I just checked my email just now. Surprise that i received an email from the MOE people. I don't know why i'm having mixed feelings but i got shortlisted again. Now i have to sit for a 3 hour drawing and design test and then go through another interview on art knowledge. I'm not even sure what they mean by art knowledge.
To tell you the truth, I'm scared. I don't know why but I'm scared. I'm scared of meeting new people. I'm scared of being in a new environment. I'm so used to living under my shell that I'm fine being alone. I can survive being alone. To me, being alone is safe. I know it's not good and i have to change but... But the one thing I hate is change.
I got a lot of thinking to do. After i had that interview with MOE, i wasn't expected to get shortlisted again. I messed up. I was actually excited to be in the same course as Alon. I'm was excited that A LOT of my friends are in TP. I was excited. Now i only have mixed feelings.
I need time. But time won't wait for me. How?
