Wah, They're singing the song for me!
Got my name!
Hah, i am such an asshole.
I get over excited over small things.
Anyways, Sameer, you handsome ah!

P1 is getting more intense as the day goes by.
Color and Light is ending soon. Thank god.
Half happy, half sad.
I miss FarahF so much.
I won't be able to see her until March comes.
Gonna work hard for P1 once Color&Light ends.

P.S, FarahF lets have lunch at Seoul Garden when we see each other (if i  have money ah).

Still not getting sick of this song.
Glad i found you. :)

Thank god it's Friday.
I hate school. I hate color and light. I hate P1.
Sometimes i really feel like giving up. Sometimes i'm tired of learning.
Sometimes, I just want to sit and paint my whole life.

Color and light is not getting any better.
P1 is fucking confusing. At this point of time, i don't know what to expect.
I hate the feeling of having to drag myself for school every fucking day.
I used to look forward for school. But not anymore.
Maybe it's just a phase. Maybe eventually things will get better.
But having the sharing session with the year 2's just now, doesn't make anything any better.
I'm freaking out more than ever.

Ah yes, school have official begun.
P1 starts tomorrow.
My elective, color and light, is pure physics knowledge.
Apparently i have to write a report stated in my subject brief for color and light.
I cannot remember the last time i wrote a report.
My English language have been deteriorating.
Elective: Year 1,2,3 are combined.
Only made 1 friend today. It's ok, i have Lee
Awkward ambiance.
Thank god, color and light, no group work.
But 7 freaking models to be done + Journal.

Seriously not looking forward for P1
P1 = Project 1 = MAJOR project = 2 freaking months/block.
No fucking around. No time to fuck around.
Weekends does not exist.
Need to be more organised.
Make a weekly schedule! *A MUST
Try to follow schedule. If not, fall behind.
Try not to spend that much money on food even if i have to stay in school till 11 or 12 pm.
Bank account is still bankrupt.
Need money to buy materials.
A lot of spending on materials for these 2 months.

REMEMBER: 3.5 GPA.
Need to tattoo this down in my head.

NY

Oh hai. I am here to rant again. It seems like all i do here is rant and complain. Oh wellzxz. My blog, my say.
Today's issue is the New Year. Well, i am sick and tired of people hoping that the new year would be better than the last. Every fucking year, i've had people saying, blogging or facebook-ing about it.

And when the time comes to celebrate the coming of the new year, i have people saying, "this year sucked! i hope the new year will be better!" or somewhere along the line. The problem with these people is because all they do is sit around and wait for a miracle to fall in front of their eyes. You can't just HOPE and expect everything to fall into place. Yes, i've seen people like these. All they do is whine and complain and expect everything to be perfect without putting any effort into it.

It's like asking for money from god and expecting it to fall right from the sky and into your hands in that instant. Wah, like that, everyday i will ask favor from god, or pray whenever i need something from Him. Which is bullshit. God can only show us the path to our needs, we, on the other hand, have to make the initiative and effort to reach for our goals. Same goes with our new year resolutions, no point listing down the things to achieve in the new year when all you do is sit around and wait - figuratively speaking.

Just cause it's already 1-1-11, it doesn't change a thing. People still treat you the same way they did on 31-12-10. The same people who have been stabbing you in the back is still stabbing you. I still feel the same as i did a few minutes ago. Today, everybody's wishing you a happy new year. By tomorrow, they're back to their same old routine. Am i right or am i right?!

New Year or not, it's YOU who make the change not the YEAR.