Ok, i've made a plan.
I would only start backpacking and traveling, only when my mother is gone (touch wood!).
I've made a promise to myself that i would take care of her until she lay in peace.
There's no one else left here but her.
So what's the point of staying when she's gone?
I've never thought of settling down.
I've seen what my mom had went through and i don't think i'm as strong as her.
I'm afraid. Until today, i still think that all men are the same.
I want to travel. I want to see the world.
But we'll see what god have planned for me.
Whatever it is, i'm still leaving.
