So i told my mom the other day that i don't want to live and work in Singapore.
And do you know what she said?

"Can, only if we move to India."

Really? Of all places, she wants to live in India?!
But she was really skeptical about the whole idea of living aboard.
I don't know, when i was younger, i'd always dream of living abroad.
But now, i'm seriously considering it.
I'm 19, i'm allowed to make my own decisions right?

But...

Ciao. Come stai?
Io sono a scuola.
Sono le dieci di sera.
Mi piace molto Italiana.
Io voglio abitare in Italia.
Mi annoio!
Ciao!

"Theres no i in team 
no me in us 
no you in we"

 - Hellogoodbye

JailBird says:
*you are not appreciating your capability..
*whats important is, you should be grateful that with your hardwork, you deserve to stand where you are standing now..

I don't know about you but i think this asshole have become more wiser.

I'm afraid that if i get too over confident with myself, i will lose myself.
Afraid that i'd become a big headed, arrogant bitch.
That is why i'm always standing low.
But i'm tired of being too humble, people don't appreciate me.
Motherfuckers.
But it's okay, gonna keep on doing what i do best and fuck what people think of me.
I don't need your fucking opinion.

Excuse my French.
FarahFatin, you know what to do if i ever become a big headed, arrogant bitch.

It's amazing how yesterday i was at my highest high and today, i'm at my lowest low.
And it's all because of the people around me.
You made me broke down. Literally made me cry like i haven't in a million years.
All because of who i am.
I know i'm not perfect, i'm not pretty, i don't smile all the time, i'm fat, i'm worthless.
I know that. Can you people just let me be?
I was happy with who i am.
But now, i'm fighting myself.



"Never judge a book by it's cover"
"What matter most is the inside not the outside"
These are merely words people use carelessly.
I guess human beings are best at judging people.