Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Video Games.



Ok, I have to blog about this!
I don't know why but that video made me excited and made my day.
Maybe because of all the nostalgic memories rushing in.
I got goosebumps when they did the whole Mortal Kombat thingy. I FREAKING LOVE MORTAL KOMBAT.
And i don't know why i got frantically excited when they did Pokemon. I laughed so hard.
And the part on Super Mario was awesome. I laughed hysterically when they did the whole flag thingy in the end.

Mortal Kombat, Pokemon, Zelda, Super Mario.
I love all of these games. That's what i played when i was little.
When i was little, i grew up around a lot of boys. Yeah, i did.
So i practically played a lot of video games. Sonic, Ninja Turtles, Mario, Street Fighter, etc.
I remembered we had to use cartridge instead cds.
And i  hate it whenever the game got stuck and we had to blow in between the cartridge.
And it'll always work.

Nintendo 8

Sega


Yeah, my brothers and I used to own these consoles. But then PlayStation came out and people went nuts. PS2 lah, PSP lah, PS3 lah, Xbox lah, Xbox 360 lah, Xbox 360 Elite lah or whatever Xbox they have nowadays. Tsk tsk tsk! No wonder kids these day are spolit. TEE HEE!
We even had this.

GAMEBOY!

It started off with just GAMEBOY and if i'm not wrong, GAMEBOY Light was next released.
And then out came GAMEBOY Color. Haha. Nostalgia!
Then GAMEBOY Advance then GAMEBOY SP.  Whoa, i can't believe i still remember.
After that Nintendo started releasing the whole Nintendo DS, DSi, Wii, etc.
Whoa, wait! WHY DO I KNOW ALL THESE?!
Anyways, believe it or not, i've played/owned all of them, except for DSi and Wii 'cause they cost a bomb!
So kids, dont pray pray! I might know a little more about video games then you do.
It's funny how technology have taken over the world. It's ridiculous.
I love how simple the past was.And i want that back!
KAMEHAMEHA! ..l..

Monday, March 29, 2010

I'm so emo.

Nobody's talking to me and I don't know why.
I'm feeling lonely as hell. I feel left out. Invisible.
I'm feeling at my lowest for no reason.

To that secret someone,
I hate you.
I hate the fact that you left without saying goodbye.
I hate you because you make me feel special.
I hate you because you make me feel loved.
I hate you because you make me feel like a girl.
I hate you because you make me smile.
I hate you because you make me feel like there's still hope.
I hate you because you make me believe that love exist.
I hate you because you made it easy for me to pour my sorrows at you.
I hate you because you never forget.
I hate you because you make me post like a suicidal emo kid.
I hate you because now you're gone.
I fucking hate you because you are the one.

Haha.
You still think you know me well? Think again.
Sure, I swear and curse a lot and I have the 'i don't care' attitude.
But there's another side I've never shown you.
I may be smiling but inside, I'm in despair.
I'm hiding way more things then you'll ever know and it's killing me inside.
And I'm not letting it out even if it kills me.


God bless you.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Career

You know, up till today i haven't figure out what i wanna do in life.I don't have a real profession that i really want to dream and chase about. I have a few in mind but those aren't the ones that i REALLY want to pursue. I don't want to work for the government. I don't want to be told what to do. I want to be my own boss.
Does that seem too far-fetched?

A teacher, an architect, an interior designer, a tattoo artist.

When I was a kid, I wanted to be teacher.
Why? Because every parent want their children to be teachers or doctors or lawyers. Or maybe I watched too much tv.
But I really wanted to be a teacher. I used to pretend I was teaching a class of 40 when actually i'm only talking to myself. Of course I was confident about teaching, little did I know, in real life you have to stand in front of a class and teach real people. You're no longer taking to yourself. I am a social outcast. And I am not proud of it. I hardly talk to new people. What makes you think I'd make a good teacher? Another reason as to why I wanted to be a teacher is because of money. Yes, money have been the predominant issue I have my whole life. Well, at least the whole of my 18 years of existence. So I thought by becoming a teacher, I'd be rich someday. But I don't want to be a teacher my whole life.

How I came about of becoming an architect and an interior designer? Ok, this may sound pretty lame and stupid. Don't laugh!
The reason why I wanted to be an architect or an interior designer is because of The Sims. Yes, as in the game. Whenever I play the game, I love building and designing houses. I suck at keeping my Sims alive. So my Sims pretty much moves in and out of houses for their whole lifetime. So yeah, that's how it came about. But life's no game, kid.

Becoming a tattoo artist is a whole other story. Ever since I got into secondary 4, I became more serious about becoming an artist. And at that point of time, I was really interested in body art, which is tattooing. I watch a lot of tattooing shows and I have so much respect for all the tattooist out there. It takes a lot to become a tattooist. Because you're imprinting an artwork on a person's body, permanently. There's not a room for one tiny mistake. Some people may think tattooing is about modifying and coloring your body permanently. But to me, it's a form of art. It's a form of medium you could use to express your feelings and emotions; to showcase your talent. And it takes a lot of talent to really become a tattooist.
As much as I want to be a tattoo artist, I'll never do anything that's against my religion. But still, I have so much respect for tattooist.

Ok, I know I don't seem like the religious kind of person. But know this, I will never ever, insyallah, go against my religion. For example, tattooing, drinking, etc. No matter how much I change, I will never forget who I am or what my religion is. Even though I have issues with the Malay community, I will never forget where I come from. Insyallah.
Whoa, sidetracked.

So my point is, I don't have any passion for all of these job profession. What I'm passionate about? Hmm...

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Facebook Addict.


La Von Von made me laugh so hard.
Check him out on Youtube.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

fml

Today, i tried reading a book.
But then, i got distracted by my phone.
-.-