Nobody's talking to me and I don't know why.
I'm feeling lonely as hell. I feel left out. Invisible.
I'm feeling at my lowest for no reason.
To that secret someone,
I hate you.
I hate the fact that you left without saying goodbye.
I hate you because you make me feel special.
I hate you because you make me feel loved.
I hate you because you make me feel like a girl.
I hate you because you make me smile.
I hate you because you make me feel like there's still hope.
I hate you because you make me believe that love exist.
I hate you because you made it easy for me to pour my sorrows at you.
I hate you because you never forget.
I hate you because you make me post like a suicidal emo kid.
I hate you because now you're gone.
I fucking hate you because you are the one.
Haha.
You still think you know me well? Think again.
Sure, I swear and curse a lot and I have the 'i don't care' attitude.
But there's another side I've never shown you.
I may be smiling but inside, I'm in despair.
I'm hiding way more things then you'll ever know and it's killing me inside.
And I'm not letting it out even if it kills me.
God bless you.
