Look down on me for all i care.
It's ok.
Just 'cause your life is easy right now, don't think it will stay the same forever.
Know that God is always watching and could take everything you have in a blink of an eye.
I know i haven't been blessed with an easy life.

But just you wait and see.

The sad thing about growing up is that, we become the person we said we never want to be.
And well, I've changed.
You've changed.
So, what now?

You know what?

I don't think i will ever succeed in life.

I don't think i will ever get to see my mother happy.

I will never get to be what i want to be.

Or move to Europe. 

Forget Europe, i don't even think i will be able to live a simple and easy life, ever.

All my life I've been facing problems after problems.

Family, home, school.

And i'm tired of fighting my feelings.

For once, i just wanna be happy.

I'm not asking for much.

Just a simple life.

O_O
I'm wanna learn to play this song no matter how long it will take me.
Don't matter if it's gonna take me months, years or until the day i die.
I must learn this song.

Dear mom,
I WILL make you proud.
No man or person will bring me down.

Yes i know i look fucking retarded and i look like i don't have a neck but....
I am fucking proud that my work got exhibited!
Aside from that, i stalked an Italian and French architect during the exhibition.
Hais... So fun!