Saturday, May 07, 2011

On The Right Track

School's been fine. Nothing much to talk about really.
I'm starting to really get a hang of Italian.
I cannot keep my eyes off my Italian teacher.
But i can't help but to stare at him and go gaga.
So most of the time i keep my head down and my eyes on my book.
When i have to answer his questions, god, it's one of the most difficult multi-tasking thing to do;
To look at his face, and to think of an answer in Italian.
His smile... Oh my gosh!
Not cool. Not cool.
But learning Italian is fun.
Sad it's only for 4 weeks.

So i got news from Malcom today and apparently i got selected for some URA, urban design thingy.
Don't know how to react to it tho. Gonna give it a shot and try to gain some experience.
All of these for my future, i guess.
Seriously, i don't know where i am standing right now.
I never consider myself as one of the best students.
I still feel intimidated being around some of my course mates.
But for all i know, i'm giving a hundred percent of my efforts into everything that i do.

Sometimes, it got me thinking that i seriously can't see myself doing anything else but design.
And i know how difficult it is to be in the Design industry but that's what being in poly is all about; to prepare yourself for the real world.
And one thing i have to work on is to stop being afraid, grow and see things in different perspectives.
'Cause you'll never learn anything if you're always at your comfort zone and enclosing yourself to the same bunch of people all the time.
So for year 2, gonna try my best improving my grades and gain as much experience as possible.

This is my brain that's blogging by the way.