OMG. I'VE JUST READ MY ARCHIVES AND... I... CAN'T... EVEN...














BYE. 

foREVer

Nothing lasts forever, for all good things it's true
I'd rather trade it all while somehow saving you

A year have gone by, yet it feels as if it was only yesterday that you left this world.
As a fan, thank you. Thank you for all the music you have gave us. Thank you for sharing with the world your talent. I thank you for making a huge impact in my life. Have i not known you, i wouldn't be the person i am today. You gave me strength through the songs you've wrote. Thank you.

Forever gone but never forgotten.
Your legacy still lives on.

Redemption

If i ever get a piano/keyboard, the first song i'm gonna learn and play is Muse's, Exogenesis Symphony Part 3 (Redemption), until i cry my eyes out! The song is so beautiful in so many different ways.

My one goal in life is to learn to play the piano. And i will, someday soon.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, FARAH FATIN!!!
Love you!

Yay! Finally gave Farah her birthday gift.
I was dying trying to keep this as a secret from her.
Anyways, took 2 hours to paint this and tried a new technique and style.
I love this.

"The society is just one big ball of bullshit. Telling people what to do and what not to do. What to wear and what not to wear. What is beautiful and what isn't beautiful. There’s only two type of people in this world. Either you’re fake or you’re for real. Your call."

- Sherry Sharmila

For Real

Yesterday my mom told me that she bummed into one of her old friends. Let's call her BR. So apparently me, my mom and my brothers used to stay at BR's place. Back when my father kicked us out from our house.

Times were hard back then. We practically moved a lot because we had no where to live. And my mom had to work like 12 hours a day just to earn money for our school pocket money. I was in primary 4 then and my elder brother was just starting his first year in poly. So yeah, we moved a lot and we were practically broke. So finally we got a place to settle which is BR's place.

And you have no idea how much I hated staying there. To be honest, back then I was a slacker. In school, I am what people call 'slow'. I hated studying. I was lazy. One time, I even lied to my mother saying that I went to school, but I went to the theme park instead. Yes, I was that hardcore. Not that I am proud of myself.

But yeah, for some reason BR hated me and always treated me bad. She favored my younger brother more than me. I was always ganged up by them - she, her son and even my younger brother(sometimes). Sometimes, they won't let me eat until my mom came back from work. My brother got to watch tv while all i get to do was sit in the room all day and stare into space. They wouldn't even let me to go out after the whole theme park incident. Of course they always act nice to my mother.

They always discriminate me and treated me like shit. She even called me stupid and slow because according to her, her son was a fucking genius - he was in the EM1 stream. I was in EM2. Even till today, she have never asked about me. Whenever she met my mom, she always ask about my brother's wellbeing, never me. Not that I care.

But it's people like these that makes me who I am today. She discriminated and called me stupid, now look where I am. She thought her son was a fucking genius, turns out, he mixed and was influenced with the bad kids. I now stand taller than her son - education wise.

This is why I'm not giving up. I'm here to show people what I'm capable of. I'm gonna rub all of my success on you people's face. People who discriminate and look down on me. How do you like me now, bitch?!

OMG I THINK I'VE JUST FIGURED OUT THE HIDDEN MEANING TO INCEPTION.
I THINK IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH MK ULTRA.


Actually, i've figured it out a few days back but never got to blogging about it.
But yeah. I hate how nowadays, whenever i'm watching movies, tv shows, music videos, all i do is to look for hidden messages. It's like my eyes are trained to see what other people don't see.
DAMN YOU ILLUMINATSSS!

What?

You know what?

If it wasn’t Avenged Sevenfold in the first place.

It could have been Muse.

And if it wasn’t Synyster Gates in the first place.

It probably could have been Matthew Bellamy. :D

I know this have got to be the most corniest post ever. But…

Yes, i have a thing with man who plays guitar and piano and sing. :D

Oh hai. Yesterday was well spent with FarahF. You know, everytime we're together, random shit just happen to us. Like yesterday, we saw Michael Jackson. No kid. Black Michael Jackson. Take the free shuttle bus to ikea. You might see him. Wah, sial ah, do you know how excited i was to see him? I know he's not the real Michael, but, he freaking looks like Michael! The hair, the shades, the smile. The whole journey i was staring at him, you know. Ah, must marry him.

So we got to Ikea, and ate hotdogs. Yes, because thier hotdogs are only $1. I know, we're cheapskate. Then bused down to my house and chillex. Initial plan was to paint but we Tumblr-ed and laughed the whole day. Then she went home.

Before meeting that fucker, i had my submission due that morning. Was pretty satisfied with my work. Didn't had much sleep for 3 nights straight. As soon as Farah went home, i knocked out. Even that morning while having brunch with my friends, i couldn't open my eyes. And well, now i've just woken up to a 5 hrs nap. Tsk tsk tsk.

I just hope i pass this module. I gave a 110% effort for this module. The last module, ADT, was shit. I'm still not giving up on hopes of getting a 3.5 GPA. Project 1 is coming in 2 weeks time, and i'm scared as fuck. But, I'm not giving up.

Lilly: You can't design your life like a building, it doesn't work that way.You just, have to live it and it will design itself

Ted: So i should just do nothing?

Lilly: No, listen to what the world is telling you to do and take the leap.

- How I Met Your Mother

SUBMISSION WEEK!
The week i dreaded the most.
The week where the printing shop's line resembles that of the Great Wall of China.
The week where sleep becomes my enemy.
The week where i start to appreciate my own bed more (even if i don't have one).
The week where everybody's rushing just to finish on time.
The week where the studio's hectic as ever.
The week where everybody's mind is only set to one thing.
The end of a block.

The feeling of joy the moment you submit your work. Yes, it's that kind of joy you get when you pass your O's.
Well, for me at least.

Busy busy busy

Yes, I'm a designer and i have ugly handwriting.
You got a problem with that?

I love these guys.

All i wanna talk about is Art, Music, Bands and Architecture.
But no cares to listen. :(

No, i don't like gossiping. I don't like talking about boys.
No tea, no shade. This is just who i am.

And you dare say to me that you haven't change one bit.
BULLSHIT

FarahF.

Walau, my blog have been very depressing lately. Sorry ah.
Sad things aside, can't wait to see Farah Fatin on Saturday.
Haven't seen her in a while. But every time i'm with her, i want to punch her face. Haha.
No one can 'angkat' her nonsense except me. I think.

Wah, cannot believe how close we got. I remember i hated her back in secondary 1/2.
I swear i thought she was a minah rep. Tsk tsk tsk. See, never judge a book by it's cover.
Thanks Miss Ong for making me sit beside her in class. If not, i have no idea who i am friends with now.

Now that motherfucker need my face to paint on. I hate her favors.
Always random giler babi nak mampos.

Annoying asshole. Love you.

Wah, can't believe i survived school for a whole month with only $2.55 in my bank.

And it was hard. But i'm still alive. 

My only priority in life right now is school. And i'm not gonna let money get in the way of my studies.

I've been through a lot just to get into poly, and i'm not giving up.

I cry every time i thought of quiting school because of money. Fuck that.

I'm gonna do anything just to stay in school.

It's funny how, kids, whose parents have a lot of money, refuse to go to school, while the poor ones are dying to get into one.

Anyways, this block have been very hectic. No weekends, no holidays. Even during Hari Raya Haji, i spent the whole day trying to finish up my assignments. Followed by 2 nights of no sleep. Hais, the studio have become my second home. Yeah, that's where we eat, sleep, work and play. Even some of the year twos even have sleeping bags kept under their desks.

So yeah, Drawing essentials was fun. Hoping to get a distinction. Our final assignment was an A2 drawing. Spent about 3 days just to finish that. Will post my drawing when i get it back. Architectural Design Theory was... I don't want to talk about it. It was that bad. At one point, i just wanted to give up and just concentrate on my drawing essentials. But on second thought, if i were to give up, a) i'll have to retake ADT during Year 2 and b) it will affect my GPA. Now, i'm just hoping that i get at least a C for my ADT.

Ok, i know i have been blogging a lot about grades and GPA. But sial ah, i just want to do good and get a good job and have a goo future. Who doesn't?!  'Cause for the past 18 years of my life have been hard. 

So yeah, i just want a good job so i could i send my mom to the holy land. That's all. I owe my whole life to her. Ah dang it, tears in my eyes. But yeah, i'm not doing this just for me, but for my mom as well. 

Well, back to hibernating. Block 7 starts tomorrow. D:!

This is not Home.

I want to take this time and say goodbye to my hopes of getting a 3.5 GPA for this semester.
I hate to say this but, i fucked up a lot.
And half of the time is because of home/family issues.
K bye, gonna try my best to finish all of my assignments.

Blue socks on my douche feet

Flyin' high in my superman socks!!!

The Pinnacle

I don't know why, but i feel blogging about this.
Today's post is strictly about Architecture. Leave if you're not interested.
Anyways, as you all know, right now i'm having Architectural Design Theory for one of my modules.
Which is an interesting module by the way. But the amount of work too be done ah, tsk tsk tsk. Some days i don't even sleep.

Kk, i wanna talk about the building. I don't know if you guys already know about this, but the building is actually a HDB flat.
D:!!!!! I know right?! This building is actually near to completion or completed already, i only got to know about it like a few days ago. Swee Hong was actually lecturing about the achitecture of Singapore. And when the picture of the building came up, the first thought that came to my mind was,"Wah cb! Confirm Condominium want!"
But to my surprise, she told us that it's actually a HDB flat.
And you see the 'link' between the blocks, Arc Studio(the architect) actually designed it for people to jog.
@#$%!!!!
I know you dont care but, sial ah! Compare this building with your flat!
My jaw dropped to the floor, you know!!! And it was designed by a well known architect.
So yeah, it's 50 storeys high. Why Singapore's doing this is because of obvious reason, limited land and increasing population.
I'm actually excited about what Singapore's gonna be like in years to come.
Just imagine, you'll probably won't see your normal HDB flats. Everything's gonna be tall buildings.
I know it's a bad sign(dunia khiamat D:!!!!) but, i talking in terms of architecture.
Pretty soon, architects from all over the world's gonna design our HDB flats.

And i thought, there's no future for architects in Singapore. Pfft.
You know, this module have made me fall in love with Architecture.
And maybe someday, i want to be an architect.
Maybe someday, i'll get to design your HDB flat, or be recognized internationally.
But the only way to achieve that is to go through university. That's where my problem is.
The only thing that's getting in the way of me and studying is money.
Hais....

Account Balance: $2.55
Broke. Homeless.
THANK YOU, FATHER.
Thanks a lot.

Everyday i dread of going home.
I might not be coming home tonight.
Goodbye.

Thank God For Architecture.

My life goal is to visit the Parthenon.
I wanna back pack through Italy and Rome.
You have no idea how obsessed i am with this monument.
I know you may not care about some random ancient Greek monument, but i do.
You have no idea how perfect this monument was built that it's fucking with your perspective.
Look at the picture properly.

Everyday i've grown to love architecture more and more.


Ps, i'm fucking broke right now.
Just so you know, my brother drop out of poly because he could not afford it.
I DO NOT want to be the next one.

This is my passion.
Art, i love you.
No man can ever replace you.

I'm trying to aim for an A for my Drawing Essentials module.
Trying to aim for a 3.5 GPA this semester.
Too ambitious, no?

Hi. Don't expect me to blog nowadays.
School have started, and the amount of assignments to be done is ridiculous.
I'm literally coming back home at 10-11 everyday.
Juggling school and tuitioning at the same time.
I'm fucking tired. I'm fucking broke. My laptop's dead.
My mother's not talking to me. I dont have money to eat.
Fuck.
What else?

My life is too fucked up that I've learned to appreciate the little things in life.

Oh hi, Syn.
I know i have been talking about LP a lot lately.
But i still love you though. K bye.

LP

We were not making an album.

For months, we'd been destroying and rebuilding our band. The experiments that resulted filled the studio hard drive with diverse, abstract sounds, amorphous echoes, cacophonous samples, and handmade staccato merged into wandering, elusive melody, each track felt like a hallucination.

We didn't know if any of those unorthodox ideas could be incorporated into a traditional album, but we knew we didn't want our next album to be predictable. Sitting together in the studio where we made our first album, all six of us voiced a commitment to going out on a limb, to making something truly daring. We asked ourselves: were we all earnestly willing, more than ever before, to abandon the precepts of commercial ambition in pursuit of what we believe to be honest art?

The inclination to begin writing conventional songs for a conventional album came and went. The temptation to adjust our creative vision to fulfill expectations beyond our studio walls yielded to the audacious ambition of what we hoped to achieve as a band. The two years of making A Thousand Suns marked our exhilarating, surrealistic, and often challenging journey into the creative unknown.

On the eve of its completion, this body of work, assembled through unconscious inspiration and unmitigated exertion, has revealed to us notions both stirring and surprising. The imagery personified herein is neither dogma nor political premeditation. The emergent themes and metaphors illuminate a uniquely human story.

Oppenheimer's words resonate today not only for their historical significance, but for their emotional gravity. So, too, A Thousand Suns grapples with the personal cycle of pride, destruction, and regret. In life, like in dreams, this sequence is not always linear. And, sometimes, true remorse penetrates the devastating cycle. The hope, of course, springs from the notion that the possibility of change is born in our most harrowing moments.

Enjoy the music.

I'm a bit too obsess with this band, no?
Well, you know me. I was browsing through their album cover and found that.
Besides, i like how they wrote it; the words and phrases they use.
Ah, i need to start reading a book again.

Come to Singapore, please.

The One With LP

God save us everyone
Will we burn inside the fires of a thousand suns
For the sins of our hands
The sins of our tongues
The sins of our fathers
The sins of our young

Loving LP's A Thousand Suns' album.
Yes, i am accepting their change.

The One With Exams And No Exams

Hi. I don't know if i should be happy with my results or not.
I'm just glad i passed. All the sleepless night. All the money spent. I'm just glad all my money and time didn't go to waste. But i'm worried about the upcoming semester.
The upcoming semester will be hell. 6 modules to be taken in a period of 5 blocks. And one of the module is our Project 1 which will take about 2 months/block. So that means, the remaining 5 modules will be cramped within 3 blocks. Hais...  More sleepless nights and more holes in my pocket.

And i have an issue with people saying, "Pfft, Design school easy to score lah! No exam sial!" or somewhere along the lines. Let me get this straight, not having to take any exmas or test, doesn't mean we can get an easy A. Every fucking day we are graded based on our work. Every fucking interim we are graded. You produce shitty work, you get shitty grades. No matter how good you think your work is, there's always that motherfucking moderation process that will determine whether you pass or fail. Every fucking presentation, your work gets criticized and you have no choice but to stand by your work/ideas. And occasionally, your work ended up being ripped apart by your lecturer, the day before your submission, and you have to start all over again. And every fucking time you want to present your idea, no matter what, your idea have to have an impact. If not, well, your ideas go down the drain. And no matter how nice or perfect you construct your model, you can still fail if there's no purpose to your design. Almost everyday you have to stay in school till 11, some days till 12, just to get your work done. Do you have any idea how much pressure we have to go through prior to our submission day?! DO YOU?!

So what say you now? Still, want to argue with me about design school?! Yes, i am defending design school because you have no idea what we have to go through. So stop making assumptions if you have no firsthand experience. And come on, it's only the first semester.

Will you like it if i were to compare design school with the other schools? Will you like it if i were to say, "Haiya, exams and test easy to score, lah! When the day come, i can just memorize my notes. Now i can slack." No, you don't like it, right?! So?! Use your fucking brains and stop bullshitting, can?!

Hais... Why ah, these kind of people exist?!
GROW THE FUCK UP

The One With Mom

You know what? I'm not ashamed of what my mom do for a living.
I don't care how low her salary is. I don't care if I'm not able to get all the things that I wanted.
In fact, I'm proud of her.
Because of her, I've gotten this far in life.
Because of her, I am who I am, today. She has never given up on me.
And I'm so thankful for that. And I owe my whole life to her.
Thank you, Mom.

The One With Mario

Suuupppeeerrr MMMaaarrriiiooo!!!
You've got to admit, Super Mario have got to be one of the awesome-st game of your childhood.
If not then, well, sad for you. I grew up on this game.
I'd die just to get a chance to play it all over again.

The One With The Smelly Bolster Again

Still keeping an eye on my mom.
Can't believe my brother have moved on without his smelly bolster.

The One With The Maine

I'm just gonna keep posting videos until i find the mood to blog about something.
Well at least i'm not posting crappy videos, no?

The One With Free Fall Diving

Ok, this you need to see.
My elder brother show me this video earlier today and well, it's pretty awesome.
I'd like to do it someday.
And the camera work of the video is crazy!
At first i thought he could breathe under water. But no, my brother told me he's the record holder for holding his breath the longest.
So yeah, they actually dived into the 'hole' not knowing what's under there. 
Oh, and i'm loving the song. Totally suits with the video.
And may i emphasize again on how crazy the camera work is?! It's insane!

The One With The Other Amy

Love love love her voice.
Infact, i love everything about her.

The One With Faith

You know that 'Have Faith In Me song from A Day To Remember?
I want to sing and cover that song badly. But... My guitar skill is not up to their standard.

Anyways, i'll be back blogging soon. These next few days' gonna be damn hectic; open houses and jalan raya-ing.
Kimice! Mon-Wed straight up jalan raya-ing.

The One With Maroon 5

Woah, damn hot sia Adam Levine!
I love man in suits and tie. TEE HEE!

The One With A Day To Remember

Hais... Such talented people.
I love acoustic versions.

Ps, that guy playing the guitar has an Illuminati tattoo on his hand.

The One With Vampire Weekend

I love these guys.
Anyways, will be back blogging in a week's time.
I need to get this module done and over with.
I absolutely hate this module.


Ps, i love how insane the quality of the video is.

The One With Raya and Birthdays and Facebook.

Hi. Selamat hari raya to all my friends and family and whoever is reading this.
You know me, i hate wishing people by text because well, i'm just plain lazy. I'm just not the 'wishing' kinda person. That's why i tend not to remember peoples' birthday unless it's easy to remember. For exmaple, the one with birthdays once every 4 years. Heh. So... If your birthday ever do come up and i'm not of them wishers, it's not because i forgot who you are, it's because i really don't know it's your birthday. And don't give me the whole Facebook bullshit. I know i get birthday reminders, it's just that i bother to log in to Facebook anymore. Only when there's updates on events from my EVD friends. 'Cause that's the only mean of communication i have whenever i'm not in school. And again, i don't bother to get their numbers because, well, i'm just that plain lazy.

Wah, i'm suppose to blog about Raya but here i am talking about Facebook. Nevermind hor? K, moving on, one of the reasons why i don't bother to log in to Facebook is because, every single fucking day i get depressing love quotes lah, love messages lah, heartbroken messages lah on my News Feed. True story: I got this one friend who literally post "i love you" messages EVERYDAY to HER girlfriend. You heard me, her girlfriend. Wah, if i'm ever her girlfriend i'd stuff a tikos mondok in her mouth. What's tikos mondok in english ah? It's one of those very fat and huge hamster/mouse. I'm not sure if it's the guinea pig. No, better yet, a fucking pig! Do you have any fucking idea how fucking annoying is it or not?! Fucked up sia! And every fucking day i got 300+ News Feed to read, and about 30% of it are those fucking annoying game updates. Farmville lah, Fishville lah, Cityville lah, whatever ville there is ah. FUCKING ANNOYING! STOP ASKING ME FOR MEAT OR EGGS OR CHICKEN CAN?! I don't play those fucking games. Hmm.. What else?
Oh, when people chat on each other's wall like it's fucking MSN. Hais... What's wrong with these people ah? You're fucking flooding my News Feed with your bullshit between you and your friend. What's the point of MSN? No wait, WHAT'S THE WHOLE POINT OF HAVING THAT DAMN CHAT FEATURE ON THE BOTTOM RIGHT HAND CORNER OF YOUR FUCKING SCREEN?! Oh, and girls taking pictures like zaman Friendster. You know what i mean if you know i mean, you know what i mean?

Hais... What wrong with these people ah? Or is it just me? Told you sometimes i feel like i don't fit in with everybody else in this world.
Oh, and Selamat Hari Raya, again.

Gates.

Mrs Lee: Why are you late?
Syadan: The gate close early.

AHAHAHAHAH! WTF?! Alon, reminded me of that incident during our lecture today. I laughed so hard until Malcom had to stop the lecture to find out what's wrong. Wah, that's got to be one of the stupidest reasons ever. But not bad, I bet nobody has ever use that on their teachers.

AHAHAHAHA! THE GATE CLOSE EARLY! I remember sitting beside Carmen, when the whole incident happened. I wasn't paying attention until Carmen told me about it. Hahaha. Classic.

Inkeption

Haha. This is fucking hilarious.

For Anyone Who Cares

And nothing lasts forever
For all good things it's true
I'd rather trade it all
While somehow saving you

Victim - Avenged Sevenfold

foREVer

Yeah, i know this post is fucking corny.
So fuck you. ..l..

Smelly Bolster

Hi.
I seriously need to find somewhere to hide my bantal busuk(smelly bolster). It's that one pillow you can't sleep without and it has that smell you can't explain. Alah, i'm sure you know what i'm talking about. Yes, i'm 18 and i still have my bantal busuk(smelly bolster) and i'm freaking proud of it. Actually no ah. One look, people will run away sia.
That bolster is almost as old as i am and i refuse to wash it. But my mom would sometimes secretly put it into the washing machine to wash it. And at the end of the day, obviously i would have found out that my bolster have been washed. Because obviously when the bolster is clean, that smell you like is gone. So by then, it wouldn't be a secret anymore.

It's been years my mom is trying to get rid of our smelly bolster. Yeah, my brother have one too. So the only way to get rid of it is to throw it away. Correct? So my mom actually THREW away my brother's bolster!!! HAHAHA! I'm so lucky it wasn't mine. The other day my brother kept looking for it for days but my mom just play dumb. Until a few days ago, i heard my mom telling my aunt that she actually threw it away. HAHAHA! I can't believe i'm actually making this a big deal.

It's a big deal to me, ok! Without my bantal busuk, i cannot sleep sia. So since then, I have the feeling that my bolster is my mom's next target. She's only waiting for the right time. Wah, i think i can cry sia if i found out that my mom actually threw my bolster away.

I need to hide my bolster somewhere safe.

Oh Jake

Jake Sully from Avatar

Hi. Still lazy too post anything right now.
So, i'll leave you with this.
There's something very wrong with the drawing. I just don't know what it is.
I'm not happy with it. I was initially. Until my brother jinx it.
It's by far one of the most difficult thing to draw.

Cb ah! Tak handsome!

Eames

Hi.  Meet Tom Hardy
He's that forger guy in Inception i've been talking about.

I'm not in the mood to blog these days. Maybe tomorrow.
I have A LOT to rant about.

We're hopelessly blissful and blind

I suddenly miss this song.
There's something hilarious about the video.
Hais... those were the days.
Artistes nowadays are full of Illuminati shits.

PS. i just realize there's only two male dancers. WTF?! Funny!

WATCH!
If you're planning not to, i say you're fucking stupid.
It's one of those movies that makes me wonder, why does it take this long for someone to write a movie like this.
It's fucking brilliant. The storyline, the graphics, the actors. WOW.
I wont be surprise if they get nominated for an Oscar.

Watched it today(yesterday since it's already 2 in the morning) with none other than, Farah Fatin.
I know right. Always that fucker. Anywhere i go, with Farah Fatin, everytime i watch movie, with Farah Fatin.
Everything, with Farah Fatin. Even when i want to shit and bathe also with Farah Fatin. HAHAHAHA!
Kidding. Read her blog. I lazy to think of words now.

NIGHTMARE!!!!!

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH!
OMGOSH! OMGOSH OMGOSH!
SYNYSTER GATES HOT, RIGHT?!
 HEHEHEHEHE!

K, i'm like a 12 year old girl screaming over Justin Bieber.
Wah, cannot help it what. SO HANDSOME!!!!

T_T

They are the only one thing i really want in this world but i can never have one. T_T
I used to own a black cat. Now i know why my cat suddenly disappears.
And it all has to do with it being a black cat.

Retrace

And nowhere else has ever felt like home
And I can't fall asleep when I'm lying here alone
I replay your voice, it's like you're here
You moved the earth, but now the sky is falling

Retrace - Anberlin

I thank God for creating such talented people.
I freaking love the band. I now it's a bit too late to like this band, when their lastest album was released back in 2008. That's because i was a loser listening to... Noise. WAS. Haha.

Khalnayak

Naayak nahi... Khalanaayak hoon main...

I lazy to translate. Find out yourself. :)

Eclipse

Watched Eclipse yesterday. Here's what i've got to say about the movie.
I'll try my best not giving away any spoilers.

Overall, i'll rate the movie about 2.5 or 3 stars out of 5.
It was an OK movie. Some of the action scenes were epic.
Graphics was OK. There was too much romance scenes.
The whole "I love you Edward and Jacob" shit.
In terms of it's direction, i think compared to the previous two movies, Eclipse's better.
I cant say it's the best, who knows about the 4th movie.
I don't know, i just felt like there's still awkwardness in the movie.
Yes, movies are a big deal to me.
I'm gonna be an asshole and say, i loved the books but the movies are just a disappointment.
I know, I know. No movie is as good as the book. I say already right that i'm gonna be an asshole and say that. HMPH!

K, i admit that while watching the movie i cannot stop saying, "Wah... Handsome sia!"
Typical right?! WRONG!
Typical is, " Edward/Jacob hot/handsome sak!"
I was only referring to him...

The father! Carlisle Cullen! EHEHEHEHEHE! Hais...

Oh i saw it with Farah and Pudding. It was a last minute thing.
I hate it whenever i'm hanging out with them, time flies, really fast.

...

It's a cruel world you're living, my man.
Don't you know it already?!
So don't give me that fucking tone because, well, I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING DAMN.
Since day one you sit there and act like July will take forever to come.
And when the day comes, you act as if it's everyone's fault.
You were just too lazy to put in effort and always depended on people.
Well, i'm glad our time is over. 'Cos I'm sick and tired cleaning after you.
Goodbye.

Edgar Allan Poe

"In our endeavors to recall to memory something long forgotten, we often find ourselves upon the very verge of remembrance, without being able, in the end, to remember."

- from "Ligeia" - Edgar Allan Poe

I love his works. Especially his poems. I knew about him a few years ago, even bought a book on him. I've blogged about him once. Read here. But then, i just stopped reading his works. In fact i stopped reading for a long period of time. And I started to read again about 2 years ago. Completely forgotten about him until today. Thanks to Design History & Culture, i did a research on the Goth culture, i found him again.

Oh yeah, i'm currently doing Design History & Culture. After a day, I'm excited of what's to come. I think it's an interesting module. Firdaus lied to me about the whole RJ thingy. Sheesh! So yeah, our assignment is to do a research on a culture different from ours and the first thing that came right into my mind is the Goth culture. Though, i'm thinking of changing my idea because the Goth culture is too vast to be summarized. BUT IT'S DAMN INTERESTING!!! Tsk!


Go check Edgar Allan Poe out. Oh, he specializes on Gothic Literature. I only knew about that a few moment ago. Haha!
And no, Goth doesn't mean having to wear black every day. ..l..

Lady Gaga

K, I know this sounds fucking stupid but i'm not gonna lie. I'm terrified of her.
Yeah, fucking terrified of her. What with all her obvious Illuminati  symbolism.
Every single time i watch her videos/performance/pictures, i have this feeling that one day she's gonna dominate the world with her... Illuminati friends. Haha. WTF?!
But it's a shame though, she's talented. She really can sing. And she's one of those artiste who doesn't lip-sync. Unlike Brittney Spears.
But too bad, she chose fame instead.

Sarah

I wanna draw this. But the thing is, she hardly have any hair.
Haha. I cannot/hate drawing people with short/no hair.
Haiya, she's so adorable.

Avenged's latest album cover.
I don't know why the first thing that caught my eye was the 'foREVer' on the tombstone.
CANNOT WAIT FOR THE ALBUM!

You Only Live Once

Hi.
It's good to know i still haven't lost my touch with drawing.
I know, i know, you might be wondering, "Losing touch with drawing?! But you're in TP design school, leh!"
Number 1: Stop stereotyping Design students. Number 2: Well, my course only requires me to draw lines, lines and more lines. Oh and circles sometimes.
But I'm fine with it. Actually, I'm happy where I am. I know turning down NAFA was a mistake.
But it was a mistake i was willing to make. At least now I know I was eligible for NAFA.
Drawing and painting is something I love doing and it's not something i take for granted.
I can't force myself to draw or paint everyday. It's something that flows with my mood.
It's the only one thing that's keeping me happy and sane. Trust me. Living in this house, you'll need something to keep you sane - I wasn't kidding when i said i wanted to run away.
Doesn't mean i turned down NAFA, I've forgotten about my dreams. Hell no.
And fuck you, if you still think there's no future in Art.
Yes, I only think of myself. I'm selfish. So?!
..l..

:(

I miss this.

Where do we stand now?

CB

I don't know what have gotten into me these days.
Every single time when I'm blogging, half way through, I'll run out of words or things to say, I'll delete the whole post, and ended up posting stupid little updates.

Alright, so on Friday, i had an outing with a few of my EVD friends. Watched Karate Kid. OK movie. Typical storyline. Boy move away form home, boy gets bullied at school, boy got pissed, boy learn kung fu (don't know why they name it Karate Kid), boy become pro, boy fight bully, boy wins. That's about it. Oops, i just spoiled the whole movie. But it's worth the watch. The title threw me off at first and i refused to watch it but everyone took a vote and of course, the majority won. But hey, if you haven't watch it and planning to, go ahead. You know me, I'm an ass when it comes to movie. I always expect more.

Ah dammit! Youtube is distracting me!!! I'm gonna end here.

Ye Na?

Too tired to blog. Had and awesome day.
Will blog tomorrow. Or never.

T_T

Yesterday, I saw a limping cat, My heart sank.

Entourage

HELL YEAH! THE BOYS ARE BACK!
I freaking love this show!

Solitude

You know what, every time I think of home, I feel like running away.
I've been keeping quiet all these while and now, I can't anymore.
I'm tired. I'm fucking sick and tired of having to clean after everyone else.
I fucking hate sharing my room with my brother.
It's just too crowded. OVER CROWDED. I NEED order.
Every fucking day I'm breathing in cigarettes' smoke.
Don't you people know it's suffocating me?!
ARE YOU FUCKING DEAF THAT YOU CAN'T HEAR ME COUGHING MY LUNGS OUT?!
I think I would have gotten lung cancer by now. With you people smoking, that makes me a passive smoker.
Do you have any fucking idea how fucking harmful it is to me?!
Argh, I hate smokers. I FUCKING HATE SMOKERS.
I don't fucking care whoever I'm offending right now.

I want to run away.
I need to find solitude.

Underhood Bananas

AHAHAHAHAHA!
I took that picture for my O'lvl Art last year.
Luckily i didn't draw it. If not, confirm fail  sial!
Oh, I was experimenting on facial expressions. So who else to ask than this fucker right?

Anyways, I cannot wait to see him get his butt kicked today.

Plans

I swear if i have to redraw the whole fucking plan again, I will fucking lose my mind.
I've redrawn the same plan for 5 fucking times all because of tiny mistakes.
FUCK!

Fuck You

You know what?
I HATE GROUP WORK!
It makes my blood boil working with some people.
I can be playful, but when it comes to work and assignments, i'm fucking serious.
You wanna know why?
BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT MY FUCKING GRADES!
And if you don't, don't even bother turning up for school.
I just need that fucking diploma so i can support my family.


There, i've said it.

...

(*faints*)

Dear Avenged Sevenfold,
I know you guys are fucking awesome.
But please stop posting pictures and videos regarding the new album.
You guys are making me anxious.

NIGHTMARE!!!

YES AHH!
THEY'RE FUCKING BACK!
But i still cannot accept The Rev is gone. MOVE ON, fucker.

I know this post is so corny. WHAT?!
My blog what!
Oh, and i take back what i said about being done with Metal.
All this while, i've been lying to myself. I never stopped listening to Metal.
It's in my blood already. WHAT?! At least i not over what until want to have satanic nick names. Sheesh!
K, i'm gonna be an asshole and say this, AVENGED SEVENFOLD FOR LIFE! WOOHOO!

Haha. Kental jubo pe sia!

Sarah Iman

EEEKKK!!! SO ADORABLE!
I need to draw or paint this!
Thank you for giving me the inspiration to draw, Sarah.

K, i see a step cute smile there.

EVD

Fucking proud of my work.
It feels so great after so many sleepless nights, your work got praised from two respectable people. My hard work paid off. Damn relieved that Block 1 has come to an end. I'm gonna miss doing FormEx. I don't mind FormEx. But juggling two module in one block was damn stressful. I don't click with ComDI. I hate essays, I don't mind constructing. I'm gonna miss FormEx and the DI08 people.

Yes ah! My 9am-6pm days are over. WOO! Next block, 9am-12pm! But our lecturers already gave us hints that there's gonna be a lot of drawing and a lot more work. That i don't mind, one module, baby! But, i'm pretty sure i will start whining and complaining soon. But still... ONE MODULE!!!

The first block have been hectic. I swear at one point, i just wanted to break down and give up. But i pulled through. Wah, Design school damn jialat! It's true that we don't have any exams, but every little assignment is graded and play a huge role in our GPA. Damn scary!

As much as i want to enjoy my weekends, i still have ComDI report to finish. -.- CB!

YES! SLEEP! I FINALLY GET TO HAVE SLEEP!

I'll update, when I'm sane enough

FML

OK! I'm suppose to be working on my model for FormEx but i'm watching videos on Youtube instead.
Great, now i have to work extra hard tomorrow. And i only got less then at least 6 hours 'cause my mom has plans for me to tomorrow. Go to Geylang to get me girly shoes. And a surprise visit to my sister-in-law's place for Mother's Day. Yep, i have a niece now.

Why i'm getting girly shoes?
a) I have a lot of presentation coming this week as Block 1 is coming to an end. And we have to dress formally.
b) I only own two pairs of Converse. I don't wear brands, but Converse. None of my clothes or bags have brands. I swear.

I am relieved that Block 1 is coming to an end. But the amount of presentation and work to be done is ridiculous. I hate presentations. I only do good when i'm interested in the topic. But this, i was forced to work on it. So fuck it. I just have to survive the week and get FormEx and ComDI done and over with. AND hopefully to pass it as well. I can't afford retaking it next year. Who knows how much work there's gonna be in Year 2.

...

Dear Sherry,
Please learn to forgive and forget.
Or one day you'll end up banishing every one close to you.

..l..

Favour ah.
I don't know how i got a B3 for my English O's
But i just want Com-DI done and over with. I just want to pass it.
I don't care if it's a 'just pass' as long as there's a 'PASS', i'm down for it.
I hate writing an essay. Especially one on Starbucks.

These coming two weeks will be hell. I can feel it.
It'd be a miracle if i get to sleep at 12am on one of the nights.
I'm just gonna try my best enduring this block.
And when the next block comes, 9am to 12pm everyday, baby!

Design school isn't that bad.

Boombox

EEEEEKKK! Julian Casablancas from The Strokes is damn hot!
I love how hilarious the video is. But the last part made me gag.

Seize The Day.

Blogging in school! Currently waiting for lecture to begin.
It's only been a week of school, and i can feel the pressure already. Geez.

I haven't been listening to Avenged Sevenfold in a while.
Why? Because it reminds me of The Rev.
Without The Rev , no Avenged Sevenfold.
Without Avenged Sevenfold, well, i'd probably be listening to Justin Bieber or the Jonas Brothers right now.
And i'd probably be wearing pink to school everyday.
So thank god for Avenged Sevenfold.

...

"Oh silly girl, love can only be found in books and poetry."

-Veer Zaara

We will win the war!

I am still debating on leaving blogger or not.
I'll give it some time.

Anyways, i'm finally back from my orientation camp - 12 hours ago. Words could not express how awesome it was. Sure at first i hated it for being 4 days long. I just didn't expect it to be super-cala-fragalistic-expialidoshus. I seriously am lost for words. But one thing's for sure, i am proud to be a Design student. The camp just make me realize that TP is where i wanna be. That's it, i wanna be a GL for next year's camp. Ok what!

I wish i could elaborate more about the camp. But i'm pretty sure you readers don't care about it. So why bore you? I'm not even sure if anybody's reading my blog. If you are, please show me a sign. Ah, forget it. But the important thing is i had a blast and I'm a tone darker.

Judging on my time-table. My mother really want me to quit working at Starbucks. She wants me to concentrate on my studies. But I don't know about it. Poly's not cheap leh. Every-day's expenses, art materials, etc. FYI, art materials don't come cheap. Haiya, i wish i was born rich so that i don't have to worry about money everyday.

Goodbye.

I think i might be leaving Blogger.
I think i might be moving to Tumblr. IKR.
I was ONLY checking out the site and the first thing that caught my eye was 'See 30 reasons why you'll love Tumblr'.
And well, they've got some pretty damn plausible reasons.
But come to think of it, all of my linkers are using blogger(except wan).
Ah who am i kidding, my list of linkers is pathetic.
I don't know.
I need a change for once.

Anyways, i had a lot of fun at Rikh's chalet last night.
It's been a while since i last saw Rikh, Alon, Khalil, Kiwi, Wan, John, not Pudding.
It was great to finally see them. Learned a few of their ridiculous tricks.
And they did great hosting the games. Kudos guys.

EDITOR!

EEEEEDDDDDIIIITTTTOOORRRR!
AHAHAHAHA!
I love watching Smosh.

...

In 4 days time, my life's gonna change. I'm finally starting my tertiary education. I'm excited and scared at the same time. Excited to be in TP, scared of new people. I've always wanted TP. The first time my elder brother brought me to his school, years ago, when i wasn't even old enough to worry about getting into a poly, i knew right away this is where I wanna be. And now that I've gotten where I wanna be, I'm grateful. Thank you Allah. I think I'm on the right path. Secondly, fitting in. Well, come to think of it, I've always been the one at back of the picture for 5 years. So 3 years in poly would slip off pretty fast.

I have also decided to continue working while studying. From what i know, poly is not cheap. And apparently i need a camera for my course??? So, i need to find a way to earn money to study. Because sadly, i don't have a mommy or a daddy to get me whatever i want. My life haven't been easy. But it's ok, i wasn't born lucky.  Maybe it's my fate. But I'm grateful with what i have. Maybe this is God's way for showing me the meaning of life. Honestly, having all the money in the world won't make you happy.

Dramatic Cat.

AHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHA!
I don't why that made me laugh so hard.
AHAHAHAHALOLHAHAHALMFAOHAHAHA!


I have something to blog about but too lazy to think of words.
Maybe tomorrow or never.

T_T

I'm currently reading up on piano lessons online.
But in order to understand better, i need a piano in front of me.
I don't have any but i'm not giving up.

So, I'm using the piano application from my phone.
-.-  Aren't I committed?
On the bright side, i'm learning something.
But it's frustrating because my phone keeps going to sleep mode. GRRR...
I'M NOT GIVING UP!

I want... No, i NEED a piano.

Video Games.

Ok, I have to blog about this!
I don't know why but that video made me excited and made my day.
Maybe because of all the nostalgic memories rushing in.
I got goosebumps when they did the whole Mortal Kombat thingy. I FREAKING LOVE MORTAL KOMBAT.
And i don't know why i got frantically excited when they did Pokemon. I laughed so hard.
And the part on Super Mario was awesome. I laughed hysterically when they did the whole flag thingy in the end.

Mortal Kombat, Pokemon, Zelda, Super Mario.
I love all of these games. That's what i played when i was little.
When i was little, i grew up around a lot of boys. Yeah, i did.
So i practically played a lot of video games. Sonic, Ninja Turtles, Mario, Street Fighter, etc.
I remembered we had to use cartridge instead cds.
And i  hate it whenever the game got stuck and we had to blow in between the cartridge.
And it'll always work.

Nintendo 8

Sega


Yeah, my brothers and I used to own these consoles. But then PlayStation came out and people went nuts. PS2 lah, PSP lah, PS3 lah, Xbox lah, Xbox 360 lah, Xbox 360 Elite lah or whatever Xbox they have nowadays. Tsk tsk tsk! No wonder kids these day are spolit. TEE HEE!
We even had this.

GAMEBOY!

It started off with just GAMEBOY and if i'm not wrong, GAMEBOY Light was next released.
And then out came GAMEBOY Color. Haha. Nostalgia!
Then GAMEBOY Advance then GAMEBOY SP.  Whoa, i can't believe i still remember.
After that Nintendo started releasing the whole Nintendo DS, DSi, Wii, etc.
Whoa, wait! WHY DO I KNOW ALL THESE?!
Anyways, believe it or not, i've played/owned all of them, except for DSi and Wii 'cause they cost a bomb!
So kids, dont pray pray! I might know a little more about video games then you do.
It's funny how technology have taken over the world. It's ridiculous.
I love how simple the past was.And i want that back!
KAMEHAMEHA! ..l..

I'm so emo.

Nobody's talking to me and I don't know why.

I'm feeling lonely as hell. I feel left out. Invisible.

I'm feeling at my lowest for no reason.

To that secret someone,

I hate you.

I hate the fact that you left without saying goodbye.

I hate you because you make me feel special.

I hate you because you make me feel loved.

I hate you because you make me feel like a girl.

I hate you because you make me smile.

I hate you because you make me feel like there's still hope.

I hate you because you make me believe that love exist.

I hate you because you made it easy for me to pour my sorrows at you.

I hate you because you never forget.

I hate you because you make me post like a suicidal emo kid.

I hate you because now you're gone.

I fucking hate you because you are the one.

Haha.

You still think you know me well? Think again.

Sure, I swear and curse a lot and I have the 'i don't care' attitude.

But there's another side I've never shown you.

I may be smiling but inside, I'm in despair.

I'm hiding way more things then you'll ever know and it's killing me inside.

And I'm not letting it out even if it kills me.

God bless you.

Career

You know, up till today i haven't figure out what i wanna do in life.I don't have a real profession that i really want to dream and chase about. I have a few in mind but those aren't the ones that i REALLY want to pursue. I don't want to work for the government. I don't want to be told what to do. I want to be my own boss.
Does that seem too far-fetched?

A teacher, an architect, an interior designer, a tattoo artist.

When I was a kid, I wanted to be teacher.
Why? Because every parent want their children to be teachers or doctors or lawyers. Or maybe I watched too much tv.
But I really wanted to be a teacher. I used to pretend I was teaching a class of 40 when actually i'm only talking to myself. Of course I was confident about teaching, little did I know, in real life you have to stand in front of a class and teach real people. You're no longer taking to yourself. I am a social outcast. And I am not proud of it. I hardly talk to new people. What makes you think I'd make a good teacher? Another reason as to why I wanted to be a teacher is because of money. Yes, money have been the predominant issue I have my whole life. Well, at least the whole of my 18 years of existence. So I thought by becoming a teacher, I'd be rich someday. But I don't want to be a teacher my whole life.

How I came about of becoming an architect and an interior designer? Ok, this may sound pretty lame and stupid. Don't laugh!
The reason why I wanted to be an architect or an interior designer is because of The Sims. Yes, as in the game. Whenever I play the game, I love building and designing houses. I suck at keeping my Sims alive. So my Sims pretty much moves in and out of houses for their whole lifetime. So yeah, that's how it came about. But life's no game, kid.

Becoming a tattoo artist is a whole other story. Ever since I got into secondary 4, I became more serious about becoming an artist. And at that point of time, I was really interested in body art, which is tattooing. I watch a lot of tattooing shows and I have so much respect for all the tattooist out there. It takes a lot to become a tattooist. Because you're imprinting an artwork on a person's body, permanently. There's not a room for one tiny mistake. Some people may think tattooing is about modifying and coloring your body permanently. But to me, it's a form of art. It's a form of medium you could use to express your feelings and emotions; to showcase your talent. And it takes a lot of talent to really become a tattooist.
As much as I want to be a tattoo artist, I'll never do anything that's against my religion. But still, I have so much respect for tattooist.

Ok, I know I don't seem like the religious kind of person. But know this, I will never ever, insyallah, go against my religion. For example, tattooing, drinking, etc. No matter how much I change, I will never forget who I am or what my religion is. Even though I have issues with the Malay community, I will never forget where I come from. Insyallah.
Whoa, sidetracked.

So my point is, I don't have any passion for all of these job profession. What I'm passionate about? Hmm...

Facebook Addict.

La Von Von made me laugh so hard.
Check him out on Youtube.

fml

Today, i tried reading a book.
But then, i got distracted by my phone.
-.-

Tron Legacy

I don't know about the movie. But the quality is RIDICULOUS!
 Every movie should look like this. Every movie should be in HD. Yes i am picky.
To me, a movie is not about watching it and then complain about how bad the movie was or how good the movie was. Or drooling over how hot the actors may be.
I look for a lot of things in a movie.
How good the actors and actress are. No point if the actors/actress look good but can't really act. *coughs* Megan Fox *coughs*
The visual effects/CGI. EVERY movie should have killer effects.
The storyline/plot. Need i say more?

..l..

I HATE FAKE MUSIC!
I HATE T-PAIN!
I HATE ARTIST WHO USES AUTO-TUNES!
I HATE EVERYTHING THAT IS FAKE!
I HATE RIHANNA! I HATE MADONNA! I HATE FUCKING T-PAIN!

Why do all these people get signed to labels
When people with real talents remain unsigned?!
Madonna can't sing. She basically talk through her songs.
T-Pain is... T-Pain. Enough said.



When everything else fails, move on my friend.

The Arrivals.

I think it's about time i blog about this.
I know, i know, i have been talking a lot about Illuminati lately.
But i can't help. I freaking need to spread the word. This is no child's play.

So i was on msn and i saw one of my childhood friend's personal message about The Arrivals.
So you know me, die die must talk about it. Me and him go way back. We were pretty close during our kindergarten years. Then we got into the same primary school. Wasn't as close as before but we hang out once in a while. By the time we got into secondary school, we went separate ways. Didn't talk to each other anymore. And only today, i got to know that he got into TP and he watches The Arrivals. Whoa, sidetracked.

So the main thing i want to talk about is The Arrivals. I heard about it from my brother a few months go. On the night i went to watch Avatar. At first i thought it was The Awakening - i wasn't paying much attention on that night. I tried to search for it but to no avail. Months later, i found out that it's actually The Arrivals from Farah Fatin - but she never got into watching it -.- So i watched the whole series in 2 days and it changed my perceptive of the world we're living in. Since then, i started to spread the word. No, not because i'm obsessed about the whole Illuminati thingy, but to wake people up.

Some of the people accept this information with an open mind while some find it hard to believe. Now it's your choice to believe it or not.


Your call.

MORE! MORE! MORE!

Ah man, can't believe it's already Thursday. It felt as if it was only Sunday yesterday.
Speaking of which, Sunday was freaking AWESOME. In case you haven't heard, yes i went for Paramore.
It's funny how some people only knew about it on the day itself when I bought the tickets months ago.

So anyway, I had a lot of fun. I didn't take much pictures because I was busy jumping around and singing and screaming my heart out. By the end of the show, I was drenched in my own sweat. LITERALLY. My hair looked as if I just got out of the shower. You must be thinking, "Really meh?! Indoor stadium sia! Got air conditioner ley!". You are so wrong, my friend. But this is what I like about gigs. The sweats, the goosebumps, the thumping feeling your heart gets when the drummer start beating the drums. It's one of those places you get to lose yourself and nobody cares. No matter how ridiculous you look, people seriously don't care. You somehow feel like you're connected to everybody. Because everybody's gonna be shouting and sweating and jumping and head banging - depending on what genre the band is. If Click Five you head bang, cannot accept sia! ..l.. - and etc. Anyway, you'll get what i mean.

Hoping to see more bands this year.

People = Shit

Thank you Farah, Nadia, Pudding and Steph for the little birthday surprise. I know it’s nothing much but i really do appreciate it. It’s the thought that counts. I don’t need a huge birthday cake or an epic birthday party. It’s the little things that matter.
Ok, I'm going to be blogging more serious today.
You can leave if you hate it. I don’t care.

I don’t get people. This is one of the major reasons why I'm anti-social. It really annoys me that they only think about themselves. They only think of their image, their reputation, their everything.
Hollywood, fame, beauty pageants, money, cars, clothes, cigarettes.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE?!
Who the fuck cares about how you look
Who the fuck cares how much money you got.
Who the fuck cares if you’re wearing designer clothes or shoes or bags!
WHO THE FUCK?!
There's so much more to life than all those bullshit.
What about that homeless kid on the street?
What about all the seniors in the old folks home?
Is that how you repay your own parents?!

Yes, I am an angry kid. Maybe because of all the shit I've been through.
Parents divorcing. Being homeless. Twice. A father who doesn’t even care if you’re dead or alive. A brother who’s always MIA. And the other who only thinks about himself. A mother sacrificing everything for her own children.

There’s so much things I want to rant about. Ah, who am I kidding? I’m only 18. Sometimes I really wish people would hear me out.

No!

Hello, douche bags.


No, I not gonna talk about my birthday. There's nothing to talk about. Literally nothing.
No, turning 18 doesn't feel much of a difference when you're 17 or 16.
No, I'M NOT GETTING INTO A CLUB!
No, I'm not gonna start smoking.
No, I'm not gonna start drinking.
No, because i'm AWESOME.

Killuminati

Need i say more?

Sec 2

I got 79 for this.
I wonder what my art teacher was thinking back then.