Thursday, August 30, 2007

Now i realise that i'm next.

"Until you see, how could you believe?
Until you've lived a thousand times
Until you've seen the other side
This is my chance"
- Savior - 30 Seconds To Mars

:)

Oral went well. I thought having Miss Tan as our examiner is going to be a killer. But it was ok lah. I wasn't that nervous at all when we were sitting in the classroom waiting for our turn. I was cool. We were laughing. And i was singing. When Sheila went out of the class, i realise that soon i'm gonna be out there. I was quiet eventhough i tired to laugh to Nadia's jokes. I was cold. The fever i had earlier suddenly went up. And my eyes were fucking killing me - for not wearing my specs the whole day. I kept quiet. Then it was Sheila's turn. I got up. Picked up my bag. I walked slowly. I fold my arms. I whispered,"Help me, Syn." - confirm Asy'ari nampak. Haha. I opened the door. I took the seat. I practiced the reading and the picture part. Turned to my left, Farah wished me good luck. Sheila's turned was over. I stood up. I said "Good Afternoon to you." to Miss Tan. She offered me the seat. I sat and whispered my prayers, "Bismillah". I did the reading part well. She said i had a very clear voice. But the conversation part, i did badly. My god, i was choking! I don't wanna talk about the picture. But overall, it was ok.

Right now, i'm sick. And tomorrow's Teacher's day. And it's a shame that i wouldn't be attending school tomorrow. :(


Happy Stalking!
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