In 4 days time, my life's gonna change. I'm finally starting my tertiary education. I'm excited and scared at the same time. Excited to be in TP, scared of new people. I've always wanted TP. The first time my elder brother brought me to his school, years ago, when i wasn't even old enough to worry about getting into a poly, i knew right away this is where I wanna be. And now that I've gotten where I wanna be, I'm grateful. Thank you Allah. I think I'm on the right path. Secondly, fitting in. Well, come to think of it, I've always been the one at back of the picture for 5 years. So 3 years in poly would slip off pretty fast.
I have also decided to continue working while studying. From what i know, poly is not cheap. And apparently i need a camera for my course??? So, i need to find a way to earn money to study. Because sadly, i don't have a mommy or a daddy to get me whatever i want. My life haven't been easy. But it's ok, i wasn't born lucky. Maybe it's my fate. But I'm grateful with what i have. Maybe this is God's way for showing me the meaning of life. Honestly, having all the money in the world won't make you happy.