Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Anguished.

FUCK!
Every single time when i look at myself in the mirror, i feel like stabbing a knife through my throat.
I feel like i don't deserve to be alive any more.
I feel like slashing every appendage on my body.
I fucking feel like shoving my hand in my mouth and pull out every single organ in my body.
I hate seeing my mother like this.
I fucking wish i could make things right again.
And i know that ought to be my death.
Fuck this life!