Hi. I don't know if i should be happy with my results or not.
I'm just glad i passed. All the sleepless night. All the money spent. I'm just glad all my money and time didn't go to waste. But i'm worried about the upcoming semester.
The upcoming semester will be hell. 6 modules to be taken in a period of 5 blocks. And one of the module is our Project 1 which will take about 2 months/block. So that means, the remaining 5 modules will be cramped within 3 blocks. Hais... More sleepless nights and more holes in my pocket.
And i have an issue with people saying, "Pfft, Design school easy to score lah! No exam sial!" or somewhere along the lines. Let me get this straight, not having to take any exmas or test, doesn't mean we can get an easy A. Every fucking day we are graded based on our work. Every fucking interim we are graded. You produce shitty work, you get shitty grades. No matter how good you think your work is, there's always that motherfucking moderation process that will determine whether you pass or fail. Every fucking presentation, your work gets criticized and you have no choice but to stand by your work/ideas. And occasionally, your work ended up being ripped apart by your lecturer, the day before your submission, and you have to start all over again. And every fucking time you want to present your idea, no matter what, your idea have to have an impact. If not, well, your ideas go down the drain. And no matter how nice or perfect you construct your model, you can still fail if there's no purpose to your design. Almost everyday you have to stay in school till 11, some days till 12, just to get your work done. Do you have any idea how much pressure we have to go through prior to our submission day?! DO YOU?!
So what say you now? Still, want to argue with me about design school?! Yes, i am defending design school because you have no idea what we have to go through. So stop making assumptions if you have no firsthand experience. And come on, it's only the first semester.
Will you like it if i were to compare design school with the other schools? Will you like it if i were to say, "Haiya, exams and test easy to score, lah! When the day come, i can just memorize my notes. Now i can slack." No, you don't like it, right?! So?! Use your fucking brains and stop bullshitting, can?!
Hais... Why ah, these kind of people exist?!
GROW THE FUCK UP
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