And it was hard. But i'm still alive.
My only priority in life right now is school. And i'm not gonna let money get in the way of my studies.
I've been through a lot just to get into poly, and i'm not giving up.
I cry every time i thought of quiting school because of money. Fuck that.
I'm gonna do anything just to stay in school.
It's funny how, kids, whose parents have a lot of money, refuse to go to school, while the poor ones are dying to get into one.
Anyways, this block have been very hectic. No weekends, no holidays. Even during Hari Raya Haji, i spent the whole day trying to finish up my assignments. Followed by 2 nights of no sleep. Hais, the studio have become my second home. Yeah, that's where we eat, sleep, work and play. Even some of the year twos even have sleeping bags kept under their desks.
So yeah, Drawing essentials was fun. Hoping to get a distinction. Our final assignment was an A2 drawing. Spent about 3 days just to finish that. Will post my drawing when i get it back. Architectural Design Theory was... I don't want to talk about it. It was that bad. At one point, i just wanted to give up and just concentrate on my drawing essentials. But on second thought, if i were to give up, a) i'll have to retake ADT during Year 2 and b) it will affect my GPA. Now, i'm just hoping that i get at least a C for my ADT.
Ok, i know i have been blogging a lot about grades and GPA. But sial ah, i just want to do good and get a good job and have a goo future. Who doesn't?! 'Cause for the past 18 years of my life have been hard.
So yeah, i just want a good job so i could i send my mom to the holy land. That's all. I owe my whole life to her. Ah dang it, tears in my eyes. But yeah, i'm not doing this just for me, but for my mom as well.
Well, back to hibernating. Block 7 starts tomorrow. D:!
