All i wanna talk about is Art, Music, Bands and Architecture.
But no cares to listen. :(

No, i don't like gossiping. I don't like talking about boys.
No tea, no shade. This is just who i am.

And you dare say to me that you haven't change one bit.
BULLSHIT

FarahF.

Walau, my blog have been very depressing lately. Sorry ah.
Sad things aside, can't wait to see Farah Fatin on Saturday.
Haven't seen her in a while. But every time i'm with her, i want to punch her face. Haha.
No one can 'angkat' her nonsense except me. I think.

Wah, cannot believe how close we got. I remember i hated her back in secondary 1/2.
I swear i thought she was a minah rep. Tsk tsk tsk. See, never judge a book by it's cover.
Thanks Miss Ong for making me sit beside her in class. If not, i have no idea who i am friends with now.

Now that motherfucker need my face to paint on. I hate her favors.
Always random giler babi nak mampos.

Annoying asshole. Love you.

Wah, can't believe i survived school for a whole month with only $2.55 in my bank.

And it was hard. But i'm still alive. 

My only priority in life right now is school. And i'm not gonna let money get in the way of my studies.

I've been through a lot just to get into poly, and i'm not giving up.

I cry every time i thought of quiting school because of money. Fuck that.

I'm gonna do anything just to stay in school.

It's funny how, kids, whose parents have a lot of money, refuse to go to school, while the poor ones are dying to get into one.

Anyways, this block have been very hectic. No weekends, no holidays. Even during Hari Raya Haji, i spent the whole day trying to finish up my assignments. Followed by 2 nights of no sleep. Hais, the studio have become my second home. Yeah, that's where we eat, sleep, work and play. Even some of the year twos even have sleeping bags kept under their desks.

So yeah, Drawing essentials was fun. Hoping to get a distinction. Our final assignment was an A2 drawing. Spent about 3 days just to finish that. Will post my drawing when i get it back. Architectural Design Theory was... I don't want to talk about it. It was that bad. At one point, i just wanted to give up and just concentrate on my drawing essentials. But on second thought, if i were to give up, a) i'll have to retake ADT during Year 2 and b) it will affect my GPA. Now, i'm just hoping that i get at least a C for my ADT.

Ok, i know i have been blogging a lot about grades and GPA. But sial ah, i just want to do good and get a good job and have a goo future. Who doesn't?!  'Cause for the past 18 years of my life have been hard. 

So yeah, i just want a good job so i could i send my mom to the holy land. That's all. I owe my whole life to her. Ah dang it, tears in my eyes. But yeah, i'm not doing this just for me, but for my mom as well. 

Well, back to hibernating. Block 7 starts tomorrow. D:!

This is not Home.

I want to take this time and say goodbye to my hopes of getting a 3.5 GPA for this semester.
I hate to say this but, i fucked up a lot.
And half of the time is because of home/family issues.
K bye, gonna try my best to finish all of my assignments.

Blue socks on my douche feet

Flyin' high in my superman socks!!!

The Pinnacle

I don't know why, but i feel blogging about this.
Today's post is strictly about Architecture. Leave if you're not interested.
Anyways, as you all know, right now i'm having Architectural Design Theory for one of my modules.
Which is an interesting module by the way. But the amount of work too be done ah, tsk tsk tsk. Some days i don't even sleep.

Kk, i wanna talk about the building. I don't know if you guys already know about this, but the building is actually a HDB flat.
D:!!!!! I know right?! This building is actually near to completion or completed already, i only got to know about it like a few days ago. Swee Hong was actually lecturing about the achitecture of Singapore. And when the picture of the building came up, the first thought that came to my mind was,"Wah cb! Confirm Condominium want!"
But to my surprise, she told us that it's actually a HDB flat.
And you see the 'link' between the blocks, Arc Studio(the architect) actually designed it for people to jog.
@#$%!!!!
I know you dont care but, sial ah! Compare this building with your flat!
My jaw dropped to the floor, you know!!! And it was designed by a well known architect.
So yeah, it's 50 storeys high. Why Singapore's doing this is because of obvious reason, limited land and increasing population.
I'm actually excited about what Singapore's gonna be like in years to come.
Just imagine, you'll probably won't see your normal HDB flats. Everything's gonna be tall buildings.
I know it's a bad sign(dunia khiamat D:!!!!) but, i talking in terms of architecture.
Pretty soon, architects from all over the world's gonna design our HDB flats.

And i thought, there's no future for architects in Singapore. Pfft.
You know, this module have made me fall in love with Architecture.
And maybe someday, i want to be an architect.
Maybe someday, i'll get to design your HDB flat, or be recognized internationally.
But the only way to achieve that is to go through university. That's where my problem is.
The only thing that's getting in the way of me and studying is money.
Hais....

Account Balance: $2.55
Broke. Homeless.
THANK YOU, FATHER.
Thanks a lot.

Everyday i dread of going home.
I might not be coming home tonight.
Goodbye.

Thank God For Architecture.

My life goal is to visit the Parthenon.
I wanna back pack through Italy and Rome.
You have no idea how obsessed i am with this monument.
I know you may not care about some random ancient Greek monument, but i do.
You have no idea how perfect this monument was built that it's fucking with your perspective.
Look at the picture properly.

Everyday i've grown to love architecture more and more.


Ps, i'm fucking broke right now.
Just so you know, my brother drop out of poly because he could not afford it.
I DO NOT want to be the next one.