I am happy that the O’lvls are coming to an end.
But i’ve been thinking.
I seriously got to do very well for my Malay papers.
’Cause that’s the only subject that can help me pass my O’lvls. I depended on Art so much and come to think of it, I don’t think i’m gonna get at least a B3 for art. I never got to finish my artwork during that 3 hrs.
Now I’m scared. ISH!
I tried so hard but there’s no way i’m gonna get at least a B4 for my malay. Heck, i’ve got no idea how i got a 4 for N’lvls. Now,now. That was only the N’lvls. O’lvl’s like 10 steps away. There’s no way of getting a 4.
When i look at people passing malay, you have no idea how jealous am i. Even those who got a 3 or 4 is retaking it. I don’t know about them but i’ll more than happy if i were to get a 4.
It’s just so demoralizing.
I’m scared.
I have to pass O’lvls.
If not.
I’ve just wasted a year for nothing. I will let my mother down.
I can’t let that happen.
I have to pass O.
HAVE TO.
