Video Games.

Ok, I have to blog about this!
I don't know why but that video made me excited and made my day.
Maybe because of all the nostalgic memories rushing in.
I got goosebumps when they did the whole Mortal Kombat thingy. I FREAKING LOVE MORTAL KOMBAT.
And i don't know why i got frantically excited when they did Pokemon. I laughed so hard.
And the part on Super Mario was awesome. I laughed hysterically when they did the whole flag thingy in the end.

Mortal Kombat, Pokemon, Zelda, Super Mario.
I love all of these games. That's what i played when i was little.
When i was little, i grew up around a lot of boys. Yeah, i did.
So i practically played a lot of video games. Sonic, Ninja Turtles, Mario, Street Fighter, etc.
I remembered we had to use cartridge instead cds.
And i  hate it whenever the game got stuck and we had to blow in between the cartridge.
And it'll always work.

Nintendo 8

Sega


Yeah, my brothers and I used to own these consoles. But then PlayStation came out and people went nuts. PS2 lah, PSP lah, PS3 lah, Xbox lah, Xbox 360 lah, Xbox 360 Elite lah or whatever Xbox they have nowadays. Tsk tsk tsk! No wonder kids these day are spolit. TEE HEE!
We even had this.

GAMEBOY!

It started off with just GAMEBOY and if i'm not wrong, GAMEBOY Light was next released.
And then out came GAMEBOY Color. Haha. Nostalgia!
Then GAMEBOY Advance then GAMEBOY SP.  Whoa, i can't believe i still remember.
After that Nintendo started releasing the whole Nintendo DS, DSi, Wii, etc.
Whoa, wait! WHY DO I KNOW ALL THESE?!
Anyways, believe it or not, i've played/owned all of them, except for DSi and Wii 'cause they cost a bomb!
So kids, dont pray pray! I might know a little more about video games then you do.
It's funny how technology have taken over the world. It's ridiculous.
I love how simple the past was.And i want that back!
KAMEHAMEHA! ..l..

I'm so emo.

Nobody's talking to me and I don't know why.

I'm feeling lonely as hell. I feel left out. Invisible.

I'm feeling at my lowest for no reason.

To that secret someone,

I hate you.

I hate the fact that you left without saying goodbye.

I hate you because you make me feel special.

I hate you because you make me feel loved.

I hate you because you make me feel like a girl.

I hate you because you make me smile.

I hate you because you make me feel like there's still hope.

I hate you because you make me believe that love exist.

I hate you because you made it easy for me to pour my sorrows at you.

I hate you because you never forget.

I hate you because you make me post like a suicidal emo kid.

I hate you because now you're gone.

I fucking hate you because you are the one.

Haha.

You still think you know me well? Think again.

Sure, I swear and curse a lot and I have the 'i don't care' attitude.

But there's another side I've never shown you.

I may be smiling but inside, I'm in despair.

I'm hiding way more things then you'll ever know and it's killing me inside.

And I'm not letting it out even if it kills me.

God bless you.

Career

You know, up till today i haven't figure out what i wanna do in life.I don't have a real profession that i really want to dream and chase about. I have a few in mind but those aren't the ones that i REALLY want to pursue. I don't want to work for the government. I don't want to be told what to do. I want to be my own boss.
Does that seem too far-fetched?

A teacher, an architect, an interior designer, a tattoo artist.

When I was a kid, I wanted to be teacher.
Why? Because every parent want their children to be teachers or doctors or lawyers. Or maybe I watched too much tv.
But I really wanted to be a teacher. I used to pretend I was teaching a class of 40 when actually i'm only talking to myself. Of course I was confident about teaching, little did I know, in real life you have to stand in front of a class and teach real people. You're no longer taking to yourself. I am a social outcast. And I am not proud of it. I hardly talk to new people. What makes you think I'd make a good teacher? Another reason as to why I wanted to be a teacher is because of money. Yes, money have been the predominant issue I have my whole life. Well, at least the whole of my 18 years of existence. So I thought by becoming a teacher, I'd be rich someday. But I don't want to be a teacher my whole life.

How I came about of becoming an architect and an interior designer? Ok, this may sound pretty lame and stupid. Don't laugh!
The reason why I wanted to be an architect or an interior designer is because of The Sims. Yes, as in the game. Whenever I play the game, I love building and designing houses. I suck at keeping my Sims alive. So my Sims pretty much moves in and out of houses for their whole lifetime. So yeah, that's how it came about. But life's no game, kid.

Becoming a tattoo artist is a whole other story. Ever since I got into secondary 4, I became more serious about becoming an artist. And at that point of time, I was really interested in body art, which is tattooing. I watch a lot of tattooing shows and I have so much respect for all the tattooist out there. It takes a lot to become a tattooist. Because you're imprinting an artwork on a person's body, permanently. There's not a room for one tiny mistake. Some people may think tattooing is about modifying and coloring your body permanently. But to me, it's a form of art. It's a form of medium you could use to express your feelings and emotions; to showcase your talent. And it takes a lot of talent to really become a tattooist.
As much as I want to be a tattoo artist, I'll never do anything that's against my religion. But still, I have so much respect for tattooist.

Ok, I know I don't seem like the religious kind of person. But know this, I will never ever, insyallah, go against my religion. For example, tattooing, drinking, etc. No matter how much I change, I will never forget who I am or what my religion is. Even though I have issues with the Malay community, I will never forget where I come from. Insyallah.
Whoa, sidetracked.

So my point is, I don't have any passion for all of these job profession. What I'm passionate about? Hmm...

Facebook Addict.

La Von Von made me laugh so hard.
Check him out on Youtube.

fml

Today, i tried reading a book.
But then, i got distracted by my phone.
-.-

Tron Legacy

I don't know about the movie. But the quality is RIDICULOUS!
 Every movie should look like this. Every movie should be in HD. Yes i am picky.
To me, a movie is not about watching it and then complain about how bad the movie was or how good the movie was. Or drooling over how hot the actors may be.
I look for a lot of things in a movie.
How good the actors and actress are. No point if the actors/actress look good but can't really act. *coughs* Megan Fox *coughs*
The visual effects/CGI. EVERY movie should have killer effects.
The storyline/plot. Need i say more?

..l..

I HATE FAKE MUSIC!
I HATE T-PAIN!
I HATE ARTIST WHO USES AUTO-TUNES!
I HATE EVERYTHING THAT IS FAKE!
I HATE RIHANNA! I HATE MADONNA! I HATE FUCKING T-PAIN!

Why do all these people get signed to labels
When people with real talents remain unsigned?!
Madonna can't sing. She basically talk through her songs.
T-Pain is... T-Pain. Enough said.



When everything else fails, move on my friend.

The Arrivals.

I think it's about time i blog about this.
I know, i know, i have been talking a lot about Illuminati lately.
But i can't help. I freaking need to spread the word. This is no child's play.

So i was on msn and i saw one of my childhood friend's personal message about The Arrivals.
So you know me, die die must talk about it. Me and him go way back. We were pretty close during our kindergarten years. Then we got into the same primary school. Wasn't as close as before but we hang out once in a while. By the time we got into secondary school, we went separate ways. Didn't talk to each other anymore. And only today, i got to know that he got into TP and he watches The Arrivals. Whoa, sidetracked.

So the main thing i want to talk about is The Arrivals. I heard about it from my brother a few months go. On the night i went to watch Avatar. At first i thought it was The Awakening - i wasn't paying much attention on that night. I tried to search for it but to no avail. Months later, i found out that it's actually The Arrivals from Farah Fatin - but she never got into watching it -.- So i watched the whole series in 2 days and it changed my perceptive of the world we're living in. Since then, i started to spread the word. No, not because i'm obsessed about the whole Illuminati thingy, but to wake people up.

Some of the people accept this information with an open mind while some find it hard to believe. Now it's your choice to believe it or not.


Your call.

MORE! MORE! MORE!

Ah man, can't believe it's already Thursday. It felt as if it was only Sunday yesterday.
Speaking of which, Sunday was freaking AWESOME. In case you haven't heard, yes i went for Paramore.
It's funny how some people only knew about it on the day itself when I bought the tickets months ago.

So anyway, I had a lot of fun. I didn't take much pictures because I was busy jumping around and singing and screaming my heart out. By the end of the show, I was drenched in my own sweat. LITERALLY. My hair looked as if I just got out of the shower. You must be thinking, "Really meh?! Indoor stadium sia! Got air conditioner ley!". You are so wrong, my friend. But this is what I like about gigs. The sweats, the goosebumps, the thumping feeling your heart gets when the drummer start beating the drums. It's one of those places you get to lose yourself and nobody cares. No matter how ridiculous you look, people seriously don't care. You somehow feel like you're connected to everybody. Because everybody's gonna be shouting and sweating and jumping and head banging - depending on what genre the band is. If Click Five you head bang, cannot accept sia! ..l.. - and etc. Anyway, you'll get what i mean.

Hoping to see more bands this year.

People = Shit

Thank you Farah, Nadia, Pudding and Steph for the little birthday surprise. I know it’s nothing much but i really do appreciate it. It’s the thought that counts. I don’t need a huge birthday cake or an epic birthday party. It’s the little things that matter.
Ok, I'm going to be blogging more serious today.
You can leave if you hate it. I don’t care.

I don’t get people. This is one of the major reasons why I'm anti-social. It really annoys me that they only think about themselves. They only think of their image, their reputation, their everything.
Hollywood, fame, beauty pageants, money, cars, clothes, cigarettes.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE?!
Who the fuck cares about how you look
Who the fuck cares how much money you got.
Who the fuck cares if you’re wearing designer clothes or shoes or bags!
WHO THE FUCK?!
There's so much more to life than all those bullshit.
What about that homeless kid on the street?
What about all the seniors in the old folks home?
Is that how you repay your own parents?!

Yes, I am an angry kid. Maybe because of all the shit I've been through.
Parents divorcing. Being homeless. Twice. A father who doesn’t even care if you’re dead or alive. A brother who’s always MIA. And the other who only thinks about himself. A mother sacrificing everything for her own children.

There’s so much things I want to rant about. Ah, who am I kidding? I’m only 18. Sometimes I really wish people would hear me out.

No!

Hello, douche bags.


No, I not gonna talk about my birthday. There's nothing to talk about. Literally nothing.
No, turning 18 doesn't feel much of a difference when you're 17 or 16.
No, I'M NOT GETTING INTO A CLUB!
No, I'm not gonna start smoking.
No, I'm not gonna start drinking.
No, because i'm AWESOME.