hear me.
But whatever.
At least im happy.

Nothing interesting ever happen these days.
Now im traumatize with whatever that has anything to do with the road.
Watch out for it kids. It's a dangerous world out there. You'll never what know what will happen next.
So did i.

Good day, my fellow earthlings!

Chances

I swear to god if i didn't make that move i would be dead by now.
I had a near death experience and God just gave me a chance to live.
Or was it a sign?

Moving On.

My life's gonna change
starting from...


























Now.

The Legend

"But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone"
- You Are Not Alone - Michael Jackson.

MTV was playing MJ's music videos on TV and i can't help but to tear.


Hais....
He was the ONLY man who looked sexy in tight leather pants.
I still can't believe that he's gone.
May Allah be with you.


"Never has one soared so high and yet dived so low."

Amaciam?

Haikal's kid brother calls me Amaciam.
How rad is that?
And he was like, "Eh, Amaciam, what song you like to listen to?"
Or, "Amaciam, you know this song?!"
So adorable!
No Haikal, I'm only referring to your brother.
Not you.

Colours

My life have been colourful with you guys.
Don't ever leave me. :)


Lesson learnt. I shall not bet with Pudding on a game ever again. It's fucking annoying when he always win. Yes, i lost again. But this time around, i have to buy him Slurpee. DAMN IT!(Mr Sim's accent)

Pudding

K fine....
I LOST!
so fuck you!
Pudding is a handsome man.
Pudding is very funny.
Pudding is very fond of Megan Fox.
She is the hottest woman alive.
All hail, Pudding!

PUI!
Boleh belah ah Pudding!


Me and pudding was playing a game of pool on msn last night. And we made a bet. Actually, he was the one who made the bet. And i was actually forced into playing the game despite the fact that i suck. And of course he won. As you can see, it was an advantage for him of winning the game because i suck at it. Not happy you know. As the loser, i have to post about him and Megan Fox on my blog.

Pudding!
I want a rematch, asshole!

1 2 3 4.... HI 5!

I'm off doing art at Carmen's place later.
Pretty psyched about that.

You know, i was watching OKTO yesterday because there was nothing good on during weekdays. So i thought of watching HI-5. And i was so surprise that all of the members have changed. Mind you, i used to watch HI-5 when i was in primary. And i'm sure you do too. After many years of not watching it, i thought of watching it if it's still the same. Wah, piss me off that none of the members are the same. And the song wasn't even catchy at all. Only the puppet in the box is still the same. I'm not sure about the octopus which like to steal things is still alive. I turned off the TV half way through the show because i was so disappointed. Sigh...


Have a nice day, my fellow earthlings.

Adulthood

Hello, hello, hello... (the way Jim Carrey says it in Lemony Snicket)

Finally i'm blogging. I think i have abandon my blog long enough. So right now, i am trying to make an effort to update it. I refuse to let my blog rot. But i'm just too lazy to update it nowadays.

I have been breathing art in and out almost everyday. I can't help it. I'm so in love with it. The moment i open my eyes after a few hours of sleep, my painting would be the first to greet me good morning. And i'd just lock myself in my room the whole day and paint. Have to finish it before school reopens. Because when school reopens, Miss Ong won't let us paint. Those were the very words that came out of her mouth. Oh yeah, Miss Ong is taking us back for Art. I know i'm outdated. But fuck you, i'm trying to make an effort here.

My friends have been calling me a porn freak (hi farah!) because i watch a lot of porn. I beg to differ. I watch NC16 movies because i'm allowed to. I have to admit that i've watched a few M18 movies. I watch these movies because of it's storylines not the sex scenes. And maybe one R21 movie which was Pathology. And no, i did not watch it because of the sex scenes. I watched it because Milo Ventimiglia was in that movie. Besides, i watched it online, and i didn't know it was R21. The site didn't state it's rating. So lets be adults here.

I wish to complain about having no june holidays, but to think back, the school is doing this for our O levels. But it's quite tiring having lessons as per normal. Ok, except for this whole week. However, art will be dominating the whole of my schedule for this whole week. I'll just have to endure it. I chose this path. I have to put all my effort in this. Suffer now and enjoy later. There's no point of enjoying now, when you'll suffer later. So people, stop bragging to me about your super long holidays. 'Cause i don't give a fuck, and neither am i envious.


Good day, my fellow earthlings.

Kiwi

I don't how he does it. But the one where my name is in italic is actually him.

kiwi says:
* !imitate hey baby! i miss u!
*shit tak jadi
*hahaha
Sherry says:
*APE SAH?!
Sherry says:
*hey baby i miss u too!
kiwi says:
*chey
*hahaha
Sherry says:
*k lame
kiwi says:
*hahaha
*cool kan !
Sherry says:
*aah seh ! cool giler!
Sherry says:
*eh cool sak!
*mane kau blaja?
Sherry says:
*eh actually kan .. kau cute giler seh ! aku meltz tengok kau !!
kiwi says:
*wah
*hahah
*tnx ah
Sherry says:
*HAHAHAH!
*cheebai! tak tahu malu!

School.

I am ready for school tomorrow.
I think i am.

After a week of slacking. I am back to study mode.
But the thing is, for the whole of this week will be intensive mother tongue revision. From monday to friday for the first half of the day, it will be malay all the way until our break. Omgosh! I just hope i can make it through alive until friday. I got a D7 for malay for common test - not surprised. Yes, it's that bad. I got to work really hard for malay in order for me to get into poly.

'Cause i know for sure i can't pass combined humans - although people say it's an important subject. I have to pass malay. HAVE TO. And the Olvl malay is only a week away. Scary shit! But i have the feeling that i will be sitting for the Olvl malay paper again at the end of the year. TSK!

Anything is possible if you put your mind into it.
I shall live on that.

good day to you, my fellow earthlings.

Traumatized.

You know,
it's always a pleasure to see my mom's face after a long and tiring day at school. I know it's not a big thing for you, but it is to me. I never get to see her that much whenever she's working. School was alright today. Tiring but fun.

Our form teacher started the day with sex education. She showed us a video about abortion and some slide shows on STDs. The video was gruesome. I can't accept the fact that there are women out there who could be this cruel. The video was freakin' gory that it was more worse than watching Saw. As a fan of gory movies, i seriously couldn't take the cruelness of these people. I was so traumatized that i couldn't even eat during recess. I couldn't help but to imagine the chicken i was eating for recess was the dead babies from the video. I threw away my chicken just because of that damn video. From then on, i vow not to eat meat. 'Cause eveytime i put a meat into my mouth, those gory images of the dead babies always pop out in my mind. EEE....

For all this time i have been watching gory movies, i've never been so traumatized until i couldn't eat.
DAMN IT!

Alright! I can't wait for tomorrow. Going out with the art people. Shall update again when i have the time.


Good day, my fellow earthlings.

Fuck!

What a 'great' way to start the week. I tried pulling myself up but i keep falling down. Mid Year result was such a bitch. So far, i only passed Combined Science and Art. I wasn't even surprise that i failed Maths. Got to work real hard this time round.

I seriously have no mood to blog right now. Results are so disappointing that it sucked the life out of me. I apologize, my fellow readers. I will be back blogging when i'm sober enough.


Goodbye my fellow earthlings.

Lazy.

I'm too lazy to update.
Come back again tomorrow.
I'm sure something will be up by then.
Thank you for your cooperation.
:)

Procrastinating!

Farah Fatin is the reason why i am procrastinating.
Stop video calling me can?!

Don't believe whatever she wrote about me on her blog.
AND I'M NOT HANTU TETEK!

ART!

Sup?! In a few hours time, i'm off to meet the others to do our art. There's only 4 days left and i haven't yet to complete any of my prep work. 10 pages of A3 prep work leh! We don't have to do it fornt and back. But still, 10 you know! My brain can explode just to think of ideas!

I shall update when i get back. That is, if i'm not lazy.


I only have the brain capacity of a 2 year old, damn it!

hi

Enraged!

First day of exams was quite alright until it come to Malay listening comprehension. The English papers were quite alright. Even though my mind went to blank mode when i read the topics, i manage to finish it on time. But i am sure it is not my best essay ever! Seriously, my mind went completely blank when i got the papers. That was paper 1.

Paper 2...... I have nothing to complain about paper 2. The passage was about cutting down and burning of trees. Very interesting and easy to understand. The questions were very straight forward. But half way through the paper my eyes went to sleep mode. I could not even open my eyes. I manage to doze off and was lucky to gain consciousness after a few minutes. I don't know what i'd do if i woke up 10 minutes before the paper ends. I think i'd freak out and die of panic attack right then and there. tsk tsk tsk! And for first time, i did the summary. HEHEHE!

And then....
MALAY LISTENING COMPREHENSION!
FUCK!
The voice of the narrators was soooo boring and draggy. I swear to god i felt like stuffing pigs' shits into their mouth. And i can't fucking understand what they're trying to say. It's like they're speaking of a different dialect or something. I was so pissed off lah! And the words they use are like fucking chim which i have never heard of. And i had a hard time just trying to read it. What more of understanding it?!

So damn pissed off of motherfucking MALAY! I don't even know what i'm trying to say!
wait, it rhymes! hehehe! coincidence. I shall try and study for chemistry now.


GAH!
I WANT MY LIFE BACK, YOU FUCKING PARASITES!

Mid Terms

The mid terms papers are less than 12 hours away and i still refuse to study or revise!

FUCK!

Why?!

Still trying to figure out why Spongebob lives
in a pineapple under the sea.

Soliloquy

Hello World,
Suck the life from my voice
And breathe it back into yourselves
-From First To Last

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I, Sherry Shermyler Gates,am officially a Facebook user. So, to all of you junkies, feel free to add. Muahaha! I can't believe i actually have a Facebook. You have no idea how much i used to swear and curse Facebook. My god damn friends have brainwashed me into joining Facebook.


Nad came over my house today to study for our practical. PRACTICAL'S TOMORROW. Scary merry buah cherry! Haha. K, lame. But ended up slacking. And as i am blogging nad is lazing on my bed. Tsk tsk tsk.


I cannot stop laughing whenever i look at this picture. Look at the uncle behind! Haiyo, if body muscular, i don't mind ah. But this one... haiya.... OBSCENE! Like this also get to model for advertisement. Tsk tsk tsk.

K, i wanna sleep! PRACTICAL'S TOMORROW! Scary merry buah cherry! K, lame.




i joined facebook!
omgosh, can you believe it?!

Charlatan

Don't fucking pretend like i don't know about you.
And please, just be yourself.
Look at yourself in the mirror first, then we'll talk.
And stop denying that you are, indeed, very much like one of them.
I'm sick and tired with your "posh" attitude.
I'm not fucking desperate like you.
And i don't need nice things to impress people.
So stop acting like some million dollar bitch.
When you know your own family's falling apart.
I don't fucking need you kindness.

I am me. And this is who i am. I don't need another clone.
So go find somebody else to copy.
If i ever wanted a clone i would've gotten myself a twin.
Now fuck off and be yourself.


So posers out there, always be yourself. Cause that's what cool is.

Tissue Paper

I am not a piece of tissue paper which you can use whenever you want to.
I am not a piece of tissue paper which you keep in your bag.
I am not a piece of tissue paper which you can use only when you need me.
I am not a piece of tissue paper which you can throw me away when you don't need me anymore.
I am not your piece of tissue paper.
Now, get that straight to your head.

Ah? 2 packet?!

I always have problems with maggie. I find that one packet of maggie is not enough but in the other hand, i can't finish two packets of maggie. Usually, my stomach will get bloated when i'm 3/4 done with it. But today, while we were video calling, me and naddy decided to cook maggie and eat together-gether.

I think it's because of all the 'photo taking' i manage to finish two packets of maggie. Everytime we pose with maggie in our mouth, i had no choice but to swallow the maggie. It really does help alot.


I shall update properly tomorrow!
Good day.

Broke

Dear blogie,
For one day i've been thinking of one thing and one thing only. And i think i'm falling in love with it all over again.

Art, art, art...
I love you. :)

I'm still blogging with my phone. I am financially unstable and i think my family's falling apart. Still can't afford to buy a laptop. I do not WANT it, i NEED it! I don't even have money to buy a set of guitar strings. Damn it! My step-mother told me that my father would be buying me a laptop when he got his pay. I just hope it's not another hoax. I'm sick and tired of promises.

So kids out there, do not make any promises if you can't keep it.


Until next time, my fellow earthlings.

Ups and Downs.

Sherry Shermyler Gates is back.
And i'm in sec 5, baby!

Ok, i'm currently blogging with my phone right now. It sucks not having any internet connection at home. But it's only temporary. Just got to wait for my brother to get me that laptop. Really looking forward to that. But i got to wait for another 2 to 3 months for that.

But to think back, i think it's a good idea not having a computer right now. At this point of time, i got to really concentrate on my studies. Sec 5 oi! But sometimes, boredom really kills me.

Ok, so i'm a week behind of updating about school but whatever. I'm gonna try updating what i can when i still got excess to the net. It's a torture to blog with a cellphone, but i cannot let my blog rot. So, i apologise if words go missing or i misspelt anything.

My first week of school was alright. Although it sucks still being in school uniform and obeying the school rules but i think it's worth for just another year. Also, i'm getting more interested in some subjects like chemistry and art. I think it's because of the change of teachers. I'm really looking forward to Mr Zaki's chemistry class. And although i miss Ms Ong, but Mdm Sri wasn't that bad after all. I'm also looking forward to her class. It's scary to have Ms Tan, the discipline mistress, as an english teacher but she's also wasn't that bad also. But...

MALAY!
I HATE MALAY!
I FUCKING HATE MALAY!
Everyday i whine and complaint about how much i hate malay class. I don't even speak a single word in malay class. Well, except when the teacher ask me questions. And, I don't even speak to the people sitting beside me. Every minute felt like an hour. Every second i beg for the bell to ring. I swear it felt like hell. Seriously. I cannot stand malay class. Let me repeat myself, I CANNOT STAND MALAY CLASS! Now that i'm done with that, lets move on.

I'm sure by now you people must have already heard about the first ever tattoo show in Singapore. And i really, really, am stoked about it. Die, die, i must go. But damn it! Something came up and i couldn't go. Why must that something came up at this point of time? Shit! Chris Garver siol. One of the best known tattoo artist in present day. God, he's one hell of an artist. I really regret of not getting to go to that tattoo show.

Chris Garver!!!
Why?!
WHY!!!!!

And i'm sorry, Shanzee.
I only wish he was reading this.

e.n.d