Saturday, January 01, 2011

NY

Oh hai. I am here to rant again. It seems like all i do here is rant and complain. Oh wellzxz. My blog, my say.
Today's issue is the New Year. Well, i am sick and tired of people hoping that the new year would be better than the last. Every fucking year, i've had people saying, blogging or facebook-ing about it.

And when the time comes to celebrate the coming of the new year, i have people saying, "this year sucked! i hope the new year will be better!" or somewhere along the line. The problem with these people is because all they do is sit around and wait for a miracle to fall in front of their eyes. You can't just HOPE and expect everything to fall into place. Yes, i've seen people like these. All they do is whine and complain and expect everything to be perfect without putting any effort into it.

It's like asking for money from god and expecting it to fall right from the sky and into your hands in that instant. Wah, like that, everyday i will ask favor from god, or pray whenever i need something from Him. Which is bullshit. God can only show us the path to our needs, we, on the other hand, have to make the initiative and effort to reach for our goals. Same goes with our new year resolutions, no point listing down the things to achieve in the new year when all you do is sit around and wait - figuratively speaking.

Just cause it's already 1-1-11, it doesn't change a thing. People still treat you the same way they did on 31-12-10. The same people who have been stabbing you in the back is still stabbing you. I still feel the same as i did a few minutes ago. Today, everybody's wishing you a happy new year. By tomorrow, they're back to their same old routine. Am i right or am i right?!

New Year or not, it's YOU who make the change not the YEAR.

Thursday, December 30, 2010

OMG. I'VE JUST READ MY ARCHIVES AND... I... CAN'T... EVEN...














BYE. 

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

foREVer

Nothing lasts forever, for all good things it's true
I'd rather trade it all while somehow saving you

A year have gone by, yet it feels as if it was only yesterday that you left this world.
As a fan, thank you. Thank you for all the music you have gave us. Thank you for sharing with the world your talent. I thank you for making a huge impact in my life. Have i not known you, i wouldn't be the person i am today. You gave me strength through the songs you've wrote. Thank you.

Forever gone but never forgotten.
Your legacy still lives on.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Redemption



If i ever get a piano/keyboard, the first song i'm gonna learn and play is Muse's, Exogenesis Symphony Part 3 (Redemption), until i cry my eyes out! The song is so beautiful in so many different ways.

My one goal in life is to learn to play the piano. And i will, someday soon.

Friday, December 24, 2010


HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, FARAH FATIN!!!
Love you!

Yay! Finally gave Farah her birthday gift.
I was dying trying to keep this as a secret from her.
Anyways, took 2 hours to paint this and tried a new technique and style.
I love this.