Fuck Hackers

"How do you sleep at night Father?
With what you've done to me.
How do you make it through the day?
No way you're telling me."
- Fiction - From First To Last

Howdy! I now realise that someone else have been loging in my blogger account. And i am fucking piss. Fucking dumb shit! And i am gonna find who that person is even if it takes me forever. And i don't fucking care if it's a he or a she or an uncle or an aunty. I am going to curse the shit of them. Just see.

Anyway, i'm sorry about the lack of updates. And i am so tardy for everything. I haven't even done my homework and my art prep work. And i only brought new school shoes. Mom wanted to buy me a new school bag but i planned to reuse what i have now.

Moving on...
Awesome day, today. Went to Bugis with my mom, cousin and aunty and it was freaking awesome. Of course it's fucking awesome when my mom treated me 2 Avenged Sevenfold tees and a Bullet For My Valentine tee. I wanted the Kiss tee with Gene Simmons's face on it but she wouldn't let me buy it. She said it's horrible and he looked like some kind of a Satan. Blah.... And she also brought me those girlish clothes and jewellery which i can never imagine myself wearing it. But it turn out okay.

And i hate my feet. God it's freaking longgggg. Can you imagine a girl's foot size 11? My relatives told me i got that from my father's side. Gah!


Gene Simmons. :)
I find his tongue damn cool. :)


Happy Stalking!
.e.n.d.

Another bodoh conversation

Sherry says:
aku putok kau nyer laki ok!

farah fatin! says:
PUTOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Sherry says:
biler?!

farah fatin! says:
Sherry says:
aku putok kau nyer laki ok!

Sherry says:
Aku tak putok

Sherry says:
telupe satu word!

farah fatin! says:
PUTOK APE BENDE SIAL

Sherry says:
kutok!

farah fatin! says:
OMG BUAT MALU AH KAU

farah fatin! says:
another bodoh conversation

Sherry says:
hahahaha

Sherry says:
lek ar,

Sherry says:
malay aku kau tengok lah.

farah fatin! says:
nanti aku nak post pat blog ahahahha

farah fatin! says:
putok

Sherry says:
SIAL!

tsk tsk tsk

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.b.o.d.o.h.

FYMPS

Popular rapper wants more than just being a name within the Hiphop scene. Freaky Z releases his first full length album weirdly titled 'Fymps' and asks his listeners to make up whatever they want with the letters F,Y,M,P,S. One idea is "Funny Young Musician Promoting Singapore" while others can simply get vulgar! Fazli Nasser, his real name, can't help it, coming from a family background that's far from typical.

Funny man, Freaky Z, channels his frustration of being expelled from school, jumping from job to job, even being diagnosed with cancer to humourous jingles; a whopping 21 tracks in his album released on the 23rd December 2007 at the PlayDen, Arts House.

The album release party will feature his friends such as Peepshow, Xstatix, Rauzan, Public Eyez, Psykes, Sleeq and more, in skits unseen before at other Hiphop events, and of course, his tumour-to-humour antics, energetic nonsensical stand-up comedy-like stance.

Date: 23rd December 2007, Sunday

Time: 3pm sharp

Venue: Playden, The Arts House

Admission: $10 inclusive of 1 copy of FreakyZ's 'Fymps'


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People come and go.

Howdy! I got a big shock today. My late grandma's sister-in-law just died this afternoon. She's my mom's aunt. So she's kinda like a grandma to me. I was expecting her husband to die first. Not that i am cruel. But his condition was pretty bad than hers. He has this very bad memory lost. I mean, he can't even remember my name. Well, not just my name. But all i'm saying here is that, i didn't expect her to pass on first. And the coolest thing is, she died on the same day like my late grandma did, Thursday.

Well, that's how death come to us. It doesn't matter how old or young or healthy we are, death can come to us any time. Take Casey Calvet the guitarist from Hawthorne Heights for instance. He died at the age of 26 and no one haven't really knows of what he died of. (*sigh*) May he's soul rest in peace.

Anyway, I got another news. Huge news. And i am begging you to help out in this. Please please please vote for Avenged Sevenfold. They are in the Fuse Best of 2007 award and in the final round. They made it through the past three matches. I wanted to post about this earlier but i tend to forget about it. Not that i tend to forget about it, i just knew they would make it through.

They beaten, Velvet Revolver, Avril Lavinge and even Linkin Park. Now they are up against Korn. And the results aren't so pleasing. Please cast your votes. It will really make a difference. :) So please, vote for Avenged Sevenfold. Oh and not forgetting Evanescence. They even manage to make it through the final round. They've beaten Lilly Allen, Fall Out Boy and Good Charlotte. And they are up against 30 Seconds To Mars. And of course they are leading. So please cast your votes. Pass this around. Yes, i am the desperate. So please please please. :)

Click here to vote.

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MirrorMask

I highly recommend you to watch that movie, MirrorMask. It's a 2005 fantasy movie. I don't care if you hate or like fantasy movies. Just watch it once. You'll love it. I've watched it for a few time at HBO and i kept asking for more. Oh, and it had a gothic concept to it. Overall, GEREK.

I know i haven't been updating for the past few days. You know me, busy playing video games. Eh, you think only boys are game freaks is it? Pfft. Anyway, i've been busy playing The Sims 2(PC) and Lord of the Ring: Third Age(PS2). But i'm mostly concentrating on Lord of the Rings. I've been playing it for two days and i have only about 15% more to complete the game. Yeah, this is what i do when it comes to school holidays. Never bath, never eat, never sleep, play game the whole day. Chey... No lah. If like that, it feel as if i have no life like that. I've got a life ok, other than stalking Synyster Gates, i still have house chores to do, practising on my guitar. There's nothing much to do during these long school holiday.

I wish i could turn time back when i was 10. I would spent my holidays on my late grandma house together with my cousins. And without fail, everyday we would spent the whole afternoon playing on the playground. You know, playing catching, blind mice, ali pom(hahaha), colour catching, ice & water, block catching, etc etc. I'm not sure if you know ali pom, but trust me. It's damn fun. I know some of the games sound funny and weird especially ali pom and ice & water, but those were the games we used enjoy when we were young. And we would ask any random kid we found to join us. It was easier for me to make friends back then. But now.... blah....

Then we would spent our $1 on 'air batu' and some other stuff. I'm sure you know those "ice sticks" they used to sell for 20 cents each. Yeah, for us $1 was alot back then. But now, even $10 is not enough. I remember when i was in primary school, my mother would give only 50 cents everyday for school. Yeah, believe me. It was only enough for a plate of rice. And i would bring my waterbottle everywhere. When i was in primary 3, i only got $1. Until i was in primary 6. I then get $2 or $1.50 everyday. When i got into secondary school, it increase a little bit. My mother now gives me $3 or $4 to school which i manage to survive on.

Ok, back to the story. We would play for the whole day and come back home around 6. When we reach home, the first thing we were told to do was to bathe. If not my late grandma would nag at us. And when all of us were clean, then she allowed us to eat. Man, i miss her cooking. She was the best cook for me. Even my mother can't cook like her. But we can't change what had happen to her. Still, life have to go on.

So yeah, that was our everyday routine. Almost everyday we 'found' a new friend to play with and then say goodbye forever. Yeah, those were the days. Playing catching, sucking on those 'air batu'. Now, it's all different. How i wish i was 10 again.


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.i.don't.wanna.grow.up.

Stupid me.

Howdy! Did you know how stupid i am? I guess not. Well, there's this incident happened today that i kept cursing myself on my back home. It's when i went to return the Bursary form.

K, so you know i went to return the Bursary form. My cousin tag along too. The form says to send the form to the nearst CC. Which i thought it stands for Community Centre but turns out to be Community Club. Anyway, we took the bus and drop after 4 or 5 stops. There's this new CC build up there and i wasn't sure if it's a CC. 'Cause the CC was so deserted and every "stalls" was close. Alah, i don't know what those "cubicles" are actually called. I'm refering to those compartments not the toilets ,ok! Plus, i'm guessing the office was located deep inside and it's my mistake for not looking for it properly. What would be your thoughts if you're at a deserted CC and you can't find any office out there. I was guessing we were at the wrong place and it's not a CC.

And so, i told my cousin to search for any signs that indicate what is that building. And it writes, "Pasir Ris Community Club". You want to know my reaction or not?

Me: ALAMAK! We are at the wrong place lah!
Lisa: How you know?
Me: It's suppose to be a Community Center lah siak not Community Club.
Lisa: Then how?
Me: Then must go the one at Dr. 6.

Then we took the taxi to the CC at Dr.6 which cost like $4.20. And my cousin was too busy playing my PSP that she didn't tell me that i was wrong. And she just followed me around with her eyes glued to the PSP screen while i was the one worrying about the whole CC situation. When the taxi stopped infornt of the CC, that, that my friend, was the moment i realised that CC stands for Community Club not Community Centre.

Alteast this CC was so much better than the other one. This CC has people in it and the office was located right infornt of the entrance where stupid like me can spot it. And so blah, blah, blah. I got the form submitted and was on our way back home.

I can't believe i was that stupid to believe that CC stands for Community Centre. TSK TSK TSK!



Eh, cool or not? :)

Happy Stalking!
.e.n.d.

Through The Monsoon...

"Ich muss durch den monsun
Hinter die welt
Ans ende der zeit
Bis kein regen mehr fällt
Gegen den sturm
Am abgrund entlang
Und wenn ich nicht mehr kann, denk'ich daran
Irgendwann laufen wir zusammen
Durch den monsun..."
- Durch Den Monsun - Tokio Hotel


Howdy! You know what? I find myself quite annoying sometimes. Blah...

These few days have been quite fine for me. One of my cousin have been spending a few days here and i like it whenever she's around. 'Cause i can talk, share my problems or some other random stuff like, how obsess i am with Synyster Gates or how acttrative he is. And i think i bore her with that. She's not into this whole band thingy, 'cause she listens most to R'n'B. So there's always this awkward silence whenever i finish a line or a paragraph. But in the end i made her understand what i'm trying to say. So it's all good.

Didn't do much today. Spend the morning watching TV. And praticed some songs on the guitar. I wasn't expecting my cousin to record videos of me. But she did. And i am embarrass. Plus, i wasn't expecting my elder brother to listen to me singing. But he did. And he couldn't believe that i can sing really well, if i can say. Hehehe... And he says i'm really talented. But what's the point if my bandmates don't even care that i can sing well. Gah! I'll just keep it to myself. It doesn't matter, i guess. But it felt good when singing, you know. Blah.....


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Berani buat, Berani tanggung, bitches!

"What do I have to do?
Why can't this hurt be through?
I'm going head unto
Something I know I will fail
Why can't this kiss be true
Why won't you please let me through?
I don't understand why you always push me away"
- Kiss - Korn


Howdy! Gah... The whole "i'm gonna change the greeting part" isn't working. Pfft!
Guess what? I complete the Sims 2 game and i am damn proud ok! You think easy is it? Oh wait, i'm talking about the Sims 2 on PSP not the PC's. Ok lah, the concept is still the same. Still have to take care of our Sim. But this one got missions to complete. That's the fun part. Overall, GEREK.
So yeah, been spending my holidays completing games. Chey... baru satu game je. Now, i'm trying to get the campaigns completed for Age Of Mythology. :)


Today was awesome. We went out to watch this hindi film, Om Shanti Om. OMG, Gerek lah siak! I laughed like crazy and cried once during the movie. Tsk, don't tell me you never cry when you watch sad movies. Like that, no emotional sia. Pui!

Anyway, the movie was awesome and i enjoyed it. It's funny, sad, dramatic. But most of the scenes are damn funny. I don't know about you guys but i do enjoy watching hindi movies. :) Especially when Shahrukh Khan's in it. I've always loved his movies. There's always alittle comedy in it. Even if it's a sad or tragic movie. And there's always this "cuteness" in him. And yeah, he deserve to called the King of Bollywood or "King Khan".

Fuiyoo! Badan.... Kalah Synyster Gates aku... :)

I don't like his nose, don't know why.

Ok lah, i rate him 3 out of 5. :)

Better than nothing.

Correct?

But this! This my friend, is what I can't resist! :)I give him straight 5s. :)Sorry, can't help it.Hey! I'm a girl.What do you expect?

Happy Stalking!
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P.S: I know the title have nothing to do with this post. I just thought it'd be cool. :)

Goodbye my good friend.

I, Sherry Shermyler Gates, would like to take this time to say goodbye to the one and only, Farah Fatin Madden.
Although i don't know how long she will be gone, but i will surely miss her.


And i will never forget the crazy times we had. :)


Happy Sralking!
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I'll Get Use To It.

Hell low! Thought i'd change the greeting part. I've been saying "Howdy!" for far too long now. You know, I got to get use to going out alone. Alah, when you die also, you die alone. When you bathe also, you bathe alone. Where can you bath or die together with your best friends right? I know when you small, you always bathe with your cousin, but now big already. Where can. Right? Right...


Anyway, i went to school alone today to return this financial form. And i thought of going to Heeran. Thought of giving HMV a visit. But i decided not to. I mean, it's the city. I'm afraid if i get lost out there. I vividly remembered which direction to go to. But it's the trains that confuse me. Like, which exit to take, or which side of the train should i board. That will and shall confuse me. That's one thing i hate taking the train. But i will one day, be brave enough to step on the city, alone, and not get lost. Just wait and see. Instead i went to the music stores around Tampines and Pasir Ris.

Gah! The music stores around here aren't that good enough. They don't even have My Chemical Romance in stores. All they got is that fucking annoying High School Musical cds. And alots of them. Who would want to buy them? Bah! Now i'm waiting for I Am Ghost and Tokio Hotel new ablum to come out on 2008.



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Brand New Feelin'

"’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry..."
- A Little Piece Of Heaven - Avenged Sevenfold


Howdy! New layout is done. I admit, this is the first time i did something like this. You know, with all the scroll boxes. I did something really different this time. So be easy on me. :) Same rule applys. No ripping, No source viewing, No copying.

Monday, 29th October
As you all know, the sec 3s have this bridging programe going on. It's a program where the sec 3s have a week lessons to help us prepare for the N levels next year. No it's not during school days. It's during the holidays. That mean the sec 3s have their holidays a week later then the others. Blah... So i went to school that monday, moaning and groaning to Narissa that this is not what i'm suppose to be doing. When i entered the class, and not to my surprise, i can see on my classmate faces that they don't wanna be there too. We had Social Studies for the first period. As usual, interesting lesson but i can never pass that subject. Then Maths for two periods. Our class was damn noisy that the Mr Sim had to shout whenever he wants our attention. I pity that guy. Seriously, always get bullied by his students. So yeah, he was talking very loud that Miss Tan had to enter our classroom to shut us off. Then after a few minutes, she came back to our class again and talked to Mr Sim. I don't know why but our class was quite at that moment. Then Mr Sim annouced that we get to go early and the bridging program is cancelled due to the noise level and the O levels was going on. So yeah, we got home early and had our holidays. But we still have to come on the 2nd to collect our report cards.

Tuesday,29th October
Stayed home the whole day, because i knew the album is not gonna be out on the day itself. But my mood was pretty good that day. I don't know why. No sour faces that mom hates and i was really hyper. We were suppose to jam but it was cancelled becuase of me. Don't ask.

Friday, 2nd November
I've collected my report card and i'm not really satisfied. But, Alhamdulillah, i passed all except for Combined Humanities. And i was promoted to Secondary 4. :) I get a 2 for art and i'm not that gratified. I'm aiming for a 1. Maths too, i only got a 3. Ish... To all secondary twos out there, take art only if it's your passion or you'll regret taking it. Ok lar, i like art but sometimes i can be a lazy ass. When i reach that mood, i'm telling you, i'll start to curse and damn art. See, that's why i hate mood swings.

Saturday, 3rd November
Saturday, my first ever bike ride. Seriously, i have never ridden on a motorcycle before. Well, my mom and my younger brother went to the hospital because my uncle was admitted due to something. I couldn't go at first 'cause i have to finish baking the kuih my aunty ordered for Diwali. So, i stayed at home, baking. Then my brother came back home from work. He wanted to go to the hospital and he asked me to tag along. So we rode to the hospital on his bike. Yeah, he own a bike like months ago but i never dare to ride it with him. Scary ok. Roller coster also not scary like this. It was pretty scary at first, but eventually i got used to it. Totally something new.

Monday, 5th November
I went to school that following monday. Seriously, for art remedial. See, art also got remedial. Tsk tsk tsk. I came late with Suzi and Khalil at 8.45. Supposably it was at 8, but we came at 8.45. Blah, Farah was the latest. Didn't do much during class. We had to search for resouces for our N levels next year. Yes, we had started our prep work for the N'levels. Whoa, time flies. We had breakfast after that. Just the three of us. Did alot of talking about the band and stuff. I had the Mc Donald's hotcakes. I seriously miss having hotcakes with Farah. (Farah! "ARH! PANCAKE AKU SINKING!" Ingat? Haha.) Anyway, i didn't choke over laughing this time. But as usual, i was the last one to finish. But they are such nice people that told me to take my time. Ei, i saviour every bite i take ok, that's why i'm always the last one to finish. Who knows, i might never have any hotcakes tomorrow. Like they said, Live everyday like it's your last. :) Kan, i start to nag already. Moving on. Then went to Zi's house. Man, i like her house. Freakishly HUGE. Then blah, bla, bla went back home with Khalil.

Thursday, 8th November
Happy Diwali!

Saturday, 10th November
This year's Diwali wasn't that much of zeal. Usually, mom would bring us to one of my aunty's place during the first day of Diwali. She will have this "open house" thingy going on. Actually, she is my aunty's sister-in-law. But she and my mother have known each other since they were kids. So, I consider her as my aunt. So yeah, we were invited but didn't attend it. Mom was too tired because she have been going to the hospital for the past few days non-stop right after work. But I'm looking forward for Today. It wouldn't be right if i say tomorrow as it's already 2 in the morning. Anyway, my aunty,my real aunt, is having an open house today. Atleast get alittle money. Alah, $30 or $40 pon, money also. Correct?




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Howdy! I know i haven't been updating that much for the past few days or should i say a week. But don't worry, i am working on it. I'm still working on that new layout i was talking about. So give some time to finish it up. Just a few more touches and i'm done. And i thought that i would update everything together with the layout. So yeah, just wait for a couple more day. I promise you. I promise you, my blog will be running like it use to be. Come back soon.

aww... Look, he's smiling... A little.

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.be.patient.

Scream!

Howdy! I am fucking piss. Ei, is it wrong to call your step-mother 'Aunty'? I mean, I called her aunty. Is it wrong? Urgh! Forget it. I'm not in the fucking mood to talk about it. That will only spoil my day.

Moving on.

3 more fucking day! MY GOD I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT! I'm telling you, i'm buying that CD on that day it's self. Asy 'ari once asked why don't i just download it? Download it? Nah, tak gerek. If we own the CD, we can show off. Correct or not? Now, tell me who doesn't like to brag? Everyone does it kan. Remember the contest i posted on the previous post? Yeah, i've read more about it and turns out, it's only for those in the US. Damn! But that lowered my "jealousy meter". So, i guess it's not a bad thing, right? Alah, i just cannot wait lah.

Oh wait! Guess what? I'm in a debate AGAIN. All of them wanted me to be in it. Bagos sangat ke aku nie? Haha. :) And ironically, Farah is in the opposite team again. Just see, I'm gonna make her laugh like what happened on the previous debate.

The debate's about having problems influenced by our friends. My team is the opposition team. So yeah, kinda excited and nervous. I remembered, I went all shakey right after i did my speech on the previous debate. Eh, it takes alot of courage just to stand infornt of the class and presenting yourself. You think easy is it?

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I cannot wait like fuck!

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It's Coming.

"If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
Hello I'm the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry"
- Hello - Evanescence

That song reminded me of Farah Fatin and that incident. HAHA.


Howdy! I haven't been posting that much haven't i? I'm just plain lazy and busy working out with this new layout thingy. Yeah, new layout coming out this November. Chey... I thought of using it now. But i don't want to spoil the 10/30/07 'spirit'.

Speaking of that, there's this contest that we could crank out our own solo and upload the footage to YouTube. SYNYSTER GATES will judge whose solo is the best and the winner will receive a Synyster Gate's Signature Model guitar from Schecter Guitar Research, autographed by the full band, plus a pair of tickets to an upcoming Avenged Sevenfold show where WE will meet the band. At times like this, i wish i own an electric guitar. Man, i want to do this oh so badly! I'm still finding a way to get an electric guitar. Yes, i am that desperate. I mean, come on. It's AVENGED SEVENFOLD, bitch!

It's coming. IT'S COMING! Less than two weeks. :)

Zacky is back to black.
And Syn looked scary(macam tengkorak) and extremely HOT. :)
(and he has been wearing those shoes for years now)

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I'm Not Dead.

"Pull the knife from my back,
To leave the one inside intact
Can't wait to return the favour"
- 4 Words - Bullet For My Valentine

Howdy! My blog is back, running like before so... Yeah... :)

My god i'm relief. :) I may get too dramatic here but i can keep it "un-exaggerating". The papers are over. But the pressure are still on, big time. I admit that i didn't study that much for those papers. And i did very badly for some of the papers. But it's too late to you know "pray" to god to make us pass with flying colours. Blah. Do Once, Do It Right.

I don't want to waste time bragging about the papers because i'm sure you had enough of it from other blogs out there. Right now, I'm tired and i need ALOT of sleep. Literally. I haven't got enough sleeps for the past 2 weeks because of the exams and preparing for Hari Raya. God, i hate it when exam collide with something else. Like this time around. It collided with Hari Raya. Or like the Mid Term papers. It collided with my brother's engagement. Gah!

Finally it's Hari Raya. I'm not in the mood to celebrate this year though. To tell you the truth, i haven't brought any new Baju Raya. Blah, it doesn't matter to me. My mom did wanted to buy me one but i refused. Because i know she have been working hard for us and i just want her to, you know, spent it on herself. She has been using all her money for our needs so i though i let her have this one. I get so left out whenever my friends start talking about their new baju raya like the colour or the price. And i'd always shrug whenever they ask what is my baju raye gonna be like. I mean, come on, this is Hari Raya. It's all about asking for forgiveness right? I don't care about the new baju raya or whatsoever. Besides, my father is being an asshole again not giving us any money. And i don't really need a new one because i know i'm only gonna wear it once and then let it stay in my closet forever.

This year it is just not 'happening', you know. I'd ususally be like,"Yes ar! BESOK DAH RAYE!!!" you know, with the triple exclamation marks. But this year it's not like that. I'd usually be all excited about collecting duit raye, jalan raye with my friends, makan kuih raye. But this year, the excitement just isn't the same. I don't even know why.

Looks like i'm not gonna get that PSP or electric guitar that i'm craving for. Blah. But there's only one thing i HAVE to own. I'm pretty sure you know what it is. :)

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He makes me drool. :)

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.19.more.days.to.go.

HSM fucking sucks!

Howdy! Did you know that the song "What Time Is It?" is on top of the Channel V chart? Yes! That annoying song that kept playing on Disney Channel like almost every commercial break. And i'm sick and tired of that song. Still Khalil think it's rad. Pfft. I fucking hate the movie and Disney too. Well not Disney. I'm only mad at them for cancelling Avenged's show. Here's what Zacky Vengeance had said about it on their Myspace blog. :)

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September 25, 2007 - Tuesday

WHY THE ORLANDO SHOW WAS CANCELLED
Category: Music

Hey guys and gals its ZV here to give a little insight as to why the Orlando show was canceled.
Apparently Disney decided that A7X as well as the fans they attract don't give off the wholesome Disney vibe that Vanessa Hudgins (from high school musical) nude body does. So they canceled the show as well as many other "questionable acts". It's unfortunate because we have had many successful sold out shows there and always have a fucking blast.

As soon as we find a new venue we will add it back into our touring plans...and after the show we will all go for drinks together at downtown Disney until the Gestapo kicks us out.

See y'all soon!
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Anyway, i had a blast yesterday. Went to Heeran with Suzi, Khalil and Hasyer just because i wanted to buy the All Excess DVD. Awesome store! I've never known any other store that sells that many Metal CDs except for HMV. I mean, they even have ACDC, Black Sabbath etc. We don't even find Avenged Sevenfold's album in the other CD store. Then we decided to head back to Pasir Ris. We chilled out at the National Library. We wanted to study but ended up chit chating instead. Oh and we FINALLY found us a bassist. It's no other than Hasyer. At first, none of us know that Hasyer can play the bass. We asked him if he could play for our band and he said yes. So we got ourselves a deal. :)






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All Excess

"Shame pulses through my heart

From the things I've done to you

It's hard to face, but the fact remains

This is nothing new"

- Almost Easy - Avenged Sevenfold

Howdy! Boy, i'm oh so happy today! :) I finally own the All Excess DVD. Yes ar! I've been craving for it since July. Basically, the DVD is all about their documentary with footage dating back to 1999, four live performances, along with four music videos, and several outtakes. And i'm not taking it's plastic covers off untill the EOYs are over. :)

Now my piggy bank is all empty again. Got to save up for a psp. After that, maybe an electric guitar. Then come all those mp3 and stuff. :) Tsk tsk tsk.

The EOYs are days away and i've only revised some Maths, Social Studies, History and Physics. I haven't even touched Chemistry. We have to revise like 11 to 14 chapters for Chemistry. And in the end only 1/4 of what i've studyed is coming out for the paper. RIDICULOUS!

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Almost Easy

"I feel insane every single time I'm asked to compromise
‘Cause I'm afraid and stuck in my ways and that’s the way it stays
So how long did I expect love to outweigh ignorance?
By that look on your face I may have forced the scale to tip"
- Almost Easy - Avenged Sevenfold

I, Sherry Shermyler Gates, hereby announce that i am going to close down my blog for the time being. I was hoping you were gasping. Hehe. I am going to be back updating only when the exams are over.

So please don't vex me to update. 'Cause it won't do any good. :)
Maybe i'll only update went i'm free. You'll never know.
So come back here soon my dear stalkers.

I suggest you guys have a look on the video. :) My jaws were wide open while watching it. He's fucking AWESOME. And no, it has NOTHING to do with Synyster Gates.

I love the part where he plays at 2:25. It's fucking awesome. He's the man. And wolfie the fox is freaking funny. And i love his sexy accent. :)





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.39.more.days.

40




more days :)

"Well I'm sure you could have made it that bit better on your own,
And I bet she told a million people that she'd stay in touch,
Well all the little promises they dont mean much,
When theres memories to be made,
And I hope you're holding hands by new years eve,
They made it far too easy to believe,
That true romance cant be acheived these days..."
- Only Ones Who Know - Arctic Monkeys


I'm Back At Last! :)


Howdy! Ah, it's been a week. Don't you guys miss me? Haha. Basically, i was not feeling myself for the past few days. :)

Looks like i'm the last one to say, "Selamat Berpuasa". Yes ar, I love puasa-ing. Let me make it understandable to those non malay. Puasa means Fast. And Fast means no eating from dawn to dark. Basically we have to wake up oh so early in the morning and try to have a meal and we can't eat untill the "calling". Get it? I got that from my brother. :)

I did not turn up for the Public Speaking thingy on Friday. I would have choke by then. Seriously, having Maznah said what happen, i knew what would have happened to me by then. BUT, i didn't absent myself only because of that. Now, get that straight.

Today? Same old, same old. Accept we have to wake our pants off at 4.30 in the morning. I had milk and a few bites of cookies and off to the showers. Then blahblabla, I'm in school. Then blahblabla again, school was over. Seriously, i have no mood to post right now. But i have too. For my beloved stalkers. :)


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I'm it?!

"Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all"
- Hey There Delilah - Plain White T's


Howdy! First of all, i'm selected for the sec 3 public speaking. Can you believe that? Me! I'm selected! I never expect it to be me. When Mdm Zaleela called, "I need to see Sherry and Maznah first" with a smile on her face, my eyes were wide open and i knew what it was all about.

I walked out and stood with Maznah. And Asy'Ari was like, "Yes ar!" behind me. I heard you ok! Then the words came out of her mouth. "I have already submitted your names and you guys are in the speech."

I stood there with my mouth wide open. Ok, atleast Maznah have done it for two years straight. But me! This is my first time. And i'm gonna choke alright! And the topics are oh so boring. My ambition - everyone knows that - , A teacher who have inspire me and the saddest day of my life. I can't talk about the saddest day of my life because i'll end up crying half way infornt of strangers. I don't have a teacher that had inspire me and my ambitions is too 'usual'. Get what i mean?

Oh and the final examination are like three weeks away. So, my dear stalkers, I won't be updating that often. I'll try to find time to update but come back and check again. yeah?


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.51.more.days.

"Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way"
- Nothing Lasts Forever - Maroon 5



Hey Ya'll! Finally, i've brought the book that i've been craving for. And i'm as happy as hell, baby! I met up with my mom at her work place then off to Tampines. We were having our dinner than this kid sitting infront of us caught my attention. He was reading this book and that reminded me that i wanted to buy one. So i dragged my mom to Times. She's not a literate woman. She can't read or write. But she brought this book. A cooking book. Yeah, it made me laugh at first but then again, she doesn't want to feel so left out in there. So i left her at the cooking section. I search the whole store like crazy. Then i came across this book, The Poe Shadow. Yes, it's about the life and death of Edgar Allan Poe.

That's Edgar Allan Poe. I know he's not that good looking. But he was a great man in his days. He was an American poet, short story writer, playwright, editor, literary critic, essayist and one of the leaders of the American Romantic Movement. He was known for his tales of mystery and of the macabre, he was one of the early American practitioners of the short story and a progenitor of detective fiction and crime fiction. He is also credited with contributing to the emergent science fiction genre.

I've read one of his book and trust me, every now and then, i kept flipping through the dictionary. He used such - how am i suppose to say this - pompous words that i have never heard. But i manage to finish the book. He is a great poet/writter.

Back to the new book. :) The Poe Shadow is a novel by Matthew Pearl. It tells the story of one young lawyer's quest to solve the mystery of Edgar Allan Poe's death in 1849. He was also a friend of Edgar Allan Poe. Well, yeah that's about it. :)

Damn, school is reopening tomorrow. I am not ready to go back. But for the sake of the final term, I am ready to sacrifice anything. Chey...

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.52.more.days.

Howdy! I know, i know it's 4 in the morning. I just can't sleep. I had this wierd dream about Farah that i had to woke up. To tell you the truth, i was crying in my sleeps.

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To Farah & Fiqah,

I hope you guys are well. I know it's hard to
believe it, but that's how the human world works.
People come and go. Everyone has to go through it.
Ok, i've been through it thrice. And i know how it feels
like. I wish i could say this to you in person not in my
blog. Life still have to go on. I wish to see the Madden
who always make me laugh even at the lamest joke ever.
And i wish to the see the A.keys that always talk to me
in class about the random stuff ever. You guys must be
strong ok? Life still have to go on.
And i fucking miss you guys. :)
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Now, about the class pit on Tuesday. I end up attending it. I wasn't in the mood to go but Aidil kept calling me to come. So i went. To my surprise, we both had our Avenged Sevenfold shirt on. We are the Avenged Kids, bitches! Yes, there is such thing as Avenged Kids. Go ask THEM yourself. Awesome day. Almost all the 2Ds were there. 2As, 3Cs, 3Bs. Well, i had fun overall. Went back home with Aidil. :)

Ok, that's the shorter version. I'm just too lazy to type it all down. :)



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I'm not EXAGGERATING!

"I wrote the greatest lines at the strangest times
Now it's payin’ off, but I still feel lost
Cuz I can’t do it
I don’t think I’ll make it on my own "
- On My Own Time - Gym Class Heroes


Howdy! I'm fucking pissed! LITERALLY! I'm sick and my mom thinks i'm exaggerating too much. Fine, you may know i exaggerate to every little things. But exaggerating when i'm sick? Please, i have better things to do.

I hate it when i got a fever. 'Cause you won't feel the heat when you touch my forehead. The heat is from inside me. And only the thermometer can tell the temperature. I swore my temperature went up like crazy last night. I was shivering eventhough the fan was switched off. I was fucking sweating and covering my whole body with my blanket didn't work out.

I told my mother that i didn't want to go to school the next morning. And i got a nag from her instead. I couldn't get to bed after that. Both mom and abang went off to work. So i woke up, took a really COLD shower. You know how cold the water in the morning can get. Watched some TV. Ate some bread for breakfast. Then i had to do the house chores. My God i hate it. I had to do the laundary, dishes with my nose annoying the fuck out of me.

I'd have anything but not getting sick.


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Now i realise that i'm next.

"Until you see, how could you believe?

Until you've lived a thousand times

Until you've seen the other side

This is my chance"

- Savior - 30 Seconds To Mars

:)

Oral went well. I thought having Miss Tan as our examiner is going to be a killer. But it was ok lah. I wasn't that nervous at all when we were sitting in the classroom waiting for our turn. I was cool. We were laughing. And i was singing. When Sheila went out of the class, i realise that soon i'm gonna be out there. I was quiet eventhough i tired to laugh to Nadia's jokes. I was cold. The fever i had earlier suddenly went up. And my eyes were fucking killing me - for not wearing my specs the whole day. I kept quiet. Then it was Sheila's turn. I got up. Picked up my bag. I walked slowly. I fold my arms. I whispered,"Help me, Syn." - confirm Asy'ari nampak. Haha. I opened the door. I took the seat. I practiced the reading and the picture part. Turned to my left, Farah wished me good luck. Sheila's turned was over. I stood up. I said "Good Afternoon to you." to Miss Tan. She offered me the seat. I sat and whispered my prayers, "Bismillah". I did the reading part well. She said i had a very clear voice. But the conversation part, i did badly. My god, i was choking! I don't wanna talk about the picture. But overall, it was ok.

Right now, i'm sick. And tomorrow's Teacher's day. And it's a shame that i wouldn't be attending school tomorrow. :(

Happy Stalking!
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30/10/07

(*drools*)

Syn makes me go ga,gah!

Well, it's true that their album is push to the 30th.

I'll wait, my darlings. :)

Check this out!
Gerard Way from My Chemical Romance sings Umbrella

Could you remind me of a time when we were so alive?

"And when we get home, I know we won't be home at all
This place we live, it is not where we belong
And I miss who we were in the town that we could call our own
Going back to get away after everything has changed"
- Franklin - Paramore


Ah, now i'm stuck with that song plus Critical Acclaim. I don't know why i suddenly want a PSP. Like out of the blue. Anyway, Madden reminded me of the 'Pancake' incident that happened months ago. And i laugh whenever my mind come across it. Fucking hilarious.

Orals are on Thursday and i'm not fucking prepared yet. Oh, and there's a picture to it. I feel stupid discribing pictures. I suck at discribing things. And worst, Miss Tan is gonna be the examiner for the no. 17-30 if i'm not wrong. This is wack!


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.e.n.d.

I want a PSP!

Howdy! I'm not gonna blog that much 'cause i only got 10 minutes left. So anyway, school was ok for today eventhough it's a Monday. We had this oral presentattion thingy going on for our english class. And i am not surprise due to the reaction of my classmates. They knew in the first place that i was gonna say something related to Avenged Sevenfold.


That moment i said,"My biggest idol yet is of course Synyster Gates," people were making the "ah dah tahu nyer" noises if you get what i mean. :P But blah, they still kept quite and listened to me. Note to self; Never look at Fadzlon whenever your 'presenting' something. You will start choking on words. Like what happen to me. Gah!


But whatever it is. I am safe for now. Atleast i know that i'm done with that. Now, my only worry is the real oral going on this Thursday. GAH!

Just wait, my friend. Soon, i'm gonna own that thing!
Very soon.
:)

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Telling them it's for something real.

"Excuse the obscene, ignore the untrue
Depictions we see, try and get through
And many mistakes can't hurt
I'm not the last, but I sure ain't the first"
- Critical Acclaim - Avenged Sevenfold

Howdy! Ok, before i plat out anything. I'm gonna warn you first. This post is gonna consist of only Avenged Sevenfold related. So fuck off if you're against them. Thank you.

Ah yes, i have news. Avenged Sevenfold is COMING to Singapore again. SOON. After they have release their new album. :) And i'm going to the gig even if i have to lie my way out again. Ok, you can brag if you've gone to see them at SingFest. 'Cause i don't fucking care. I did a good deed and i'm proud of it.

Anyway, i'm stilling trying to get their All Excess DVD. It was release on 17th July. But the DVD stores in Singapore are WACK!





And another thing. The fans. I am so piss with some of their fans. New songs means new kind of 'sound' right? It's good that they are back screaming. So what if they sound different. Atleast they stay true to thier music genre, Metalcore. Unlike like Avril Lavigne. Just look at her now. She's fucking bitchy. And yet fans still 'like' her. What is up with the world?! Sheesh!



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"Shh...quiet, you might piss somebody off
Like me motherfucker, you've been at it for too long
While you feed off all this insecurity
You stand in front of me and bite the hand that feeds"
- Critical Acclaim - Avenged Sevenfold

Howdy! I don't know how many hundred times i've been listening to that new song of a7x. I can't wait for the album to be released. Must get it on the day itself. :) So anyway, i found this from a site. Read on if you want too 'cause i have nothing to say for the time being. Oh, it is about a person's opinion about the song.



"by alterandabolish on 08-20-2007 @ 09:05:39 PM
Cryptic lyrics... this song seems two-sided to me.

It can be interpreted as critical of the War in Iraq and President Bush. On the other hand, there are references which seem critical of people who speak only negative things about the war and the country.

For the first part:

"telling them its all for something real
dont forsake the words you speak, you've gone too far, its gone"

This part sounds like it could be bashing Bush for lying about the true causes of the war. "Telling them it's all for something real" while forsaking "the words you speak" is like what many people think Bush is doing right now (the great majority of the population disapproves of Bush and the War in Iraq mind you). In fact, I don't see how this statement could be interpreted as critical of people against the war -- if it is, then what lies are these "activists" and anti-war people saying? Moreover, what is the "all for something real" part refering to? Telling them it's all for [Democracy] and [Freedom] are appropriate substitues for "real." This is why the line seems to be talking about Bush and his rhetoric. What else could be substituted for this line that implicates the anti-war crowd?

But a line that clearly seems of the anti-war crowd is:

"blaming their own nation for who wins elections
they've never contributed a fucking thing to the country they love to criticize"

For instance, some people blame the country for voting Bush into office. They believe that had the country not been so stupid (twice), we wouldn't be in the mess we are today. A7X seems to be giving the middle finger to these people for only criticizing instead of contributing and appreciating what they have.

What does everyone else think? I'm not even 100% about everything I just said. It's just my first stab at understanding the song.

p.s. The music is definitely kick ass. But I don't really like the lyrics; they're not clear enough -- but hey, whatever floats your boat, right? "


So yeah, it's from a random guy i found in the net. And i think he is right. If you look at the meaning for the song M.I.A from City Of Evil. It was written for M.Shadows friends in Iraq. This song in my opinion, is about the people who continuously protest the war, instead of supporting the troops. Avenged Sevenfold is not a band who is pro war, or against the war. They just want those kids in Iraq to come home safe. Thats what this song means. Yeah, that's what i think.




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Critical Acclaim.

"Telling them its all for something real
Dont forsake the words you speak
You've gone too far, acclaim"
- Critical Acclaim - Avenged Sevenfold

:)
new layout.
same rule applies.
if you're caught stealing, you're dead.
:)

16/10/07

55 more days to go. Can't fucking wait! :)

Sickened in the sun
You dare tell me you love me
But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die
Honey you know, you know I'd never hurt you that way
- The Last Song I'm Wasting On You - Evanescence


Howdy! I haven't been posting that much lately. I was too occupied with sleeping that i didn't have the time to blog. :) But i've been well. School was fine. Gotten back two papers. I must say, i'm not really satisfied with my marks. Oh, and coincidentally, I get the same marks with Asy' ari for both paper. Wierd.

Ok so, here comes the updates. Tuesday, we had our Social Studies paper. And that was the first time, i really did it with long answers. Usually my answers would be 3 to 4 lines for a 5 marks question. This time around i wrote about 8 to 9 lines. :) And i did my very best for the paper. So yeah, i'm hoping to pass this time around. I've never pass Social Studies ever in my sec 3 life. :)

I love Thursday. But P.E, was fucking bored. I only to got to watch them play floorball. But, we played during our reccess. And it was fucking fun lah sey! I scored a few goals at first. and Mr Wong kept praising me. And i was like," Now look who i am!" I don't like him sometimes. He like to "sindir" orang. He kept repeating that we didn't run after the ball. That was during P.E lah. And i showed him that i can run after the ball. And i swore his jaw was wide open. :D

After school, we went jamming. Only the 4 of us. Khalil, Me, Adil & Suzi. Nuyul wanted to follow us but had something else to attend to. So yeah, only the 4 of us. It used to be 5 but.... I don't wanna talk about it. :) We manage to finish the whole song of I won't see you tonight by Avenged Sevenfold. Yes, the whole song. The "oh so intricate" SOLOS, vocals, drums and of couse the rhythms. And we were fucking satisfied lah seh! I swore i almost got my fingers cut from all of the "repeating" trying to get the song right. Try imagining you playing a solo piece over and over again. Sliding up and down the fret on those thin and "sharp" strings. I'm telling you, it never felt so good. :)

We walked home from Simei to Tampines. And there was this part that i did on the road to tampines that Khalil and Zi laughed their pants off. Funny ok! I wished we recorded it. Gah! We talked alot of things. From band jamming to gigs to making an album and to making a video. When we kinda get excited, we start to exaggerate. From making a video to planning how or what should each of us do in the video. HAHA! Khalil macam sial sak! You should have seen him! That guy was fucking hilarious. Overall, Gerek! :)

Friday, we get back two papers back. Maths and English. I'm not spilling it out right now. I'm waiting for the report card. :)

Oh yeah, one more last thing. watch the video! He got the knock out at a gig. Poor Brendon Urie.



I guess some people must have hated them. Pathetic!


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So, yeah.

Howdy! I don't know what had happened to me on the previous post. Maybe i was too depressed with things around me. To tell you the truth, i cried in class, twice, just now. Silently of couse. I don't know what happened to me. Suddenly tears start running out. I was alone at the fornt and the others were at the back of the class, doing god-knows-what. So, there wasn't any commotions. That's what i want. But i swore i didn't do it purposely. Literally!

So yeah, i was stuck at the fornt of the class the whole day. And it sucks. I can't sleep and I have to cover my ears everytime Mr Sim talks. Damn! He kept on shouting and he was beside me all the time and it's fucking anoying + making me deaf.

Oh yeah, about the english paper. It went well, for a start. If i may say so. 'Cause you'll never know what will happen tomorrow. Oh, it's the Social Studies paper tomorrow. And i can never pass that paper. Every class test and even the Mid Years, i always get a one digit number. Gah!

Oh wait, know any place that sells great books? I need a new book. I'm done reading these two books and i'm in need of a new one. I know there's Times. But... Nevermind. So yeah, tag it or tell me by any method there is. :)

Oh and thanks to Ali or in a repected way, Abang Ali, for not saving my number! Haiyo! :)



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Am i sad or happy? You do the thoughts.

"I want to be there when you're happy
I want to love you when you're sad
Can't stand the morning rain?
Get out I'll take your place then
Can't stand the blazing sun?
Then close your eyes you'll see
The angel dust"
- Tarantula - Smashing Pumpkins

I hate it when i'm moody. People around me get affected and hate me. All i can remember is that i use to be a quiet girl that keep herself in her room all day, afraid to go out to face the world. Ever since i know these people, everything seems to change. I'm not that girl anymore. I'm this loud, chatty girl and i'm not this shy girl that i used to be. Then right now, I just break down and cry. Not knowing what i'm crying for.

I don't know whether it's about SingFest or is it just my mood swings or my father or am i just crazy. I suddenly feel like breaking down and just giving up my life. Like how i used to be. I know you guys would be like, "go talk to your mother about it. maybe you will feel better." No! i will not be better. I don't talk to my mother about my problem. She too busy working just to feed us. I'm not that kinda girl that treat my mother like my best friend. Like talking about my problems in school, or that boy who is stalking me. No, i don't do that. I'm used to keeping it inside of me. But now, it's hard to be that way again.

You know, i thought i WOULD be ok giving up my tickets. But now, it's just so hard to believe that i'm not going to the fest. I know i'm doing this for my mother but... It's hard to explain it here. That's another thing. The other thing is the common test. Why must we be in school? Why can't we be born as geniuses? I know i have no rights to say that but think about it. Why must we be lectured by our teachers about our behaviours. Why do teachers have to know that my parents are divorce and that i have to be thankful that i was given an opportunity to go to school? And why do teachers have to shout at me out of the class just to make it clear that my parents are divorced and i still have to study? Do you know how stressing it is to cope with my studies where i'm facing problems at home? I know that you're trying to make me study. But it's just isn't working, Miss Hamidah. Maybe it's because that you reminded me of my dad. I was never related to that man! Now stop telling me that he still care about me. 'Cause he don't.

It's hard just to see other families so happy together. Sure i can have anything in the world. But i can never get a happy family. Kids go out with thier families on holidays where i'm glued at home because my mom have to work. It's just isn't fair! Why me?! Why can't it be some filthy rich kid's parents? WHY ME?! Why do i have to feel jealous towards other people live? Why do i have to be the one that feels so left out whenever my friends talk about their father or their family? Why do i have to pretend that i am alright outside but all torn up inside? Why?

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To Madden & Baby

Thank you for making me feel better, guys.
And thank you for understanding my feelings.
If it wasn't for you guys, I wouldn't know who
to turn to. You guys are really good friends to
me. Without you guys, i wouldn't be all loud
and annoying. :) Thank you for being there
for me.
I love you guys. :)
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To A.keys

A.keys, I want you to get better ok? I miss
having conversations with you. Come back to
school soon ok? Thanks for the offer though.
But no thanks. Don't get me wrong. :)
Oh, and i love you too. :)
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gerek-est, bestest, greatest brother in the whole wide world!

"So here I am pacing around this house again
With pictures of us living on these walls
I see my breath in the cold of the air that I breathe
And I'm wondering
I'm wondering if it's you that I feel
If its you that I feel here haunting me forever"
- Ghost Of You - Good Charlotte

Howdy! I have made my mind. Yes, i have made up my mind. I am not going to SingFest. BUT, i'm OK with that. I told my brother to give the money to my mother. And i swore i almost cried when i told my brother that i didn't want to go to the SingFest.

Yeah, I cried. But alittle. :) My brother apologised to me that i could not go to SingFest, but i said that it was ok. I didn't want to go either. It's too expensive. Besides, there may be a chance that they might come back to Singapore and have a show. :)

He told me that he would like to make it up for me. He asked me what i wanted instead. So i said that i was waiting for their newest album to be released. He wanted to buy me the album but i said no at first. 'Cause i wanted to buy it with my own money. But he said that it's ok, he will buy it for me and i can use the money that i have collected for my jamming. Damn! Should have asked for an electric guitar! :)

So yeah, he also promised me that he will pay for me the tickets to any conserts that i want to go. PLUS, he will tag along. Yes ar, now i can drag him to metal/rock concerts. Let's face it, he dragged me to a few hip hop shows before. So now is his turn. (*sinister grin*)

He is the gerek-est, bestest, greatest brother in the whole wide world! :) And i bet you're jealous. :P

Ok lar, eventhough i couldn't see AVENGED SEVENFOLD live, I can still stalk them, right? Right... Now go away. :)


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.gerek-est.

to go Or not to go?

Howdy! I got a question to ask. Would you sacrifice the money for the tickets to SingFest and give it to your mom or take the money and watch Avenged Sevenfold live?

You see, it's a new month and my father is suppose to send us, what we call it "monthly" money. But he haven't send it and it'a already the 5th. On the other hand, my brother is also suppose to give my mother money for the bills and whatsoever. But he brought this new bike and he has his own bills to pay and my SingFest tickets. So he told my mother to wait until he gets money from his performance.

But my mother can't wait any longer 'cause she's short of money and needed money for the bills. And she has been nagging at me about my dad and my brother of not giving her money on time and she hates that.

So right now, i am willing to sacrifice the tickets(i think so) and give my mother the money. But on the other hand, is Avenged Sevenfold. I repeat, Avenged Sevenfold. AVENGED SEVENFOLD lah sey! The only band i LOVE like crazy. The band i kinda grow up with. The band that i love like the way i used to love my father. A love that's indescribable. Yes, I gave them that kinda love. And it's really a waste if i miss this one and only show. Come on, It's AVENGED SEVENFOLD. AVENGED SEVENFOLD lah sey! I have been listening to them since i was in primary school. And it will be a waste waiting for them for all these years.

Now i need your opinion. Should i go or should i not go...


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.h.e.l.p.m.e.

Crazy In Love

I LOVE them like crazy and i don't fucking care what you think. :)

Thank You.

Happy Stalking!

:)

I love curry.

Howdy! I'm sure you're wondering why i'm up so early. Well, me too. Usually i would wake up at 11+ if it's a Sunday. Anyway i'm here to brag about curry. Better than SingFest right Farah?! :) So anyway, yeah, i'm been having curry for the past three days. And i'm putting it on my 'top 10 favourite food' list. On the number 1 spot. :)

Ok, i am way behind time. Common test are in two to three weeks time and i have two outfits to finish up for art by this coming Wednesday. Here's a peek on what i have so far. :)

That's what i have currently. And i don't even have an outfit done. Not even one. I'm sorry if it's blurry. I have it posted when i finish painting them all. :)

Look at Syn! He wants me. Hehe. :)
Anyway, 12 more days to go! :)

SINGFEST! SINGFEST!! SINGFEST!!!

Howdy! SingFest, here i come! Yes ar! I'm going! My one and only brother is going to pay for it! I love him oh so much. And i wanna congradulate him on getting his "driving licence". I meant motor. :) He let me go SingFest! OMG! I'm going to SingFest! Just wait until i hug Synyster Gates. Confirm you guys jealous giler! WOOHOO!

But my only fear is my mom. She won't be too happy when hearing this. Let's just hope she let me go. I'm still keeping my fingers crossed. ;) So yeah, wish me luck. :)

School has been alright for the past few days. I'm still working on my art piece. And this is the first time i am so into it. :) I decided to share money with Aidil to buy this water color thingy but he's too selfish to fork out the money! Dumbass!

I took the bus home with Sharifah today. It fun talking to her. But her voice is LOUD. I kept asking her to lower down her voice like ten times. I know Madden is loud. But she knows how to talk softly. Unlike Sharifah. Oh and not forgetting, A.keys. She has a loud voice too. To make it easier, almost every girl in the class has a loud voice. :)

14 more days to go!!! :)
Ok, i know they look awful.

Happy Stalking!
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SingFest!.

Howdy! SingFest, here i come! I think so. Must go lah seh! If i can't, i have to lie my way through like what i did for the Fall Out Boy concert. :) MUST GO! Eh AVENGED SEVENFOLD lah seh! I know i have been repeating this over and over again. I am NOT getting tired of it. :) SYNYSTER GATES lah seh! My one and only Guitar Hero. :)

Ok, I seriously hate Mondays! Monday, Bloody Monday. Dah lah balik lambat! Physics test lagi! I completely don't get physics. And sitting beside A.keys make it worst! Haha. I'm kidding. But yeah, I love talking to A.keys. She said i understand her well. :) I AM a good listener. :)

I have TEN good reason why i should NOT miss them LIVE in Singapore.
1) They are the reason why i'm taking in Metal music.
2) They are the kickass Metal band ever!
3) They inspire me in ALOT of ways.
4) Synyster Gates is the greatest guitarist to me.
5) Their music are AWESOME.
6) They will only come here ONCE.
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Actually got 4 more, I was out of reasons. :)Whatever. I don't care if it rains on that day, the show MUST go on. :)

Happy Stalking!
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Made in Singapore.

Howdy! National Day is coming and me along with Farah are so into it. :) We got these tattoos and we decided to use them. Not on us, but on our tables. :)

It was fucking hilarious! We kept on laughing till Mr Sim shouted at us. "Eh,table kiter made in Singapore!" Farah said. :)

Speaking of National Day. I have got to go to the SingFest happening this National Day! My darlings are in it.

AVENGED SEVENFOLD lah seh! Plus The Academy Is... , Gym Class Heroes, Cobra Starship, Hinder and some other famous artist. MUST go, ok! I have got to save money right now or maybe rob some bank. :) Serious! Must! MUST MUST MUST GO!

Happy Stalking!
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